What’s Happening With Me And You Now? …
I Don’t Exactly Know, Neither Do You Or Anyone Else …
- To my Roxana:
- Father has told me that He will have me traveling in His service with Ahmad. Father has told me He will give the monies to Ahmad not to me. Ahmad is His man. I am only Father’s instrument to proclaim His plan of restoration of all families. Our family is to be the model He is to use to entice the rest of families in the world.
- Father has told me to quit trying to be good because I am not. He has made me a human being and to live as a human not pretending to be anything else. All things He has given for me to record? Hard to understand even for my own self, but! He is dealing with each one of us individually.
- About Denise? He has a unique assignment for our Denise. You are right. Leave her be. About you? You are His glue to glue us into His beautiful tapestry He is making out of us. The world shall soon begin to see the building of His tapestry. Only? His soon? means ETERNITY! Man! And I am sure having a time with His SOON YOU WILL SEE! No matter, none of our bright or not so bright ideas is to interfere with His plan of restoration of the family! HAHAHA! HALLELUYAH!
The Negative? Who Cares To Hear It, But!
Friday, March 29, 2019 now at 4:00 pm.
To stretch the positive? We all thrive on hearing it. Even so? Stretching the positive is not a good thing. Why?
It Encourages Negative Growth. Negative Growth?
Indeed! It encourages the ego’s growth. It encourages self-love. It encourages the carnal self over the spiritual self, but!
The Father Creator Of Everything In Existence Is In Control Of It All …
Saturday, March 30, 2019 at 6:01 am.
Honest to goodness! I been writing all these things that I have written for the last 33 years plus without really having the slightest of the meaning of it all! Duh!
Regardless! I Woke Up A Little While Ago To REALITY! …
REALITY? Indeed! Our Maker’s reality. O what a marvel! Awesome revelation! SOON? Means ETERNITY …
One Day For Us? One Thousand Days For The Creator …
O thank goodness! I can handle better ETERNITY than One Thousand Days for sure, but! Maybe One Thousand Days is not as bad as it sounds to me. Let’s see.
Father is moving back to the USA for a time being ….
How long I’ll be there? How long I’ll be here. How long I’ll be anywhere? And at 80 years-old of my existence?
Wow! The Creator Is Now Revealing Such Mystery To Me …
To me to keep for myself glorification? NAY! NAY! NAY! Not to me alone, but to us all. Yet? He is revealing it all one by one. What a mystery to me, but!
Reading The Following Account Of All Happenings Lately? …
The following account of all happenings in the last few weeks since the last post? It shall decipher the mystery to each individual child of the Creator.
Good Incentive For All To Read It All …
Finally! Today on the 7th Day of Rest from the work of my hands? For sure! I am on to post the whole chunk of meaningful words, and? Let the Father Creator do the rest! Amen!
Unless You Experience The Matter? Useless To Talk About It!
Comfort Zone Talk? The Downfall Of Mankind …
Experience? The Road To The Soul’s Healing …
Monday, March 18, 2019 4:03 am.
Indeed! Healing? Not only soul’s healing but also body’s healing? One must experience pain and suffering for healing to materialize.
Healing And Repentance Go Hand In Hand …
The experience of pain and suffering? It must take place for us to reconsider our ways. The death or abandonment or repentance of one’s carnal ways? Must also take place for the complete healing to materialize.
Purpose For It All? The Rebirth Of Our Spiritual Beings …
If one is to experience the rebirth of one’s spiritual being? One must experience death to the carnal ways of one’s ego or carnal nature. The fact and truth?
Wow! That’s not news for the most, but! It brings about another topic for the next post. Much love, thiaBasilia.
What’s The Next Topic? One That’s Buzzing In The Multitude’s Brains …
Divine Self. Spirituality. We Are All Connected. The Universe. New Earth. Bliss Is The Hizzzz!
It’s All About One’s Spirit Death And Resurrection …?
Wow! But what is it that You are telling me in the darkness of my mind, my Father? What is happening with this issue of spirituality?
Divine Self? The Universe? The Tsunami Threat Of Threats …
Wow! I see it! The tsunami threat upon Your creation to debunk Your supreme authority over it all. What a fearful threat to behold, but!
What Is It That I Am To Proclaim Upon The Housetops? …
O my Father! How can I proclaim such threat? The multitude do not see this threat for what it is. The multitude are enchanted by it. The multitude? I fear for my life!
Even So? You Compel Me To Tell Regardless All Risks. Quote: …
Matthew 10:26-28
So have no fear of them; for nothing is concealed that will not be revealed, or kept secret that will not become known.
What I say to you in the dark, tell in the light; and what you hear whispered in the ear, proclaim upon the housetops.
And do not be afraid of those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul; but rather be afraid of Him who can destroy both soul and body in hell (Gehenna).
