All things ARE possible. Master? I am not angry anymore. Your wisdom is prevailing me, but! I feel so sad! I wish to cry but my eyes are dry. I come to You for help.
Automatically The Tears Begin To Flow Along With Blessings …
Saturday, October 12, 2019 at 9:38 am.
I lift up my voice to plead for blessings for my Ahmad. I implore forgiveness for my lack of consideration for my beloved son.
Automatically As Well Your Peace Along With Power To Overcome My Sadness Returns To My Soul …
What an amazing way to lead and teach me Your ways. I am now enjoying Your peace that surpasses all understanding.
Afternoon Ends. No Clue Of What’s Going On Out Here, Perhaps …
Saturday, October 12, 2019 at 6:34 pm.
Perhaps whatever is going on out there is not any of my business. Thanks, O thanks my Master! It feels good to mind my own business—to let You mind Yours. One more graphic completed, I think.
All Things Are Working Together For Our Not Just For Mine Good …
Saturday, October 12, 2019 at 7:23 pm.
With that thought in mind? I’ll try to sleep again. It’s the end of one more 7th Day of Rest. I remain resting in You for all matters and purposes.
Your Power To Overcome Is A Mystery To Me …
Saturday, October 12, 2019 at 9:13 pm.
Actually? You are a mystery to me despite Your undeniable Presence within me and in all details of my life. I see the futility in this worldly life. Is inevitable to see it.
What I Don’t See? Inevitable Troubles Me, But! …
I must endure by that unfathomable power of love You have invested on me. Moreover? I must proclaim that matter I do not yet see. Why? Because You compel me to do so.
What Is It That I Don’t See, My Master? Why It Troubles Me? …
Saturday, October 12, 2019 at 9:47 pm.
I’m going back to bed. Need to reflect. I wait on You. Slept for 3 more hours. Woke up about an hour ago on this next day. My body in pain. My mind at peace.
I Am Not Appealing To Any Human Being For Help. I Am Appealing To You …
Sunday, October 13, 2019 at 2:27 am.
This is to be my year of Jubilee. All my debts forgotten. Yet? The agony of painful misery continues to drive me insane.
No Matter. In Sickness Or In Health I Refuse To Doubt You …?
It’s so easy to believe in You when things are going well, but! With the least twitch of pain? I wail in doubt of You. Even so?
You Are Teaching Me The Difference Between Lip And Genuine Service …
That’s the difference I do not see around me. That’s what troubles me. Master? Where am I at in that issue. Am I concerned with others thinking I am only giving You lip service as I see it done around me?
Ha! I Get It! My Only Concern Should Be Your Approval Of Me …
Wow! How easy it is to stumble on the trap of human’s approval. The fear of rejection is innate in my human nature. Wow!
So? That’s The Fear That Troubles Me With Ahmad’s Absence …
And that’s what I have not been able to see until now that You are revealing it to me. Funny thing! When things go well between Ahmad and me that fear lurks away, but! It remains at bay, until?
The Next Negative Episode Pops Up …?
It’s been a vicious circle not only with my gifted son but with all my relationships in the past. And here is fitting to talk about the new trend of ‘Unconditional Love’.
‘Unconditional Love’ The Human’s Solution To Human’s Rejection …
Wow! The wounds we inflict upon each other because of the fear of rejection are monumental to the point of insanity.
‘Unconditional Love’ Is The Insane Reaction To The Fear Of Rejection …
Wow! So that’s how I am to expose this monstrous issue that’s on fire from all angles of the human life. The worst of it all?
To Confuse Moral Laws And Conditions With Tyranny and You …?
How far from the Loving Mighty One that You are, but! That does not rattle Your Mighty love and unfathomable wisdom to create and discipline or mold us into Your image.
Create And Discipline Or Mold Someone …?
Isn’t that what we parents do with our children? Hahaha! What a revelation! We certainly knock ourselves out to discipline our children in an attempt to mold them in our image.
Unfortunately? Our Children Grow Up To Do Whatever Suits Them To Be The Best …
O my Master! Exactly Your predicament with us Your children doing whatever we think is best. And what is what we think is best is?
Unconditional Love. No Discipline. No Conditions. No Rules …?
Ah but You are not a man that we should judge You like one. Yes, there is a comparison between Your ways and our ways. No doubt about that comparison. Quote:
And have you completely forgotten the sacred word of appeal and encouragement in which you are reasoned with and addressed as sons?
