Perhaps. It’s now Tuesday, April 2, 2019 at 9:26 pm. Been up twice. This time up? I ate. Now I’ll go back to bed. Still in the dark about it all I can’t control.
Was I Awake? Was I Sleeping? Can’t Tell …
Wednesday, April 3, 2019 at 4:48 am.
I can tell it was around 2 am. The pain? It kept me from getting up. I laid there begging for help, but help did not come to be or so it seemed to me, but!
At Last? Painfully I Lifted The Heavy Covers. I Sat Up …
I looked at the time. Past 3 am. In a flash the scene in my dreams came to mind. Despite the atrocious pain? I got up, and?
Began My Day’s Now Routine Of Doings While Reflecting …
Pain and suffering? The highest lab of testing and removal of the alloys mixed in the gold buried in the depth of our souls. Wow! So? O my Father! That’s what You shown to me.
- While sleeping or awake? I don’t know but! I found myself in this amazing room with all kinds of paraphernalia liken to a lab. There was 3 maybe 4 doctors dressed in the special green gowns wore in the surgery rooms. One of the doctors was coaching me. My feelings? Relief to find out my pain was the substance to remove all alloys in the gold buried in the depth of my soul.
Wow! All Makes Sense Now With This Revelation …
Indeed! Now I understand the Messiah’s words in the famous Sermon of the Mount. Now I understand the matter of pain and mourning rather than laughter and glee. Quote:
The sermon of the mount excerpt