Well! Must I Tell For Fear Of Hell? Nay! But …
I must tell to warn others that there is a hell and One with the power destroy soul and body in that hell, but!
That ONE? Will Not Destroy Us For The Sake Of His Love And Faithfulness To Us.
Hell? Not the issue here. Power? That’s the issue. Who is in power? Who have the supreme authority over the whole Universe and all therein? That’s the ignored issue, in lieu of what?
In Lieu Of Debunking The One Possessor Of Both, Power And Authority.
Father? Am I off on a tangent again? Not really. I’m coming to the point of experience. Why this drive to debunk Your power and Authority over us and Your whole creation?
Ah! I Get It! We Must Experience Evil As Well As Good, Why? …
That’s Your way to empower us to make an intelligent instead of a blind choice. An intelligent choice? A blind choice?
Coming To Choices? There Is A Mentor To Teach Us …
O my Father? You are that MENTOR Who has got the level of success we want, You know the path already. We don’t have to figure it out ourselves.
You Have The Answer For All Our Impossibilities, And? …
You can show us that answer. Best of all? You can also keep us from distracting ourselves with things that maybe? Are just not important anymore.
My Life’s Experience? The Marked Road To My Healing, But! …?
Little did I know where on that road I was to go, so? I bickered in pain quite lame! I suffered. In want and lack all alone. And vice versa. Glee! Gloom! Alternatively zoom!
Up! Down! My Life Experience Zoom Glee! Gloom, Until?
My winter past. My spring at last! Flowers appear. The singing of birds, and? WOW! The voice of my Beloved Master calling me to come away with Him!
And Away With Him I Came To Experience The Healing On His Wings …
How is this all happening, my Master? Remember, My child,
“But unto you who revere and worshipfully fear My name shall the Sun of Righteousness arise with healing in His wings and His beams, and you shall go forth and gambol like calves [released] from the stall and leap for joy.” Malachi 4:2. And so?
Why And Who Caused The Experience Of My Life For Healing Purposes?
Only ONE! It’s about reverence, worship of You! Nothing with the Universe or divine self to do!
Ha! That’s Where Humor Instead Of Anger Comes In As In Psalms 2. Quote:
WHY DO the nations assemble with commotion [uproar and confusion of voices], and why do the people imagine (meditate upon and devise) an empty scheme?
The kings of the earth take their places; the rulers take counsel together against the Master and His Anointed One (the Messiah, Yahushua).
They say, [Act 4:25-27] Let us break Their bands [of restraint] asunder and cast Their cords [of control] from us.
He Who sits in the heavens laughs; the Master has them in derision [and in supreme contempt He mocks them]. (Psalms 2:1-4)
The Thing Is: The Scriptures Have Become A Religious Cliché More Or Less …
- Either people have their own version to live by,
- or to bash others with whatever version they have chosen
- or to brag of higher spiritual knowledge they aim to teach to others.
The Spectacle Is Obvious If One Is Not Involved In It …
And for sure it’s obvious if one has been involved in it in the past. So, what to do? Me? Finally, for me? Do nothing. Be still. Let be. Sit still and you shall see My deliverance!
Guess What? The Truth About Me? I Can’t Even Brag About Doing Nothing, Why? …
Do nothing. Be still. Let be. Sit still and you shall see My deliverance? That’s what I am suppose to do, but?
Impossible For Me To Do No Matter How Hard I Try, Until…
The Spirit—my Master intervenes. It’s then when I come to my senses. I quit trying. I start trusting my Master. The result?
Given power Do nothing. Be still. Let be. Sit still and?…
I am now not just seeing His deliverance but experiencing it big time, but! There is nothing I can brag about it because it all happen by the given power not by my own power.
O But How Easy It Is To Think Ourselves Doers Of The Word When We Are Not …
WHAT? Don’t get your liver in a quiver. I am only recording what the Spirit whispers in my ears to lighten up my dark mind.
And That’s The Aim To Proclaim In This And Future Posts …
To lighten up our dark minds. O but what a blessing it is to see the light amid the darkness of our natural minds.
Much love, thiaBasilia.
No Matter What? I Refuse To Worry Or Complain …
Another topic. Forget my misery. Tell about My children …
Yeah! Misery Is The Word …
Monday, March 18, 2019 now at 6:18 pm.
What to do my Father? What to do? I wait on You. nothing promised came my way. It’s late in the afternoon. I’m tired. Sleepy. Cold, but! Not worried.
A Blessed Day Turned Out To Be …
Just waiting to see how things are to end up this day. As it turned up? A visit from Maria made my day! she acknowledges me as her grandmother—Teta.
Spring To Sing…
Tuesday, March 19, 2019 at 4:52 am.
O baby it’s cold inside! That was when I first got up this morning, but now? It’s 10:45 am on this Tuesday, March 19, 2019, and? The sunshine is just beautiful. Spring is here full force.
