Then? Wow! I Came To Record In The Journal, And? A Vision! …?
A vision of the abundance coming to us first thing on the first day of 2020. Also, Ahmad response with thanksgiving.
Wow! I can still see first the rain then the blizzard over the raging river.
Ahmad and son had stepped out the door going somewhere. I am holding the door open as I am calling them to come back in the house because of the rain, but!
The street turned into a raging river leaving me speechless. Ahmad and son stepped in the middle of knee deep river. The river kept rising up to above their waist.
I hear Ahmad tell his son, ‘I feel like kneeling down!’ He went under the now high waters. I could see his silhouette kneeling down under the water like thanksgiving.
Next? I hear him telling his son, ‘Let’s swim up and see what’s up…’ I saw them vigorously swimming up …end of the vision!
O My Master! How Can I Contain Myself? Yet I Must!
Wednesday, January 1, 2020 at 3:12 am
I must contain myself for no other reason than Your wisdom leading me to do so, why? In the past I would have quickly called Ahmad to come to my house to tell him the vision. Ahmad would have ignored me. He needed to sleep, but I would get angry.
Ha! So That’s What Has Been Going On Between Ahmad And I …?
Wow! What a clear message to make me see the futility of my emotional reaction to Your revelations. Because of my lack of wisdom in sharing with Ahmad, Ahmad has come to ignore not only my sharing but also my insistent admonitions for him to listen to me.
Wow! Flabbergasted! Astonished! Dumbfounded! To Put It Mildly …?
I’m sitting here so amazed I cannot move. I am cold. I am hungry. But sleep has evaded me, and? Anyhow, I have no way to warm up anything to eat. Hahaha! That suits me right! I should have toasted some bread before the gas ran out, but I didn’t. Now suffer your lack of wisdom and much unfounded concern about Ahmad and his lack of care for me.
Yes, It Suits Me Right To Learn The Intended Lesson Before Your Blessings Pour Down On Me …
Thanks, my Beloved Master! Thanks for my gifted son, and? Thanks for him not abandoning me despite my lack of appreciation for all he does for me. And thanks, big thanks for Your faithfulness and loving care for both of us.
Next happening? It’s already happening! on to page 6.