Our Relationships Are Lame Ducks. Harmony And Peace Are Elusive …
Waiting. Waiting. Waiting. Negative Issues Keep Popping Up …
Saturday, October 19, 2019 at 3:48 pm.
Have not heard from anyone except from Ahmad. Things are, for the most, all negative if we really pay mind to what goes on in the world. Anyhow?
You Are Aware And In Control Of It All, My Master …
No matter what it all looks like, I refuse to despair. Sooner than I can imagine You will reveal Yourself to me. You will place me up one more rung in the ladder of steadiness. I wait.
My doings …
I have posted. Ate. Drank. Taken care of all chores. Perhaps You’ll bless me with more sleep now. That happened at 3:48 pm. I couldn’t sleep. Got up to drink turmeric ginger tea. Got busy creating graphics. Also, it took me a long time to find some links to send to Roxana for health reasons. I also talked to Ahmad a couple of times. It’s now Saturday, October 19, 2019 at 9:11 pm. Maybe I can sleep now. Awake at 12:13 am)
Now What, My Master? …
Sunday, October 20, 2019 at 1:16 am.
Tomorrow will mark my 33rd anniversary since You set me strait in the way You meant for me even before I was born. You are in control of every minute detail of my life. What a comfort! So?
Perhaps Begin The Reformat Of Meditating In The Promise Land? …
It’s coming to me to set in a series the latest written books for this stage of my journey in Your Presence. Where would I fit Meditating in the Promise Land in the series. Hum! Should it be titled and subtitled,
Meditating In The Promise Land … An Extended Adventurous Voyage On A Turquoise Rose … ?
It’s a long title but I’ll work on it. You’ll show me how to fit it all. I’m sure. Up at Sunday, October 20, 2019 at 5:49 am. Cold. Put on jacket. Ate. Troubled with all findings right now.
Master? Fears Are Knocking At My Mind’s Door …
Sunday, October 20, 2019 at 8:30 am.
You have brought me back to the issue of parasites in our bodies. I been aware of this issue, but I have not been able to do anything about it. I feel that now the issue is out of my control. Help! My Master, HELP!
The Truth? Our Life’s Styles On This Earth Are All Out Of Control …?
We know what to do about so many things, but we do not do them, so? our bodies are deteriorating because of our neglect.
What Is The Use Of Knowledge We Cannot Or Would Not Implement? …
I’m corralled in my own carnal self again. I’m so disgusted with my utter inabilities! I can’t take my eyes off of our human’s carnal nature.
- The bugs biting me inside and outside. All the physical miseries I been going though all my life are actually caused by the parasite infection in my body.
- Ahmad’s father dying because of the same problem with parasites I am sure, but!
- We refuse to listen and turn away from our set ways of thinking and doing.
Three Major Fearful Issues Consuming My Mind …
O phooey! to all human’s way to get rid of our fears! I have been a sucker for paying mind to the human wisdom of help from the least to greatest issues in our lives. That’s the past. The present?
I Pay Mind To You And You As My First Priority. The Rest? …
Sunday, October 20, 2019 at 9:58 am.