Me? Making Progress In Every Way.
Have continued working in the arrangement of my working space, and it looks like I finally got something workable. The best part?
I Attribute All These Minor Happenings To My Father ….
Small token of the practical side of His ways. Besides my apartment coming into shape? The unexpected visit from Maria? To announce to me she accepts me as her ‘tata’ (grandmother).
Wow! Anyone Could Just See This Matter As Non-Especial, But?
It’s most especial to me. Now? I need to wash some clothes, then? Enjoy the sunshine. Be back later.
One Thing Is The Key To All Things? Righteousness …
No kidding! That thing? Dam if you do. Worse if you don’t. Why? …
Life? Death? Choice? Good? Better? Lower? Higher? Wit’s end at the bend
For sure? I am at my wit’s end, but!
I Go To The One Supreme Helper …
Wednesday, March 20, 2019 at 2:47 am.
Leg cramps before 2:00 am? Miserable wake-up call! What? But I done all there is to be done to prevent the misery. What gives, my Father, what gives?
Could It Be My Choice To Do For Myself? Why Not? …
Self-denial. Is that the key to unlock the door of Your abundant life? That’s why not to do for myself, but!
When In Pain? Naturally Driven To Relieve The Pain Given …
O my Father! How easily my faith and trust in You go down the drain of that pain. Leg cramps? The worst pain. I am at my wit’s end, my Father! But!
My Mind, Heart, And Will? Set On You By You ….
Going to bed. I wait on You. It’s now Wednesday, March 20, 2019 at 3:22 am. Well? It’s now Wednesday, March 20, 2019 at 6:00 am. Things got worse instead of better.
Up. Down. Leg Cramps. General Pain. Cold. Lastly? Heat—Not Working Again …
O my Father! I am cold. Not able to turn heat on. The gas valve is stuck. First thing? I called on You. Still? Not able to turn heat on. I called Ahmad? No answer. Even so?
I Refuse To Despair. The Sunshine Will Soon Appear …
Father? You know all about the minute details of my daily affairs. No need for anger or frustrations. Your grace and favor to keep me in Your Presence? That’s all that matters.
Hum! Instead Of Such Mundane Concerns …
Father? Instead of my concern in the darkness of my human mind for my physical conditions? You continue to surprise me with Your amazing revelations.
Your Revelation Amid My Human Mundane Physical Concerns? …
You have whispered in my ears Your prospective of my children from their conception until now.
About Myself? About My Children?
Wow! Me? My Children? Pre-Ordained. Destined. Assigned For A Specific End, Use, Or Purpose!
Destined as instruments in the plan of restoration of the families…
Let Me Start With Denise. Why? …
Hahaha! From a very young age, perhaps 3 years-old? My baby Denise was concern about ‘God’s’ habitat. While combing her hair she asked me,
“Mommy, where is God?”
Her oldest sister Diana was nearby listening and carefully watching the situation. She, Diana? Always in control of it all around us.
Me? Of course! In control of knowledge about everything, or so I thought myself to be. I responded to my Denise with a dramatic display of my hands, I said,
“God is every-where. God is in the trees and flowers. God is in the birds that fly. God is in Youuuu!!!” pointing my finger to her chest.
Diana approached the scene to confirm God’s existence with her own conception of God. Don’t know where she conceived it, or? Perhaps not conceived. She said to Denise,
“Yeah, he is in you. I cut myself right here (pointing to her belly) and I saw his head sticking out!”
To this day? I remember such ‘cute’ incident that was not just ‘cute’ but a revelation of my two girls future.
Now?
- Diana Is A Successful Executive.
- Denise In The Lime Light Of? Divinity.
- Me? The dysfunctional mother.
- The Almighty Creator of our beings?
Let me quote again some verses in Isaiah 30:18-20. Be wise to read the whole chapter for enlightening:
And therefore the Almighty Yahuwah earnestly waits expecting, looking, and longing to be gracious to you; and therefore He lifts Himself up, that He may have mercy on you and show loving-kindness to you.
For the Almighty Yahuwah is a Mighty One of justice. Blessed—happy, fortunate, to be envied are all those who earnestly wait for Him, who expect and look and long for Him for His victory, His favor, His love, His peace, His joy, and His matchless, unbroken companionship.
No Two Ways About It. Isaiah 30? Coming To Pass Verbatim …
Will elaborate in future comments perhaps on Denise’s posts in Facebook. Why? Here lately? The Spirit been revealing His plan of restoration. Denise and my family?
Destined By The Loving Creator To Be His Instruments For Restoration …
Wow! Will see. What a revelation! Reason to compel me to shout from the roof tops or from all means available? What He whispers to me in the darkness of my human mind.
Thursday, March 21, 2019 at 6:00 am.
