For The First Time In My Life I Sat By The Roof And Mourn My Own Death?

What’s the meaning of this all, my Master? It’s coming to me, the day You called me to follow You? That’s the day I died to my children. The naked truth?

As The Mother They Expect? I Don’t Exist …

Yes, my children do for me from the distant hoping for that mother they expect to resurrect. Ahmad knocks himself down to please me, but? It has not dawn upon them, the mother they expect is dead forever!

Wow! It Had Not Dawn Upon Me Either …

Aha! Now I know Your reason for the painful moment that I am going through one more time. What am I to expect now?

Ah! Expect? Expect The Rachel Motherly Spirit To Permeate Our Beings …

Dreams? For the most people pay no mind to their dreams. Not so with me. My heavenly Father speaks to me in dreams and visions.

In 2008, Before His Call For Me To Leave The Country? He Spoke To Me In A Series Of Dreams And Visions …

To this day those dreams become a reality. In one dream, I found myself in front of the check in counter in an airport . I lifted my eyes. Above the counter written in huge letters, I read aloud, I AM RACHEL, and I woke up.

Wow! This Day I Am Realizing The Reality Of That Dream In My Life’s Journey Since Then …

Since the moment I accepted my Master’s call to leave the country? The Mother my children expect ceased to be.

I Became Rachel—The Mother Of Israel’s Children …

The truth and reality now coming to light? We are Israel’s children—the Lost Sheep of Israel, but! We have lost our identity through the centuries. Therefore?