You got me set on testing grounds as I’m finding out just now.
What are You testing? I thought I had done passed the finals.
Passed the finals?
Long stretch yet before the final mark to get.
Many more tests yet.
When I don’t get?
Yes, I do get pain instead of gain, but!
Endure for sure.
Ah! Duh! Forgot all about that power!
What must I endure?
- Pain no gain and lack that’s what.
- Ahmad and family and customs in this forsaken area.
- My children.
- Frances and Jimmy.
- Don Esposito.
- Ray Edwards.
- Plus all gamut of leaders and followers doing their own thing.
- Wow! And You have given me the power to endure them all? O man! Power to endure is not getting a hold on me, my Master! HELP!
I See It, My Master. I See It. You Are Helping Me To See …?
With the least provocation I tend to regress not to progress. What? Ahmad is Your business, but! Before I can blink an eye I want to take him back as my business. Pow! Hits the painful blow! And so?
How Are You To Remove This Blow?
Going to check the roof while I reconsider my demise. Back. It looks like rain. I covered the box with the jars with plastic. Maybe it’ll protect it from the rain.
A Humorous Life Not Necessary A Laughing Matter …?
Thursday, August 22, 2019 at 7:24 am.
Slight difference between humor and laughter. Humor can come with wisdom not with frivolously laughter. I am falling asleep in front of the screen. I saw a bright red background for graphics.
It Was Brief, But Red? Perhaps …
Not wanting to see truths that You are putting right in front of me. Just worn out! Today? Would have been Cory’s birthday. Perhaps I don’t want to see the truth in that whole affair.
Perhaps Not Wanting To See The Truth In All Affairs Going On …?
The truth? I must endure. I must not despair. Let all affairs go on and on. Let the power of Your love and wisdom take over it all. I’ll chill out! The pain is subsiding. Hope for a productive day in Your Presence.
Now what, my Master? I’m waiting on You …?
Thursday, August 22, 2019 at 9:35 am.
- I refuse to premeditate what am I to say. I’ll try sleep.
Searching. Searching. Waiting. Waiting …?
Thursday, August 22, 2019 at 2:08 pm.