About The One Thing Dam If You Do. Worst If You Don’t?
Talking about righteousness. You do? Self-righteous. You don’t? A pagan. What’s the good news about either?
A Loving Father Creator Is In Control Of It All For Our Good …
That’s the thing my Teacher is whispering to me in the darkness of my mind. Also the thing tied up with each individual family in restoration.
Until the next post? Much love to all, thiaBasilia, Denise’s mother.
Not A Matter Of Comfort—Money—Happiness—Dream Life …?
Friday, March 22, 2019 at 6:22 am.
Oh my Father! Thanks for Your whisper in the darkness of my mind to bring me to the light of Your doings in my life for the last few days since I posted last.
Why Have I Not Been Able To Post? Momentary Depression, But!
Depression? Inevitable. I felt like I was going on reverse instead of forward. How could I have posted anything the way I was feeling?
Ha! My Comfort? To The Max. My Pain? Under Control. Suddenly?
The pangs of discomfort began with the breakage of several of my cherished trinkets, and? The breakage of the wife’s cherished gifted ceramic pot, but!
Ahmad And The Wife? Brought Maria To Visit Me ….
Maria recognized me as her Teta—grandmother, plus? I had the opportunity to break the news to the wife that her favorite pot was broke, and?
No Problem, Said The Smiling Wife. Teta, Teta, Teta Said Maria …
O what a blessing, my Father—a gift from Your heart of mercy to comfort this child of Yours. Even so?
I Refused To Be Comforted. What Did I See In The Visit? …
I saw Ahmad’s predicament. He simply cannot take care of us as he has done in the past, so? The next day I decided to take care of myself, but!
I Never Realized How Much Resentment Was In My Decision. The Results? …
No more joy in what I was doing. My apartment was in shambles waiting for help to fix it. Realizing there was no help to be had? I began by putting together the broken pot. Next?
Work On The Piece For My Desk. The Key Board And Mouse Must Be Placed Just Right …
I’m suffering with the pain in my arm for lack of the proper desk. Ahmad came to my aid with a new arrangement, but? Not enough, and? Frustration began to set in. Why? How?
I Am Human. The Human Nature Remains With Me Despite My Father’s Presence …?
So? I react as human naturally, but! I’m at the point to live an effortless life under the loving control and dominion of my Heavenly Father, and?
I Do Not Immediately Realize My Human Reactions Until I Start Feeling Bad And? …
That’s when I wind up in the hole of depression. Along comes doubts—fears—regrets even of my birth, but! That’s also when I run to my Father in the heavens and in my heart.
What Comes Next? Wow! Things Begin To Happen Magically …
Yesterday? I worked physically all day. Did most of the things I was waiting for somebody to do for me. All the time? I was in pain feeling sorry for myself for the lack of help.
By Nighttime? I Was A Wreck!
I hurt from head to toe. Woke up several times screaming in pain. Then? Woke up last around 6:00 am and? Suddenly!
My Teacher Showed. I Saw! And I Came To My Higher Sense…
O but what a blessing it is to be free even to be a human being. The funny thing? The more settled I get in my Father’s Presence, the weirdest things happen that I take for granted.
I Should Know The Drill By Now But!
My reaction? A human reaction. The minute something goes against what I am expecting? I go to pieces no matter how hard I try to understand—to let go of my hurt feelings.
Right Now? I Can’t See The Good At All …
The Internet is not working. I can’t communicate with Ahmad. Like most humans? Ahmad is only interested in justifying himself—no concern on how his behavior is hurting me, but!
What To Do? I Do Whatever I Think Is Best …
I will unplug turn off the computer. See if the computer gets in line with the Net. It seems like the whole world is against me. My Father? Maybe He is against me as well.
I Go On Riding My Own Horse In Pain And Despair …
Net is trying to come back. That’s what was going on yesterday. I quit recording. Did not come to record until Friday, March 22, 2019 at 2:54 pm. But!
I Spent The Day Reflecting As I Worked Free Of Anger …
Around 5: pm I was exhausted. I went to bed. Slept for a couple hours. I woke up in pain. It came to me to drink a cup of coffee flavored with honey and ginger.
Not A Sound From Anyone In The Family, But!
It’s now Friday, March 22, 2019 at 9:51 pm. I’m sleepy. Will write the rest when I wake up next, I hope.
As It Turned Out Before I Went To Sleep?
The same situation as many times before—emergency! Father’s heart attack! Hospital! All family on alert! Life on hold for all! And me?
Bewildered! Can’t Join In The Emergency Parade …
Am I callous and uncaring? Not at all. On the contrary. My heart is set in line with the Father Creator of our beings—waiting, waiting until their willful mounts bolt them down!
“Rest In Me.” Says He. But We Say, “No! We Will Speed Our Own Course On Horses!”
