Now, My child, think back. At your father’s death, didn’t I place you under the care of his older son? But you rebelled against him as well.”
You send me to sleep from 2:10 am to 4:12 am
On Waking Up, I Hear, Quite Clear, Your Answer To My Suffering …
Friday, January 31, 2020 at 5:04 am.
Why my life’s sufferings? Because I was a person who resists any authority, control, or tradition. You brought me back all the way to the beginning of my rebellion. In retrospect?
- The time was somewhere between June and October 1985. I had begun to write what became my autobiography which I published in 2005 against Your will.
- You will now have me to quote chapter 3 from that autobiography to illustrate how my rebellion continued from my birth to that memorable day when You called me into account on June 20, 1985.
- This is a long chapter. I need to edit it. Then, I will break it into pages for easy reading. Quote:
A HEAVENLY WHIPPING
This chapter is about the end of the darkest period of Thia’s life and the trip to Vegas. Such trip was the heavenly whipping that caught her attention!
A long time ago the Scriptures were written for us nowadays. And under the leading of the Holy Spirit we are supposed to learn, apply, and experience the Scriptures in our lives.
For the incidents that occurred to each individual in the Bible are real. And those incidents were written for an example to us.
“Alas!” sighs Thia, “I did not allow the Holy Spirit to lead me. And I had read the following Scriptures under my own leading many of times; but, I never did think to apply them to myself.
I thought those Scriptures were about something to be applied only to Peter or any of the old-time people.
I did not think that the Scriptures written in the Psalms or about Peter or about anybody else in those days applied to myself nowadays, but they do!
If only I would have put my name instead of Simon Peter or anybody else, it would have been perfectly valid. Alas, I didn’t, therefore, I suffered in ignorance.” For it is written,
Simon, Simon (Peter), listen! Satan has asked excessively that (all of) you be given up to him—out of the power and keeping of Almighty Yahuwah— that he might sift (all of) you like grain, (Job 1:6-12; Amos 9:9)