How am I doing? Do I remember Your words of approval? Am I tending to Your instructions? Yes, but! For whatever reason I go on a tangent? Shame and misery invade my being.
Exactly Two Years Later? I Woke Up To The Loud Pounding …
Wednesday, December 18, 2019 at 8:40 pm.
The time was 6:30 pm. Been asleep from 3 pm. I got up to check the matter. Two man working on water trouble on the roof above my roof. Came back to bed. A few minutes later? They pounding on my door!
My Attitude? Reasonable. Not Angry. Not Disturbed. I Headed To Check …
Sure enough? The poor fellows had dropped a needed piece. I was able to give it back to them. Felt good to be of help. Came back inside. Cold. Not feeling good at all. Turn on the heat.
What’s The Deal With All Of These Details? …
Wednesday, December 18, 2019 at 10:05 pm.
I see it, my Master! You are showing me the progress of my new life that began in 2017. But right now I am feeling pretty rotten. I can’t function. You know it. Going to bed. Hope for the best.
O But! I Am Fired Up! Health! Wealth! Restored! Your Faithfulness …?
Thursday, December 19, 2019 at 4:12 am.
Your faithfulness to Your Word. Indeed Your Word of honor! Not faithful to me or to you or to he or to she. Not directly anyhow, but! Me?
But To Me Or Thee Or He Or She? It Should Be Intimately Personal …
That’s Your aim. That’s Your purpose for us all to come to the freedom of Your faithfulness to Your Word of honor individually, one by one. Quote:
Return, O faithless children [of the whole twelve tribes], says the Master, for I am Master and Master and Husband to you, and I will take you not as a nation, but individually—one from a city and two from a tribal family–and I will bring you to Zion. [Luk 15:20-22]
And I will give you [spiritual] shepherds after My own heart [in the final time], who will feed you with knowledge and understanding and judgment.
Me? I Am One From The City, No Kidding …?
Yes! Indeed! You sent me from the city of West Jefferson, NC to the lost sheep of Israel on April December 27, 2007 at 5:31 am as I have recorded many times in this journal.
The Lost Sheep Of Israel? Where And Who Are They …?
We are the Lost Sheep roaming the four corners of the earth without our identity with the chosen people of Israel. Also recorded many times. Even so? You brought it to my remembrance in piecing my life together bringing me to the present time.
What Fired Me Up As I Woke Up Around 3 Am? …
Thursday, December 19, 2019 at 7:12 am.