O my Father! Your words by the prophet Isaiah are coming to pass verbatim. Isaiah 30 is only too clear about what goes on amid the inhabitants of this earth as it stands now.
No Amount Of Caring, Sharing, Or Quoting, Can Stop Them Now …
Or so they chant as the exhilaration of the fast run swells their heads. The sound of laughter is deafening! The whole public in the stands loudly cheers the runners. And me?
In My Thinking? I Stand On The Tower Observing By The Power Of Your Love And Wisdom
At first? The whole parade shocked me, but now? Father is cementing me down in the reality of His love and wisdom.
Confidence. Trust. Fearless. Power To Go On Attuned To The Son …
All of that came about at the end of yesterday. Yes, physically? I hurt, but! Spiritually. Mentally. Emotionally?
That Hurt Is Under My Master’s Feet. For Me? No Defeat …
The headlines are attuned to the mentor’s issue. Get a mentor! Be a mentor! Go back to your mentor! The headlines? Like a magnet are pulling millions to amass great fortunes. Me?
Those Headlines Magnetized Me For A Bit, But Then?
My Loving Mentor from the beginning gently pulled me away from the magnet that magnetized me. What now?
Been Waiting. I Refuse To Struggle …
It’s now Saturday, March 23, 2019 at 4:05 pm. Don’t know. Don’t care to know anymore. All that struggle to learn things? Useless.
I Am Not Against Learning. I Am Against The Struggle To Learn Or Do Anything …
Well? Many times I have stated the fact that I am not a scholar nor quote Scriptures out of my head or my understanding. I quote the Scriptures as the Master reveals those to me. Quote:
Daniel 12:4
(4) But you, O Daniel, shut up the words and seal the Book until the time of the end. [Then] many shall run to and fro and search anxiously [through the Book], and knowledge [of God’s purposes as revealed by His prophets] shall be increased and become great. [Amo 8:12].
Amos 8:12
(12) And [the people] shall wander from sea to sea and from the north even to the east; they shall run to and fro to seek the word of the Master [inquiring for and requiring it as one requires food], but shall not find it.
Above Scriptures? Exactly What’s Going On Nowadays …
Sunday, March 24, 2019 at 12:02 am
It’s midnight on this Sunday, March 24, 2019. Have not been posting for a while, why? The people’s wonderings and hopes been keeping me in suspense, but!
The Master Is Now Ending That Suspense. The Certainty Of The Scriptures …
The Master’s revelations can be frightening, but! The power of His love and wisdom is not. (Must brake to sleep. It’s now Sunday, March 24, 2019 at 12:40 am.)
Silence Near And Far? Deafening! My Heart Constricts, But! …
Sunday, March 24, 2019 now at 4:14 am.
My heart constricts, but? O my Father, I no longer resist the pain and agony in Your own heart as the polygamy at large amid Your children persists and insist. Even so?
You Are In Control Of It All. Me? No Need To Control At All …
I understand now Your purpose to let Your workers, including myself, suffer and agonize and even die to seize the attention in Your children’s conscience.
Is It Working Or Not? That’s Not To Be My Concern At All …
I been called for the specific purpose to be a witness of Yahushua’s Presence in my heart—to proclaim the Creator’s claim of His love for this world. Quote:
Acts 1:6-11
(6) So when they were assembled, they asked Him, Lord, is this the time when You will reestablish the kingdom and restore it to Israel?
(7) He said to them, It is not for you to become acquainted with and know N1what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed N2years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power.
(8) But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Holy Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth.
(9) And when He had said this, even as they were looking [at Him], He was caught up, and a cloud received and carried Him away out of their sight.
(10) And while they were gazing intently into heaven as He went, behold, two men [dressed] in white robes suddenly stood beside them,
(11) Who said, Men of Galilee, why do you stand gazing into heaven? This same Jesus, Who was caught away and lifted up from among you into heaven, will return in [just] the same way in which you saw Him go into heaven.
He Whispers. I Shout His Whispers Upon This World’s Roof Top Call Internet
And so? My story go. Is it going for the sake of thiaBasilia’s to fame ambitions? Perish the thought, but! I am hearing my Father’s words from the beginning, quote:
Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart? Pause & reflect. Focus. Set your gaze on Me. Fear not.
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I did not set you up for you to make an impact in this world.
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I set you up to impact the world with the work I always do in your heart.
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Whether you are discouraged or not.
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Whether you are elated or depressed.
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No matter what?
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I am impacting this world with everything I give you to proclaim in whatever place or situation I happen to place you in.
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I am your Anchor. Fear not. You shall not be put to shame.
Something neat happen yesterday.
It’s now Sunday, March 24, 2019 at 7:58 am.
In the morning? I thought about asking the wife to fix a chicken pizza, but then I forgot all about it. Can you imagine my surprise last night?
