I can’t concentrate. Perhaps the position of the monitor is causing me this pain? I don’t know. I am at my wits end. (I slept for a couple hours. Woke at the pounding on my door. Finally, Yazeed came in. he brought me food and fruit.).
Master? The Pain In My Neck It’s No Longer That Important …
Sunday, October 20, 2019 at 10:20 pm.
But the things You are revealing to me through all the latest happenings in our midst are particularly important. What is it that You are shown, demonstrating to me?
I Can’t Quite Find The Words To Describe What You Are Showing Me Again …
For I have seen this matter before and written about it. But now? It’s different because it’s coming from You not from my own observations of human behavior. What am I talking about?
I Am Talking About The Anger, Resentment, Envy, Jealousy In The Human’s Mind And Heart …
These ugly traits within us come to light whenever we spit out, “I told you so!” or “I knew it!” “I also pray!” And on goes the list where these traits surface, but!.
We Don’t Realize This Matter About Ourselves Until You Deal With Each One Of Us Individually …
O my Master? You are now dealing with me about this matter. I am not just sad because this people do not appreciate my answered prayers.
- It’s more than just sadness, but! Unless You deal with the matter? I don’t even know exactly what to call what I am feeling.
- Maybe be a ‘pain in the neck’ for real not just an expression? Hahaha!
- Will sleep on it. 2:03 am
Wow! Woke At Last Renewed! Free! Hopeful! …
Monday, October 21, 2019 at 5:10 am.
I’m besides myself with joy and hope. My wicked human heart full of Anger, Resentment, Envy, Jealousy shall be no more! The best part?
Not shall be, but! It’s a reality right at this moment. WOW! …
AMAZING! I was so ever dejected when I first went to bed last night; to find out the truth about my wicked heart beyond all my miseries was just too much!
What Happened Next …?
I tried to laugh about it but the humor was not there at all. I crawled in bed practically screaming with the neck pain. On and off I slept. Little improvement each time I woke up, but the last waken up? Much improvement. It was around 4:30 am. I got up. Fixed in a ball the pomegranates and red grapes Yazeed brought me last night. In front of the computer now. Clicked to check the Net. Same old stuff from the human mind and heart in my inbox. Suddenly! I heard, “The wicked heart!” quickly I opened up the Scriptures. Wrote in the search line for the whole Bible: ‘new heart’. WOW! Only two verses in the whole Bible for response—the exact two verses addressed to me personally!
No Kidding! O My Master! You Are For Real In My Life! …
And You are simply AWESOME! I never know how You aim to end each dealing with my human wickedness in relation with the rest of my human fellows. But! You are pointing out even the order of the two verses You gave me. Wow!
About My Fellow Human Beings:
Ezekiel 11:17-21