Renewed? Nothing Like I Ever Imagine …
Power To Be Loved To Love. Wisdom. Peace. Humility. Harmony. Humor …
My Life Begins To End No More …
Saturday, June 15, 2019 at 12:22 am.
Renewed! Only problem? My human mind remains human—my worst enemy churning out foul debris to taint the beauty of my renewal, but!
I Live Under The Shadow Of The Almighty Whose Power No Foe Can Withstand. So? …
I woke up not feeling renewed at all! Leg cramps made me jump out of bed. Pain. Depression. Discouraged. Hopeless again. What brought all that up? The numerous ‘Happy Birthdays’ plus Ahmad, wife, and Maria’s visit?
It Hit Me Hard! But All Of It? Did Nothing For The Longing In My Soul …
How in heaven’s name can I live with such heavy burden in my soul? And why am I not healed? What to do? Whatever I do it backfires on me. On top of it all? Computer messing up.
- At 1:10 am will turn off unplug comp. go to bed. Wait. Up at 4:45 am. Not much improvement. Alone again. Silence from above. Turn on Photoshop. Began to create.
Thinking About What I Write? A Reminder …
Saturday, June 15, 2019 at 1:31 pm.
- But of that [exact] day and hour no one knows, not even the angels of heaven, nor the Son, but only the Father.
- As were the days of Noah, so will be the coming of the Son of Man. For just as in those days before the flood they were eating and drinking, [men] marrying and [women] being given in marriage, until the [very] day when Noah went into the ark,
- And they did not know or understand until the flood came and swept them all away–so will be the coming of the Son of Man. Matthew 24:36-39
For Me? A Reminder Of The Consequences Of Past Behavior …
I been dreaming of a daisy plant. Have made it known to Ahmad, but! He claims daisies not in bloom? Strange. Anyhow? Last night he brought me a plant non to my liking. Didn’t let on my dislike, but!
It Brought To My Mind The Lack Of Connection Between Us, And? …
I lifted my voice on high. Father? Where is that man You have to connect with me? I know Ahmad is bound and determinate to take care of me for the rest of my life, but!
Ahmad Does Not Have The Means To Help Me …
O my Master! I am so lonely. Why am I in this predicament? Where is that man to understand, to pamper me like my Honey did? O but I so miss him. Suddenly!
It Came To Me, Ahmad Is Your Gift To Me, But! I Do Not Like Him …
Wow! You gifted me two husbands to take care of me. I did not like them. Am I doing the same with Your gift of a son?
Even So? You Gifted Me A 3rd Man—What A Gift …
But then? You took him away. Ha! Just now I am realizing why? I stand open and exposed, naked and defenseless to the eyes of Him with Whom I have to do.
Pain. Depression. Discouraged. Hopeless Again? The Power Of Your Word Cutting Such Dross. Quote:
For the Word that the Master speaks is alive and full of power [making it active, operative, energizing, and effective]; it is sharper than any two-edged sword, penetrating to the dividing line of the breath of life (soul) and [the immortal] spirit, and of joints and marrow [of the deepest parts of our nature], exposing and sifting and analyzing and judging the very thoughts and purposes of the heart. Hebrews 4:12 End of quote.
For the time being no discipline brings joy, but seems grievous and painful; but afterwards it yields a peaceable fruit of righteousness to those who have been trained by it [a harvest of fruit which consists in righteousness–in conformity to the Master’s will in purpose, thought, and action, resulting in right living and right standing with the Master. Hebrews 12:11. End of quote.
At The End Of This 7th Day Of Rest? The Yield From Your Discipline …
A peaceable fruit of righteousness to me. I have been trained by Your discipline. A harvest of fruit which consists in righteousness—In conformity to the Master’s will in purpose, thought, and action, resulting in right living and right standing with the Master.
Next? A Record Confirming Such Harvest …
This record goes back to that memorable 7th Day of Rest on October 03, 2009—the day You took the key to the deepest chamber of my heart. The next day? Quote:
Sunday, October 04, 2009 (12:43am).
