Sometimes Things Work. Sometimes Things Just Don’t Work …
Monday, May 6, 2019 at 9:34 pm.
O my Master? I guess that’s the meaning of dreaming of a dirty toilet. Things are not working out with my money situation, but! I refuse to get shook up about it. I wait on You.
Will Head For Bed To Wait On You …
It’s almost midnight. I am not hurting, but! I am not sleepy, hungry, or tired either. Only no much of an inkling on what to do next. I worship You.
You Are In Control Of It All For Sure …
Sunday, 5 May 2019 at 5:57 am
Your answers come to me in the most unexpected ways. I been learning much about the restoration of my health by watching videos about my health symptoms, but!
The Bottom Line In All Videos Is Money That I Do Not Have. Frustrating? …
Yes, indeed until this moment! O my Master! You are awesome! Until this moment I been wondering and wondering and begging You for help, and?
You Been Answering Me! Wow! No Need Of Money …
Wow! No need of money or anything else ahead of You. Only need? YOU! Setting You at the helm of our lives resolves all problems, but!
We Human Beings? O Well! …
Each one of us have our own ideas of You and us. Each one of us considers to be into the knowledge of ourselves. Each one of us is adamant in whatever we know to believe in. So?
We Human Beings Miss YOU! …
WOW! Amazingly true! Me? By the power of Your love and wisdom I am not missing You anymore! Thank goodness! So? What now?
Your Leading Direction Are The Pivot For My Daily Living …
All happenings, from sleep to eating, or drinking or doing anything? Spontaneously, orderly happenings in my daily existence.
No More Routines Or Adherence To Human Ideologies On Anything …
Wow! Has anyone realized how cookie cutters all human routines and ideologies are? No uniqueness. Everybody in line. Step one! Step two! I’m free! I’m divine! I’m. I’m. I’m!
Well, Me? I’M NOT With A Big Smile Now …
A big smile to see the multitude acting like big spoiled children with grandiose ideas of power even to create a new earth. Really?
How Long My Master? How Long Is This To Go On? …
Sunday, 5 May 2019 at 12:49 pm.9:26 am.
No telling. In the meantime? Please give me the power and ability to let be and be still for You to do the rest, or otherwise? Give me the power to speak up. I wait on You.
So Far? So Good! No Water? No Panic …
Sunday, May 5, 2019 at 5:24 pm.
Done a lot today. I’m ready for a break. Heading for bed. Perhaps You give me to sleep for a few hours. I wait on You to see what You develop next.
Nothing In This World Can Guarantee 100% Security …
Monday, May 6, 2019 at 1:10 am.
Even so? In Your Secret Place? O my Master! You have brought me into Your Secret Place to remain stable and fixed under Your shadow. Your power no foe can withstand.
What? Where Is Your Secret Place? …
It came to me a long time ago. Based on Yahushua’s words in John 15:1-5? Your Secret Place is Yahushua Messiah. Quote:
John 15:1-5
I AM the True Vine, and My Father is the Vinedresser. Any branch in Me that does not bear fruit [that stops bearing] He cuts away (trims off, takes away); and He cleanses and repeatedly prunes every branch that continues to bear fruit, to make it bear more and richer and more excellent fruit.
You are cleansed and pruned already, because of the word which I have given you [the teachings I have discussed with you].
Dwell in Me, and I will dwell in you. [Live in Me, and I will live in you.] Just as no branch can bear fruit of itself without abiding in (being vitally united to) the vine, neither can you bear fruit unless you abide in Me.
I am the Vine; you are the branches. Whoever lives in Me and I in him bears much (abundant) fruit. However, apart from Me [cut off from vital union with Me] you can do nothing. End of quote.
Response To The Frightening Moment I Just Experienced …
Ha! There is my comfort to respond to the frightening moment I just experienced. I was almost asleep. Suddenly! The black beetle on my face! Talking about a fright?
Sleep at last! Slept from 1:30 am. To 4:30 am.
Guess My Worst Fright? My Master Not Watching …
Monday, May 6, 2019 at 4:49 am.
O my Master? You know that I still don’t understand Your ways. I still fear my whole present life it’s all in my imagination.
Just A Feeling. Not Reality. What Is The Reality? …
Back to bed it’s 4:54 am. Up now at 6:50 am on Monday-May-6, 2019.
What is the reality? The reality is You, my Master! No matter what I feel or think? You are present, aware of my situations, and in control of them all. So?
What About The Bugs That So Frighten Me? …
O mine! Bugs? Both physical or not frighten me big time because I realize despite all means to destroy them? They keep multiplying!
People Have Not A Clue As To The Depth Of My Fright …
To the most? My fight is only entertainment. They find hilarious my fright of a tiny little bug, but! Most people have no conception either of the implications of bugs in our midst.
Why Bugs In Our Midst? Could It Be …
Could it be that we have lost all respect for the examples written in the Bible? Even the seat of lots of scary fairy tales? Could it be that we have lost respect for the authorities over us? More serious, yet?
Could It Be That We Have Lost Respect For The Highest Authority? …
It’s obvious that such is the case. Even the most devoted souls? At lost on what to do they come up with all kinds of doctrines and theories far from the reality of You, my Master, but!
Again And Again? The Master Is In Control Of It All …
Thank goodness! Me? I for one? I know now more than ever before that is the absolute truth in my daily life experience. So?
Why The Ugly Bug In My Face? …
O man! Automatically? My hand swept that thing away. I sprung up. I sat on the side of my bed just in time to see the ugly thing disappear under my desk.
Talking About A Serious Talk To My Master? …
In utter despair? I called on my Master.
- “Why on earth would You allow such monster to land on my face?
- You promised that no evil shall come near me.
- Is that the truth or is it me imagining things that are not so?
- What to do now?
- I can’t risk to lay in bed and have that ugly thing bite me.
- Please help me. I need sleep. You know that.
- I called Ahmad but he is not answering my call. Anyhow? That’s stupid to call Ahmad because, what can he do except either laugh at me or get angry for disturbing him.
- Unless You help me? There is no other way.
- And how am I to sleep in safety from now on?
- This apartment need repairs to plug up all entrances of those bugs. How that can be done?
- It’s all about money that we don’t have.
- Where are You my Master?
- I have no one but You. Would You leave me at the will of those varmints?”
Just At That Moment? I Looked To My Left. Wow! The Ugly Thing Creeping Out In My Reach …
Astonished I watched it until it came in full view where I could smash it to death. I did! With a big thanks, I threw a couple of tissues on the mess, pick it up. Bagged it in a plastic bag. Dumped it in the rubbish bin, and? Washed my hands to make sure the mess was gone for good!
What Did I Learned? What Did You Teach Me, My Master? …
Wow! What a way to teach me the reality of Your loving Presence in every minute detail of my life’s existence. What a way to cement that matter forever in my soul. So?
What About The Bugs Attempting To Frighten Me To Death? …
O well! I refuse to come up with a general answer to such question. For me? The incident describe here is the second one lately.
The First Incident? Comical, But! Didn’t Learn …
That was the incident with a roach. That happened several months ago. Since then? Not a roach or any bug in sight. I felt pretty smug about it until last night.
Last Night? I Got The Message Big Time! …
I cannot get smug about anything! This is a temporal life. Circumstances change without notice. I must be flexible in the hands of my Master.
And That’s The Message Now Engraved In My Soul For Good …
So? The stage is set for my Master to do His number. No telling the marvels forthcoming in my world.
Much love, thiaBasilia.