Well? This is some four hours later. Slept for about three hours. Feeling surprisingly good. Updated files and links. Absolute silence. No news from Ahmad. But the fragrance of Your Presence? Sustains me in peace.
What A Difference From The Turmoil In My Past …?
Yeah. It’s not altogether smooth sailing 100%. No. there are waves of panic. Moments of mind churning junkie carnal thoughts, but! O my Master! You control those thoughts of mine now. What a blessing!
My Life In A Turquoise World Of Fertility …
Monday, September 23, 2019 at 7:20 pm.
Life goes on. No change that I can tell. Am I struggling to make things better? O my Master! My life now? You have filled me to capacity with Your love and wisdom. No need to struggle anymore.
To Sleep On Monday, September 23, 2019 At 11:56 Pm.
Slept for more hours than usual. Got up to take care of myself. Finished around 6 am. Watered my plants. Been reading Dereck’s long email. Started reading his free book. Reading it all? I wondered.
Here We Go. Where Are We Going? Nobody Really Knows …
Tuesday, September 24, 2019 at 7:48 am.
Honest to goodness! We are all going, going, going. Yeah, going to one place or the other. We are all searching. Searching, searching, searching for what? We don’t really know.
Happy Times. Bad Times. There Is A Solution For Either One. Really? …
Indeed! We humans think of many solutions for the least to the greatest circumstances in our lives, are those solutions worth it? That remains to be seen. Food for thought.
Me? The Almighty Done Plucked Me Out Of The Solution Department, And? …
Tuesday, September 24, 2019 at 9:47 am.
It’s a good thing He did! None of my solutions came close at all to resolve the basic unsolvable human’s problem, but!
The Only Solution I Am Now Compelled to Proclaim? It’s Reaching Its Aim …?
Therefore? No need for me to complain in disdain to the blatant human arrogance to pretend to solve from the least to the greatest needing solution. Why?
Behold! The Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation? …
It’s now shinning for. It’s no longer just a metaphor. O my Master! Every single moment You come forth. You let the shinning light of Your plan shine over my human mind, and?
I Take Courage To Overcome The Darkness Surrounding Me …
Wednesday, September 25, 2019 at 6:33 am.