I heard of Ahmad’s father at the point of death suffering mini strokes or heart attacks not being able to control his bladder. Ahmad and family expecting his death, but it came to me,

• You let Lazarus die to serve to demonstrate Your power when You raised him from the tomb. I beseech You my Master, Let Ahmad’s father get up and announce, “I’m well! I’m going to the bathroom!” that’s exactly what happened.

Master? This Miracle Happened Mainly For My Sake …?

I just talked to Ahmad. This amazing happening did not impress Ahmad at all. In fact? It sounds like it angered him. I hope I am wrong. I beseech You my Master, set me free from what it sounds to me.

Up And Down I Go With People. Just When I Think? I Regret My Thinking …

Sunday, October 20, 2019 at 2:41 pm.

It never fails. I get enthuse about someone who seems to connect only to find out there is no connection at all! But that’s OK. I am no longer looking to connect. You know it my Master.

Your Connection Is What Counts …

In Your time we will all be connected with You. It is then when the bliss won’t be amiss in our midst. Harmony and satisfaction instead of retaliation and competition.

True. I Am Human. I Do Miss Other Humans In My Life, But! …

I am now aware of the meaning of following You, my Master. It means the loss of relationships, dreams, material things, or even my life with no regrets. So?

The Lack Of Human Fellowship No Longer Really Affects Me …

The best part? When I make an attempt to establish a relationship with someone to no avail, I drop the matter immediately. No explaining. No retaliation. No sorrow. No guilt. Instead?

Peace. Power! Wisdom! Courage! Endurance! In Whatever State I Am! …

That’s Your Peace. Power! Wisdom! Courage! Endurance! That You have invested upon me—something totally out of the reach of the human’s imagination. Going to try to sleep again!

O My Master! My Neck Hurts! Help Me …

Sunday, October 20, 2019 at 7:02 pm.