Hey! Got to change themes again. Done lost the pagination. Then? as beautiful as my graphics are? I’m gone to put them all in a especial page. Will put mostly text in the posts for faster loading. Enjoy my fun text from now on. We’ll see how long this theme thing will last. What a life! Later!

Not My Tribe, But! My HIVE! …

Me? Floundering Like A Fish Caught In This World’s Marketing Skills Powerful Hook …

Thursday, July 18, 2019 at 2:10 am.

Duh! Thank Goodness! This day You have un-hooked me! You have set me free to freely swim in the waters of Your love. What an awesome Yah You are! Here is the quote of Your doings:

In reply to sparkyjen.

Hahaha! HallwluYah! Welcome to my hive! Sometimes? I wonder, like today. And here comes my Master’s solution to my dilemma–about? “O my Master, who on this earth would want to envy this painful isolated life that I am now living? No one is that crazy, that’s for sure! Hahaha! Who can laugh at pain and misery? ME! Ah! And Betsy Mae too!”

O but my honey bee, you been gathering the nectar of the flowers of His love He has placed in my heart! What a great revelation–NOT my Tribe like in this world’s business marketing, but! My HIVE!

Fantastic! You are my first ‘honey bee’ in my HIVE! That’s the fact to be exact! The Master is leading all the way! He’s keeping me on track! Much love, thiaBasilia.:-)

So What? My Day Is Ending In Pain!

Maybe I should call this journal ‘one journal of pain’? pain. Sorrow. What lot You have dealt to man! Suits us right though, we have no business wondering away from our gardens to go to talk to snakes, out of all blessed animals!

O Well! Typing Whit One Finger Until …?

Until I finish this blessed potion to alleviate my pain. Maybe this potion heal, or it could kill me. I don’t know, but! You know. This predicament I am in? Your business for sure!

You Aim To Show The World What You Can Do With …?

This 80-years old body of mine. NO! Not with my body—duh! With the soul and mind in this body of mine! O look at that! I done wrote a rhyme.

O But What Fun It Is To Ride In The Master’s Time …

My beloved Skee Picone used to tell me, ‘You gone to be a wheel some day!’ wonder of wonders. He was prophesying on me—I am a wheel in the Master’s chariot of time!

Hey! Got To Go Back To Shinning Fonts …

Thursday, July 18, 2019 at 10:52 pm.

Those fonts look good, don’t they? The truth? I think You are just wondering how long this shinning font spree is going to last for me. Well? Will see. Won’t we?

It’s Another Day. Taking A Break To Talk To You, My Master …

Friday, July 19, 2019 at 2:34 am.

Master? I think I’m beginning to understand what You are teaching me about myself—about my life of pain. What causes me this excruciating pain? My inability to quit when things are not working out.

I Am Not A ‘Quitter’ That’s For Sure, But!

That’s not a virtue for me at all. It’s an obsession, I think. O my Master! Help me! How on earth can I get rid of these compulsive, often unreasonable ideas or emotions that cause me such anxiety—the cause of my pain?

I Can’t Quit Beating A Dead Horse! …

I keep beating it in hope to resuscitate it instead of accepting the death of my horse or? Whatever it is my Father that keeps me glued to this computer struggling period!

Help! My Master! Help!

Right now? Two days or many days obsessed to redo things that perhaps don’t need re-doing. In the other hand? My times are in Your hands. Maybe that’s the way it’s supposed to be.

I’ll See What You Develop For An Answer To Me.

Friday, July 19, 2019 at 3:14 am.

No human advice to resolve this problem has ever avail me. You know how hard I have tried to go along with the wonder ways of human help to no avail. I NEED YOU!

Much Reflecting While Working …

Friday, July 19, 2019 at 4:06 pm.

No. By all means I am not obsessive! What a relief! Anyhow? I don’t need to be concerned about my doings or not doings. My times are in Your hands.

That’s What Just Came To Me …

What a realization! The heat today been tolerable with a nice cool breeze blowing in. the day is almost over. Me? O my Master! No change with my horse beating! Hahaha!

Been Beating That Beast All Day. Guess What? …

The beast is beginning to kick! No kidding. I almost got it to raise up! I must continue to beat the beast until it’ll come alive to carry Your message through the highways of the NET!

O but shinning fonts? Not for the fainthearted! But!

No worries. You got me covered all the way in all Your byways, my beloved Master! I thank You for the way You are developing my sense of humor to endure the worst or the best!

Glee Or Gloom? Not Stopping Me …

Saturday, July 20, 2019 at 12:31 am.

