Help me my Master to accept these things that are continuously aggravating me. The Net. The lack of visits or even phone calls from Ahmad and family?
- Ha! it’s this late, no sign of anyone coming; the Net quit; I am not really comfortable; I am not quite certain on what to do; eat or sleep, and? I am NOT bent out of shape like I used to be. Wow!
Here I Am My Master Been Working On The Site. As If You Didn’t Know It …
Thursday, January 30, 2020 at 9:03 am.
I slept on and off from 9:45 pm to around 2:30 am this morning. I am not bent out of shape but, the cold is affecting my sleep. I just can’t get warm. You know it , my Master.
- Anyhow? I changed themes again. This time I hope is for keeps at least for a while.
- Now? I’ll go on to finish with the posting.
- Time to quit. Sleep. 4:40 pm
- Slept until about 10:14 pm.
Thank You My Master For Letting Me Vent Out My Frustrations On You …
Thursday, January 30, 2020 at 10:54 pm.
You know how rough it is when all one’s sins pop to torment one’s soul; in the midst of such torment one wonders why You allow such evil after Your promise not to let evil torment one anymore?
- Why You, a loving Father let Your Son suffer such horrors.
- Why Your ancient workers suffered 100% worse horrors than the present horrors I am suffering?.
- What am I doing wrong now?
- Why my body is such a painful wreck?
- Why the bitter winter?
- I soak my pillow with agonizing tears.
- Why I was not able to take care of my precious children?
- Why have You chopped me off from my loved ones?
- Why no one cares for me?
- Why? why? why?
- Will this suffering ever end?
Sleep Follows My Lengthy Tirade. Wake Up To The Sound Of My Name …
Thursday, January 30, 2020 at 11:14 pm.