Tuesday, December 17, 2019 at 4:11 am.
That was the one revelation that turned me around; turned me to walk the disciplinary journey in Your Presence. Now You bring it to my remembrance. It’s recorded. Quote:
- Why did I fall? Why did this tragic story come to pass? Take heed!
- Oh, take heed my friend! If I would not have been so busy furthering MY GOOD and the GOOD OF THE WORLD.
- If I would not have been so busy venting my opinions and my fears and my doubts.
- If I would not have been so busy worrying about ‘the flesh of men, humanity’.
- If I would not have been so ‘spiritual’.
- If I would not have been such a ‘practical Christian’ and an ‘educated fool’ . . .
- I should have WITH HUMBLENESS received and kept the gift of God, even Jesus
- Christ and Him crucified, resurrected and alive forever more.
- I should have WITH HUMBLENESS trusted God to effect HIS PLAN OF SALVATION in everybody and my own self.
- I should have WITH HUMBLENESS let God and let go of my own opinionated self.
- But alas though, it was such a simple message for an educated fool like me.
- I had to do something or be somebody to show the world what Christianity was all about, and what a ‘good practical Christian’ I was!
- I had to show everybody ‘how to do it’.
- Faith? . . . Rest? . . .Cross? . . . Bah! . . . Humbug!
My Lifetime Disciplinary Journey In Your Presence? Now My Right Living And Right Standing With You …?
O but what a joy it is to let You and let go of my own opinionated self. No more! No more of anything from my educated fool’s past. Let the ‘amens’ come or go. I’m steady resting underneath Your everlasting arms.
Why Not? You Are The One’s Everlasting Arms Over Me …
While I rest You reveal to me Your deep inner meaning of Your covenant. This morning? You brought that matter to mind again. Quote:
Sunday, May 16, 2010 3:31 pm.
O my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua on a continuous basis You give life to Your Word to penetrate my being and as Your Word comes to life within me it cuts me asunder dividing the deepest parts of my nature. For many, many years I have read 2Timothy 3 and only vaguely see myself in it but today You have given it life and it has cut right through my deepest being! How exact it is written in Hebrews 4:12.
And so, O my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua as I read 2 Timothy 3 a moment ago it penetrated my being and I questioned my own self, “Am I not guilty of most of these vices? Am I not still lover of myself? Am I not always looking out to satisfy my fastidious likes and dislikes? And why am I so hurt about petty things that do not amount to anything?” As it is written in 2 Timothy 3:1-5.
O my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua it is so easy to see all of these traits in the people of these days and yet it is so hard to even think for a moment that I could be guilty of such base, vile and despicable traits!
But according to Your Word the evidence of my guilt is preponderant! Mercy O my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua! Set me free and keep me free from that wicked self within me!
“My child—My beloved Thia I have set you free therefore you can detect such wicked nature in you and you can loath it and avoid to live under such control on the daily basis.
It is not so with most of My children. The best My children can do is to ignore such possibility and cling to what they understand with their natural mind of My Word.
Therefore, they cannot detect their wicked being nor the possibility that they could be guilty and so they remain carnal and refuse to admit such.
If My children were to detect such wicked being within them they would not submit themselves to shun anyone who exposes such being and they would not judge and condemn and misunderstand such writings as yours.
Even if they wouldn’t agree with such writings firsthand they would be careful not to dismiss you as if you are one to be avoided—not a child of Mine or sister of them!
But to all who humble themselves and submit their understanding and their emotional system unto My Set Apart Spirit to them I give the power to detect and overcome such wicked being on the daily basis and there is a great number who are already benefitting from the things you record.
And for that purpose I have you record all the minute details of your daily living under the control of My Set Apart Spirit for all to see that My Word is not a doctrine or a teaching or a formula or a system of any kind.
But My Word—the Word that I speak into your being on the daily basis and for all different situations is alive and full of power as My Set Apart Spirit makes it active, operative, energizing, and effective for each situation on the spot!
Therefore, My child—My beloved Thia do not despair of your multitude of writings. For in due time many more souls shall benefit from them in a way beyond your imagination!
Knowledge quest of good/evil actually downfall of mankind, because such quest is the quest to overcome and destroy not only My unfathomable wisdom but also My Being and all that I have created!
Such is the answer to the question: Why the human is stuck on him/herself?
Mercy! Mercy! Mercy! Is my shrill cry at this moment of time! End of quote.
Food For Thought As I Close This Post …