My young friend brought me what I asked for that morning. No mention about the pizza. My friend left but did not displayed the covered food as he usually does. After a minute or so, I opened the bag with the food. Wow! A chicken pizza still warm ready for me to feast on it!
O My Father! Your Loving Care Is Simply Awesome …
Now? I have not heard from my children. They send me money but, nothing else. Ahmad? No change. Sometimes he calls. Sometimes he does not call or visit. Same excuses all the time
My Reaction? I No Longer Need To Understand And Control …
I never saw that before. I never understood my anger and disappointment with all of my concern. I never understood my suffering and pain, until now, but!
It’s All Recorded Down. A Quote From 2016 …
Sunday, September 18, 2016 at 8:08 pm
This day is coming to an end for me. So much has transpired. So much You have accomplished within my being. Will all of it make an impact on Your children? Will they just read a few words and dump me in the trash bean? I don’t know. But You do. I must remember Your words. But that is something You have to burn into my soul. I remember Your words,
“O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart? Rejoice! For your punishment is over. You have learned your lesson! You have now learned what it means to learn obedience by the things you suffer. Rejoice and be glad! Enjoy My fellowship. You are now fit to teach transgressors My ways, and sinners shall be converted and return to Me. For as I heard My servant David I have heard you. Remember My servant David’s words you quoted only a few paragraphs above.
Psalms 51
Make me to hear joy and gladness and be satisfied; let the bones which You have broken rejoice. Hide Your face from my sins and blot out all my guilt and iniquities.
Create in me a clean heart, O my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/ Yahushua, and renew a right, persevering, and steadfast spirit within me. Cast me not away from Your Presence and take not Your Set Apart Spirit from me. Restore to me the joy of Your deliverance and uphold me with a willing spirit.
Then will I teach transgressors Your ways, and sinners shall be converted and return to You. Deliver me from blood-guiltiness and death, O my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua, the Almighty of my deliverance, and my tongue shall sing aloud of Your righteousness—Your rightness and Your justice.
O my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua, open my lips, and my mouth shall show forth Your praise. For You delight not in sacrifice, or else would I give it; You find no pleasure in burnt offering.
My sacrifice, the sacrifice acceptable to You O my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/ Yahushua is a broken spirit; a broken and a contrite heart broken down with sorrow for sin and humbly and thoroughly penitent, such, O my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua, You will not despise.
Do good in Your good pleasure to Zion; rebuild the walls of Jerusalem. Then will You delight in the sacrifices of righteousness, justice, and right, with burnt offering and whole burnt offering; then bullocks will be offered upon Your altar.
What A Timely Reminder From Three Years Ago …
And so my story goes. On and on my story flows through the waves of the NET, and? Now more than ever before I know, You are the ONE Who makes my story flow.
Is It Time To Post Again, My Father? …
How do I know whether to post or not to post? What to do or not to do? What to say or not to say? Whether to let be and be still, or, to speak up and shout?
By The Sound Of The Teacher Reminding You To Do As It’s Written At Any Given Moment. Quote:…
Ezekiel 3:18-27
(18) If I say to the wicked, You shall surely die, and you do not give him warning or speak to warn the wicked to turn from his wicked way, to save his life, the same wicked man shall die in his iniquity, but his blood will I require at your hand.
(19) Yet if you warn the wicked and he turn not from his wickedness or from his wicked way, he shall die in his iniquity, but you have delivered yourself.
(20) Again, if a righteous man turns from his righteousness (right doing and right standing with God) and some gift or providence which I lay before him he perverts into an occasion to sin and he commits iniquity, he shall die; because you have not given him warning, he shall die in his sin and his righteous deeds which he has done shall not be remembered, but his blood will I require at your hand.
(21) Nevertheless if you warn the righteous man not to sin and he does not sin, he shall surely live because he is warned; also you have delivered yourself from guilt.
(22) And the hand of the Lord was there upon me, and He said to me, Arise, go forth into the plain and I will talk with you there.
(23) Then I arose and went forth into the plain, and behold, the glory of the Lord stood there, like the glory I had seen by the river Chebar, and I fell on my face.
(24) Then the Spirit entered into me and set me on my feet; He spoke and said to me, Go, shut yourself up in your house.
(25) But you, O son of man, behold, ropes will be put upon you and you will be bound with them, and you cannot go out among people.
(26) And I will make your tongue cleave to the roof of your mouth so that you cannot talk and be a reprover of the people, for they are a rebellious house.
(27) But when I speak with you, I will open your mouth and you shall say to the people, Thus says the Lord God; he who hears, let him hear, and he who refuses to hear, let him refuse; for they are a rebellious house.
There You Have It? What’s Behind To Find Not In My Mind, But!
In the Creator’s mind. The Creator is revealing Himself as He deals with the truth about my carnal self that sets me free.
