Living Learning And More At My 80th…

Renewed? Nothing Like I Ever Imagine …

Power To Be Loved To Love. Wisdom. Peace. Humility. Harmony. Humor …

My Life Begins  To End No More …

Saturday, June 15, 2019 at 12:22 am.

Renewed! Only problem? My human mind remains human—my worst enemy churning out foul debris to taint the beauty of my renewal, but!

I Live Under The Shadow Of The Almighty Whose Power No Foe Can Withstand. So? …

I woke up not feeling renewed at all! Leg cramps made me jump out of bed. Pain. Depression. Discouraged. Hopeless again. What brought all that up? The numerous ‘Happy Birthdays’ plus Ahmad, wife, and Maria’s visit?

It Hit Me Hard! But All Of It? Did Nothing For The Longing In My Soul …

How in heaven’s name can I live with such heavy burden in my soul? And why am I not healed? What to do? Whatever I do it backfires on me. On top of it all? Computer messing up.

  • At 1:10 am will turn off unplug comp. go to bed. Wait. Up at 4:45 am. Not much improvement. Alone again. Silence from above. Turn on Photoshop. Began to create.

Thinking About What I Write? A Reminder …

Saturday, June 15, 2019 at 1:31 pm.

  • But of that [exact] day and hour no one knows, not even the angels of heaven, nor the Son, but only the Father.
  • As were the days of Noah, so will be the coming of the Son of Man. For just as in those days before the flood they were eating and drinking, [men] marrying and [women] being given in marriage, until the [very] day when Noah went into the ark,
  • And they did not know or understand until the flood came and swept them all away–so will be the coming of the Son of Man. Matthew 24:36-39

For Me? A Reminder Of The Consequences Of Past Behavior …

I been dreaming of a daisy plant. Have made it known to Ahmad, but! He claims daisies not in bloom? Strange. Anyhow? Last night he brought me a plant non to my liking. Didn’t let on my dislike, but!

It Brought To My Mind The Lack Of Connection Between Us, And? …

I lifted my voice on high. Father? Where is that man You have to connect with me? I know Ahmad is bound and determinate to take care of me for the rest of my life, but!

Ahmad Does Not Have The Means To Help Me …

O my Master! I am so lonely. Why am I in this predicament? Where is that man to understand, to pamper me like my Honey did? O but I so miss him. Suddenly!

It Came To Me, Ahmad Is Your Gift To Me, But! I Do Not Like Him …

Wow! You gifted me two husbands to take care of me. I did not like them. Am I doing the same with Your gift of a son?

Even So? You Gifted Me A 3rd Man—What A Gift …

But then? You took him away. Ha! Just now I am realizing why? I stand open and exposed, naked and defenseless to the eyes of Him with Whom I have to do.

Pain. Depression. Discouraged. Hopeless Again? The Power Of Your Word Cutting Such Dross. Quote:

For the Word that the Master speaks is alive and full of power [making it active, operative, energizing, and effective]; it is sharper than any two-edged sword, penetrating to the dividing line of the breath of life (soul) and [the immortal] spirit, and of joints and marrow [of the deepest parts of our nature], exposing and sifting and analyzing and judging the very thoughts and purposes of the heart. Hebrews 4:12 End of quote.

My profile. Who am I? Past. Present. 1. Past. A woman with a dysfunctional past big time. No matter what I did or not did? I could not function in the society of mankind. 2. Present. A functional woman—a human being under the care & protection of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings. 3. In the past? A defeated woman saddled not only with the Dysfunctional label but also with the Bipolar, Manic Depressive & Schizophrenic labels. 4. In the present? An overcoming woman by The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky! 5. By The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky? I have overcome not only the Dysfunctional label but also all the labels this world saddles on all unsuspecting human beings. I am now an inspirational writer. I write to give witness or evidence of the Mighty Presence of our Father/Creator.in my heart & in my practical life. Whatever for? What would my witness do for you? Woa! You got me there! But, right before Yahushua was caught up in the clouds to go to the right hand of the Father, Yahushua said, Acts 1:6-8 It is not for you to become acquainted with and know what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power. But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Set-Apart Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My Witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth. … In view of the above Scriptures the writer records the journal of her daily living to give an account—to witness of the work that the Almighty Creator of our beings has done and continues to do in her life. I am a witness of the Almighty Creator of our beings in my heart & soul and in my practical daily existence! This is not a bogus claim but a reality in the life of the Author/Publisher of one of these books or SITES that you are now viewing! Thanks for your kind attention!

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