“My beloved Thia, be not afraid to be firm against the unclean. Do not mistake kindness for tolerance of the sinful and rebellious behavior of most of My children. Speak the truth and reality of My WORD whether they want to hear it or not.
“My beloved Thia set it in your heart and mind that you are not in for a popularity contest to gain the approval of man. Rather, remember, you are no longer functioning and living in the realm of the natural mankind. You are now set on My Mountain top totally under My domain and protection!”
Seven years later on Wednesday, September 28, 2016 at 7:06 am
“O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart, pause and reflect.
- Have I not reassured you over & over again about Your identity with Me?
- Have I not confirmed to you the work that I have and I am doing in your life on the daily basis?
- Have I not transformed you from a fearful, coward, arrogant woman to the beautiful woman liken to an innocent child that you now are in My sight?
- Furthermore, have I not promised you that you shall never be put to shame or depressed anymore?
- Have I not promised you more wisdom & wealth than what I gave to King Solomon?
- Have I not promised you a husband to represent Me for the rest of your time on these earthly grounds as they now are?
- Have I not promised you the fulfilment of all your dreams?
Very well then, why have I made such outlandish promises to you?
Because, O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart, because with your sordid past of sinful living plus the fact of your low birth, you are the most un-liken candidate to receive such honors. Absolutely, you have no grounds to attribute any glory to your goodness.
You see now? My ways and my thoughts are way above the human mind & heart.
In your dream this time, you stood naked in front of Me looking for me to praise and admired your slim body, why? Not because, you wanted My approval but, I wanted you to see My complete work. Thus, in the previous dream you saw first the number three; then the number eleven.
Now, in this dream you saw My completed work after this period of chaos, disorder and judgment that you are passing thru.
There will be some changes in this agonizing period of pain & defeat that you are suffering.
You are equipped now to wait in good spirits, expecting the best even if the worst should manifest.
Remember, I am always with you. I will never, ever leave or forsake you. I delight in your child like obedience. My delight in that obedience is your strength.”
Sunday, November 27, 2016 at 6:09 am
“Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart? Pause & reflect. Focus.
Set your gaze on Me. Fear not. I did not set you up for you to make an impact in this world.
I set you up to impact the world with the work I do in your heart at all times.
Whether you are discouraged or not. Whether you are elated or depressed. No matter what?
I am impacting this world with everything I give you to proclaim in whatever place or situation I happen to place you in.
I am your Anchor. Fear not. You shall not be put to shame.
I am giving you as much wisdom & riches as I gave to King Solomon.
For I know that you are keenly aware of your deficiencies and your weaknesses.
I am well aware also of your faithfulness. Your faith shall not fail you. For you are returning to Me.
Now? I have set up you up to strengthen the rest of My children.
I am well aware of your concern because many are attaining a blissful life by means of the power of their minds.
In due time, I will fulfil My promises to you. I will make your dreams come true.
The fulfillment of your dreams will catch the attention of more souls than you can imagine.
Set your focus on Me along with My promises to you. From now on, keep to yourself.
Do not let all the worldly thoughts & human wisdom deter you from the path I have marked for you.
I will give you enough savvy to achieve your goals with a different slant little known by the most sophisticated scholars in all arts.
Do what they tell you but, do not do what they do. In that respect, I will weed & separate My children from the rest of mankind.
Fear not, O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart. Lift up your head! Your redemption draws nigh.
Rejoice and be glad. Your discouragements are only for a moment. No need for your concern. I am working all things for the good of all My children.
Remember, O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart? Always remember, your obedience is My delight. My delight is your strength.
Ten Years Since Now …
Saturday, June 15, 2019 at 7:25 pm.
Dear Reader, hope you still with me. On this day? My life begins to end no more for sure. The Yield From the Master’s Discipline is a reality in my life.
Truly? Living Learning And More At My 80th…
All misery of this morning along with my life’s misery? Shall no longer be found on this earthly ground.
My gaze is set above. From the natural to the supernatural by the power of love and wisdom from on high.
Much love to all, thiaBasilia.