The Truth About The Carnal Self? Shall Set Us Free Forever! That’s What The Story Of My Life Is All About …
Until the next post? Much love to all, thiaBasilia.
‘I Don’t Understand What Goes On’, But!
No Need Any Longer To Understand To Control It All.
Sad I Am, But! Not Anxious Nor Confused Any Longer …
My Steps Are Established By The Power Of Love And Wisdom …
Monday, March 25, 2019 at 3:57 am.
O my Father! What a day You are giving to me! A day to improve my communication skill with Your so loved world. At 3:51 I wrote:
Oh. wonder when you’ll check this one. My communication skills are improving, but! there is still much improvement needed. the center of my dream last night? An old TV rabbit’s ear antenna, Emily and husband. Emily putting on me 3 different sweaters. Slaughter house but no blood or just a hint of it. looking at left over beans in a plate and thinking how much good food we waste.
My take? The news about you all? Received with my new attitude of ‘I don’t understand what goes on but! No need any longer to understand to control it all. That’s what the Teacher revealed to me that is what it was with my continuous try to understand and be understood, for what? to control any situation.
Now? I’m OK with whatever goes on. I find myself casting all my thoughts and feelings under the feet of the Master and going on by the power of His love and wisdom for us all. my Father–my Master is in control of it all. No worries. No problems without solution any longer. love, mom 🙂
Understand To Control It All
Indeed! I never realized it before, but! That’s why I would get bent out of shape with the lack of understanding—no understanding? Not able to control the matter.
Food for thought … Much love to all, thiaBasilia.
Why Am I So Disgusted With Myself? …
I Am Not Alone. Love Yourself? Not Meant To Be So, But! …
The Multitude? On The Yellow Brick Road Chanting Against Us Few …
Soon They Shall Find Not What They Aim To Find And Do…
This Post? An Introduction To Several Posts Not Yet Posted…
Let the Spirit Who inspired all posts I post hold the attention of the reader to profit from every word He gives me to record. It’s my hope for the reader visitor of this blog to read and consider it all.
Let Me Start With My Own Disgust …
Monday, March 25, 2019 at 6:47 pm.
Father? Thanks for the few hours of sleep, but! I don’t feel good. I’ll try to sleep some more. I wait on You.
Me? Watching In Suspense …
It’s now Monday, March 25, 2019 at 11:46 pm.
Midnight again. I find myself grateful to have the ceiling fixed, but? That does not make much difference in my concerns for the higher spiritual matters versus the necessary material matters ones.
Love Is Not Like. We’ll All Soon Find Out …
O my Father? You know all about the way I am feeling. You know I do not like my natural self. My human reactions are a heavy burden to me. I want to do good, but! I just don’t.
Just Killing Time In Disgust …
I will now unplug turn off this computer, and? Go to bed. I wait on You to resolve these matters with myself that are causing me so much pain.
Fact Is Fact Not What I Act …
Tuesday, March 26, 2019 at 12:02 am.
No matter which way it goes, You are with me. You never leave nor forsake me. I know when I wake up next? You will still be here with me. That’s the fact.
What I Act? Not What I Think Is Fact …
Aha! Your revelation! That’s Your mercy for me on this wonderful new day. Denise? Posted a new video. Click! Wow! Light switch? Quick-quickly! I see. I heard.
That Lovely Voice From My Heart Ending My Suspense By Far ….
Yes! I been in suspense in a sense. Why? I questioned myself over and over in disgust. Why none of my Father’s promises are happening?
The Restoration Of My Health And Wealth? Only The Opposite In Sight …
How and why should I post anything under this actual conditions of glee for thee but not for me? I don’t envy such glee, but! I hurt big time! No time to envy or to whatever!
You Let All Your Former Workers Suffer And Die At That. Is That Fate To Be Mine Or What? …
On and on my suspense raged while I push and bend and taped here and there this piece, this plant or the other, and?
Take A Break To Feel Sorry For Myself. Why Not? I Hurt! Hopelessly I Blurt! …
O well! Hello human thiaBasilia. What you going to do about it? Don’t even think to ask me such stupid question because I’m liable to throw something and kill you!
I Don’t Like Myself And I Don’t Like You Either, But! …
I love you with an insensitivity never grasped by your brilliant mind! And don’t tell me that you love me unconditionally because you don’t even know how stupid statement that is!
Just Leave Me Alone! Father Is In Control Of It All! …
And don’t tell me that you know that because the way you act? You are in control. Not only you think to be in control yourself, but you want to control me. That’s the truth and fact!
That’s all for this post. Much love for all, regardless! thiaBasilia.
Wow! Wow! Wow! No More Feeling Sorry. Honesty Instead Of Sorry/Sorrow …
Honesty? Acceptance Inevitable Follows …
Honesty. Acceptance? Open Door With The Spirit To Flow …
No Need To Guess What’s Next …
Wednesday, March 27, 2019 at 7:09 am.
