The Great Tribulation? Don’t Despair! Don’t Despair! But? …

I slept on and off from 9:45 pm to around 2:30 am this morning. I am not bent out of shape but, the cold is affecting my sleep. I just can’t get warm. You know it , my Master.

  • Anyhow? I changed themes again. This time I hope is for keeps at least for a while.
  • Now? I’ll go on to finish with the posting.
  • Time to quit. Sleep. 4:40 pm
  • Slept until about 10:14 pm.

Thank You My Master For Letting Me Vent Out My Frustrations On You …

Thursday, January 30, 2020 at 10:54 pm.

You know how rough it is when all one’s sins pop to torment one’s soul; in the midst of such torment one wonders why You allow such evil after Your promise not to let evil torment one anymore?

  • Why You, a loving Father let Your Son suffer such horrors.
  • Why Your ancient workers suffered 100% worse horrors than the present horrors I am suffering?.
  • What am I doing wrong now?
  • Why my body is such a painful wreck?
  • Why the bitter winter?
  • I soak my pillow with agonizing tears.
  • Why I was not able to take care of my precious children?
  • Why have You chopped me off from my loved ones?
  • Why no one cares for me?
  • Why? why? why?
  • Will this suffering ever end?

Sleep Follows My Lengthy Tirade. Wake Up To The Sound Of My Name …

Thursday, January 30, 2020 at 11:14 pm.

Ah! My welcomed little friend. Up! He turns on the heat.

  • “Did you get me some coffee?”
  • “Nay!” He says.
  • He lays out the first set of goodies.
  • “Good?”
  • “Yeah, looks good!”
  • Next? The fruit.
  • Next? Big jar of honey!
  • Still? No coffee.
  • He waits a minute. Then?
  • The coffee! Hahaha!
  • We chatted about the cleaning.
  • He promised to come tomorrow to clean.
  • Will see. By tomorrow? He done forgot his promise, but!
  • I never know until tomorrow comes.
  • Why worry about tomorrow?
  • He leaves.
  • I proceed to take care of things.
  • Suddenly! What do I hear?

“No One Takes Care Of You? What About Your Suffering?” …

Friday, January 31, 2020 at 1:13 am.

Midnight came. Me? Reflecting on Your questions. You took me back all the way to that place and moment of my birth. That happened over 80 years ago, but!

  • The memories are just as it was today.
  • My father siting his rocking chair ledger and calendar on hand waiting.
  • The grandfather clock struck the three chimes for 3 am.
  • Mama Lucila comes out of the adjacent room.
  • “Es nina!” for It’s a girl! She announced.
  • My father recorded my name: Basilia Licona Sarceno plus the date and hour of my birth and to whom I was born.
  • Why did my Father pick my name to be Basilia? Because he picked the names from the Catholic calendar that recorded the births of many considered ‘saints’ in the Cathoic Church. That 14th day of June was the birth of Saint Basilio.
  • So Strange my birth circumstances were!

Master? I See Your Purpose For Such Vivid Memory …

You are demonstrating to me how from my birth until this day You have assigned my caretakers. Why my suffering? Your response:

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? I gave you a mighty man for a father to take care of you. Didn’t you rebel against your father?

My profile. Who am I? Past. Present. 1. Past. A woman with a dysfunctional past big time. No matter what I did or not did? I could not function in the society of mankind. 2. Present. A functional woman—a human being under the care & protection of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings. 3. In the past? A defeated woman saddled not only with the Dysfunctional label but also with the Bipolar, Manic Depressive & Schizophrenic labels. 4. In the present? An overcoming woman by The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky! 5. By The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky? I have overcome not only the Dysfunctional label but also all the labels this world saddles on all unsuspecting human beings. I am now an inspirational writer. I write to give witness or evidence of the Mighty Presence of our Father/ my heart & in my practical life. Whatever for? What would my witness do for you? Woa! You got me there! But, right before Yahushua was caught up in the clouds to go to the right hand of the Father, Yahushua said, Acts 1:6-8 It is not for you to become acquainted with and know what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power. But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Set-Apart Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My Witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth. … In view of the above Scriptures the writer records the journal of her daily living to give an account—to witness of the work that the Almighty Creator of our beings has done and continues to do in her life. I am a witness of the Almighty Creator of our beings in my heart & soul and in my practical daily existence! This is not a bogus claim but a reality in the life of the Author/Publisher of one of these books or SITES that you are now viewing! Thanks for your kind attention!
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