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Saturday, January 18, 2020 at 1:40 pm.
You know all about it, my Master. You sent me here to judge me face to face, but! You also sent me to Ahmad to pass on Your life to him. Ahmad was dying spiritually.
My presence in Ahmad’s life has prevented his death because it is not about me but it is all about Your Presence within me.
Ha! So? That’s what is this moment of pondering that I m going through all about! Your instructions are to leave once Your message is not accepted.
I do not know whether Ahmad has accepted the message or not. But You do. You also know of my trembling should Ahmad or my children or any of my loved ones reject Your message.
Trembling! Broken Hearten! Tears Drench My Pillow Because …
Saturday, January 18, 2020 at 4:28 pm.
I see Ahmad kissing the but of the devil to get a few piasters to satisfy his pride on his daughter. His daughter primed to be an empty headed socialite. It’s written. Quote:
But if you will not hear and obey, I will weep in secret for your pride; my eyes will weep bitterly and run down with tears, because the Master’s flock has been taken captive.
O My Master! No Water Now …
Saturday, January 18, 2020 at 9:37 pm.
This problem is due to human’s neglect. I don’t know how much of this I can take. But one thing I know for sure, I will not take it upon myself to make any plans to help myself. You are my Helper. I wait on You!
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