Well? No use to cement whatever we think to do next. Yesterday? I intended to post, but! The connection was not working, I could not do what I intended to do. So?
What Did I Do? …
It’s now Tuesday, March 26, 2019 at 10:32 pm. The post and graphic are ready to publish, but! No connection, and? I don’t feel good anyhow. I’ll go back to bed.
I Wait On You For Sound Sleep. Even So? …
Again? Sound sleep? It did not happen. Not really. Much discomfort. A restless night, but! This time? No worries. Only Power! Courage! No sorrier/sorrow about tomorrow. Instead?
The Power Of Your Love And Wisdom To Overcome It All …
My night ended at exactly 5:46 am. I saw the light of day peeping through the curtains. I got up. Much determination to stand up and go on!
What Is Acceptance? How Can I Accept The Unacceptable? …
Accept The Unacceptable? Impossible for a human to do, unless? The human submits to the Mighty One Creator of our beings.
Divinity Nature? Not Mine In My Mind, But!
The nature of the One Supreme Creator of it all. His Authority over the human nature? Must remain for us to flow supernaturally not naturally. What’s the difference?
- The natural ease to living our blissful pleasures leads to eternal death.
- The supernatural hard living of mourning and suffering leads to eternal life.
Unless We Experience And Accept The Supernatural Hard Living Of Mourning And Suffering?
We cannot flow with the Master on to a blissful eternity. Divine limitless nature—our nature? Not Divine. There is a natural ease to living, but! It leads to eternal death not a bliss. This is not how to wake up to who we are.
This Is Not How We Create A New Earth.
This is only a product of the human’s imagination to satisfy all carnal pleasures—a dream life of glee free from all restrains and pains, and?
This Is Not My Opinion Or My Thinking Or My Deduction Or My Interpretation …
Wish it was because then? You could chalk me out without any consequences at all, but! I am only recording what I am to proclaim.
Proclaim! What’s The Aim? …
Quote: John 3:16-17
For God so greatly loved and dearly prized the world that He [even] gave up His only begotten (unique) Son, so that whoever believes in (trusts in, clings to, relies on) Him shall not perish (come to destruction, be lost) but have eternal (everlasting) life.
For God did not send the Son into the world in order to judge (to reject, to condemn, to pass sentence on) the world, but that the world might find salvation and be made safe and sound through Him.
Even So? Me? That’s What The Spirit Daily Reveals To Set Us Free …?
It got nothing to do with me alone. It got to do with me and thee. Daily we experience the natural, but! The supernatural?
The Supernatural? To The Human Only A Fantasy Coming To Reality …
The human can only the natural see. So? The human readily accepts what the human can see, and? The human mind is magnetized with statements like Denise’s latest one. Quote:
When we ACCEPT WHAT IS, we flow in our Divine limitless nature. There is a natural ease to living, and we can follow our bliss. This is how we wake up to who we are. This is how we create a new earth.
And There The Multitude Goes Chanting In The Yellow Brick Road …?
Soon? The multitude will the falsity of the Wizard of Oz shall find, and, soon as well? The multitude One by One shall find? The way of witches is not fine, but!
The Creator Has A Plan To Restore Us And His Creation, So? …
It is His plan. I can only proclaim what He reveals. I cannot deduct how, when, that plan will take hold on anyone.
What’s Happening With Denise? What’s Happening With You? …
That’s for the Master to hold on until the given time. Even what’s happening with me? He holds it on until the given time to reveal it to me, and?
It Took Time For Me To Connect The Lack Of Acceptance with My Suffering, Until? …
In honesty I confessed how disgusted I was with myself and with all going on. All the time? I been resigned to whatever I thought to be for me from Him, but!
Acceptance? Not Even In My Further Thoughts, Until?
My teacher led me to read Denise’s post for the day. That’s how He opened my eyes to see. Acceptance of my suffering empowers me to overcome such plus.
Understanding The Work Of Suffering And Its Purpose.
Suffering? Yes, but! As a privilege not as punishment. A privilege to suffer patiently with composure while I wait for the revelation of His completed restoration of His creation.
Back At My Task. I Shall Publish All Recorded Since The Last Post …
I have written. Now I shall publish. Then I’ll optimize, and? Let You do the rest. Four long post. Will it all be included in the next book You’ll have me compile? Will see.
Closing These Posts For Now …
In the meantime? Let the reader visitor of this blog read it all. Let Your Spirit hold the attention of the reader to profit from every word You give me to record.
Alright! You read the posts. Now? Click here to read the 2nd volume in The Family A True Story: LOVE_The-End-Of-The-Matter_The-POWER-of LOVE …
Much love to all, thiaBasilia. 🙂