Going to bed. Hope for much sleep. Back at 3:36 am on Saturday, July 20, 2019. The usual pain and discomfort, but! Now? This painful misery is not stopping me.

Tenacity. Perseverance. Resolution. Determination …

I am tenaciously determinate to conquer the shinning task You have placed in my mind’s confine. It’s the 7^th Day of Rest. I’m working at my best. Working? No rest?

Ha! Resting Underneath Master’s Everlasting Arms …

That’s the only way to rest at one’s best. It’s now 2:17 pm on 2:18 pm. Will try the bed. Eyes closing. Slept for a couple hours.

What Is It All About, My Master? …

Saturday, July 20, 2019 at 11:26 pm.

It’s the end of another day. I wonder. My mind? My mind is in Your hands. The same it is with all called into Your service. You let us see all the evil near and far. And Your words we take to heart. Quote:

The Vanity of Wisdom

I, the Preacher, have been king over Israel in Jerusalem. And I applied myself by heart and mind to seek and search out by [human] wisdom all human activity under heaven.

It is a miserable business which God has given to the sons of man with which to busy themselves.

I have seen all the works that are done under the sun, and behold, all is vanity, a striving after the wind and a feeding on wind.

What is crooked cannot be made straight, and what is defective and lacking cannot be counted. I entered into counsel with my own mind, saying,

Behold, I have acquired great [human] wisdom, yes, more than all who have been over Jerusalem before me; and my mind has had great experience of [moral] wisdom and [scientific] knowledge.

And I gave my mind to know [practical] wisdom and to discern [the character of] madness and folly [in which men seem to find satisfaction]; I perceived that this also is a searching after wind and a feeding on it. [1Th 5:21]

For in much [human] wisdom is much vexation, and he who increases knowledge increases sorrow. Ecclesiastes 1:12-18.

The Whole Spectrum Is Heart-Breaking …

If the written words were just words without any weight? Then all men should be absolved of guilt, but! The weight of those words is not a thing to ignore. Even so? Ignore those words we do!

Notwithstanding? Behold! The Mighty Creator’s Mercy …

July 21, 2019 at 5:45 am.

He created us in His image to be loved by Him. For us to love Him back. For Him to be our Father. For us to be His children.

• Ha! And here comes the catch—the slew-foot! Now-now brown cow, you want to know the how?

O Mercy! Mercy! That’s A Long Somehow …

Let it be. Be still. Quit your moo-moo-mow-mow!

• Be fruitful.
• Multiply.
• Replenish the earth.
• Don’t eat from that tree.
• If you eat from it? You gone die!

And The Dreadful Saga Begins! …

Sunday, July 21, 2019 at 5:11 pm.

And I’m counting on You my Master for ending it soon enough! Ha! It came to me today how You?

• Are not talking to the multitude but 1 person and 2 persons at a time.
• No wonder why is taking You so long!

And Me? Just A Couple Of Hours Waiting Drives Me To Despair! …

Let alone thousands upon thousands of years narrowing down to my eighty years? It boggles my mind, my Master, but You know it! Seriously? No need for all my dramatics.

People don’t think about these things. That’s good. Otherwise?

We’ll all be confined in the Nut’s House—like it happened to me! The truth? All humans are confined in the greatest Nut’s House there is for sure!

Our Asylum? The So Loved World Of Our Habitat—Pause To Think Of That …

Hahaha! Who cares if you or I don’t see it like that? All one has to do?

• Go to the mall, the airport, the market, the parks—Disney World, and etc.—
• Just a little pausing to observe?
• Enough to convince anyone one of the sordid facts.

How Blessed I Am In My Seclusion …

No kidding! Just to look down four floors beneath me? Big incentive to be content in my torment.

• No more illusions or delusions of joining what seems to be a ‘happy’ crowd. But then?

Humor Instead Of Anger Is My Motto Nowadays …

WHAT? WHAT U SAID? Mercy me! I am talking about apples and you are talking about oranges. Don’t know who is the craziest!

And The Language And Culture Barriers? …

O what a trip! Hahaha! I just realized that I put on my trousers inside out! But I ain’t gone anywhere nor anyone coming to relish in my looks! My looks? Forget it!

Welcome To My Healthy Nut’s Asylum.

Sunday, July 21, 2019 at 11:11 pm.

Here I am my Master! You came through for me once more today. Things are coming together even with my pants inside out and my hair flying like propelled by electricity! What an enviable life!

On To Post This Most Important Issue Of Inside Out Pants!

And the people in the Lunatic Asylum still luni-tuni. Me? O my Master You plucked me out to sing the victory tune instead! HalleluYah!

Much love to all, thiaBasilia.