O yeah! I will sing of Your mercies O my Yah! Forever I will sing. O my Yah reigns and blessed be His name, let the Yah of my deliverance be exalted!
- Back to the graphics then to sleep when the weather cools off. Much reflection on the situation between Ahmad and myself. Conclusion. Slept for a while. My lil friend brought me some food. I cooked. I ate. Next?
Ray Edward’s Email Much Disturbed Me This Time. Why …?
I feel like crying but my eyes are dry. My heart is constricted. My mind is spinning. The question is again, ‘What about me, my Master?’
Yes! I Am Impressed, But! …?
Thursday, August 22, 2019 at 12:08 am.
I can’t shake off the horrible feeling of being left out. Ray Edwards is a big man in the eyes of the multitude that follows him. And now that You are dealing with him? He is becoming bigger yet.
Ha! That’s The Reason For My Heart Constriction …?
You have blessed Ray with millions. Me? Nothing. Zilch! Zero. Pain and lack it’s all I got to show for physically. That’s not a brainer. Ray is great among a multitude. Me?
What About Me, My Master? …
I was ready to sing Your praises with a fling. Suddenly? My song went ding o long. No longer in my heart a song. My heart is constricted. No room for a song.
I Want To Cry, But My Eyes Are Dry …
Sleep and wait. The only thing to do. It’s 4:11 am. Four hrs. of sleep did not do too good this time, my Master. I am hurting big time! But it is not about hurt pain or lack of it.
What Is It All About Then? It Came To Me Big Time On Waking Up …?
Thursday, August 22, 2019 at 4:18 am.
It’s about the power of Your love and wisdom or? Us human beings doing our own thing and following each other with a fling!
Been Following Ray Edwards Unaware. WHAT?
O set me free from my shock! Up to yesterday? Been hoping to get Ray Edwards attention to no avail. Been thinking You have raised Ray Edwards to materialize the preparation for the great tribulation, but!
Not Independent Of What You Have Been Doing With Me …?
That’s the clue for my distress at best! It does not make sense. You have done all this work in my life for people to see my good work of obedience and exalt Your name not mine, but!
In My Estimation? The Big Wheels Are Bypassing …?
O O O! Me or my good works of obedience? Distasteful hypocrisy’s visit in my quarters. How easy can I cater to hypocrisy. Yes! Indeed! What am I talking about?
Ray Edwards Emails Giving Me The Wrong Impression To Be Personal, And? …
My devastating shock to find out those emails are nothing else than the marketing technique that Ray Edwards teaches, but!
My Shock Is Passing. Your Wisdom Is Setting In Amidst My Painful Thing …?
O what a trip! I have no choice but to quit catering to my hypocritical desires for fame and fortune. Duh! O well! Humor instead of anger must come into place now. Here I am: