What is it that I am searching, waiting for? my Master. I am at my wits end again. Why? Because I cannot find whatever I am searching for nor have much of an idea of what am I waiting for.
The Development Of It All? Brings Me To This State And Condition Of Myself …?
Even so? I fear not. No matter my state and condition You know my determination to stay put—to remain steady in Your Presence. No matter what? I will not return to my old ways.
Why Am I So Sure? Sure To Stay Put …?
Because this time—this stage of my life? You are sustaining and maintaining me. You, not myself, not any other human prop. You—You alone sustain and maintain me in Your Presence under Your loving care.
That’s The Fact To Be Exact …
Friday, August 23, 2019 at 5:22 am.
The awful memories of a long gone past remain. No way to erase them, but! No need to fear them either. Those are the tyrants that held me imprisoned. As it’s written for Israel’s nation, so it is for me. Quote:
IN THAT day shall this song be sung in the land of Judah: We have a strong city; the Master sets up salvation as walls and bulwarks. Open the gates, that the uncompromisingly righteous nation which keeps her faith and her troth with YHWH may enter in.
You will guard him and keep him in perfect and constant peace whose mind both its inclination and its character is stayed on You, because he commits himself to You, leans on You, and hopes confidently in You.
So trust in the Master—commit yourself to Him, lean on Him, hope confidently in Him forever; for the Master YHWH is an everlasting Rock—the Rock of Ages. For He has brought down the inhabitants of the height, the lofty city; He lays it low, lays it low to the ground; He brings it even to the dust. The foot has trampled it down–even the feet of the poor, and the steps of the needy.
The way of the consistently righteous—those living in moral and spiritual rectitude in every area and relationship of their lives is level and straight; You, O Master, Who are upright, direct aright and make level the path of the uncompromisingly just and righteous. Yes, in the path of Your judgments, O Master, we wait expectantly for You; our heartfelt desire is for Your name and for the remembrance of You.