COVID-19? Great Opportunity! …

You know I sense something is amidst disturbing me. I have not seen Ahmad for a week now. I don’t want Ahmad’s or anyone’s behavior to affect me, but it does. Help me, my Master!

  • I don’t think a visit or call from Ahmad now would make any difference.
  • I sense You are teaching me a lesson, but I have yet to figure out what is it that I am to learn.
  • Perhaps I am trying to act instead of being myself because I fear to cause Ahmad harm.
  • Perhaps I fear to lose the computer and I won’t have any way to communicate with my family or with anyone else.
  • What is my problem, my Master?
  • I wait on You.

O Well! I Finally Got Me A Crying Spell …

Monday, April 13, 2020 at 5:37 pm.

Anger? Loneliness? Nobody loves me? O my Master! You know I needed to cry. Why? The doings of people affect me whether I care to ignore it or not. But! You got me through again.

  1. I felt anger towards Ahmad
  2. I felt neither he nor my own children love me.
  3. I felt anger because they said how much they love me but when it comes to physical fellowship? Nobody has the time to give to me.
  4. I began to feel my anger was towards You for not giving us what You have promised to give.
  5. I asked You to forgive me even when I know that You have repeatedly told me that regardless my feelings and thoughts of despair You will do as You have promised me to do.
  6. Suddenly! It came to mind: What merit will it be for Ahmad to fellowship with me in the future when You give him money and means to be what You call him to be? No merit.
  7. If he does not care to fellowship now when I most need it? In the future it will be the same even if he has money and means to be what You call him to be.

Wow! Your Wisdom Prevailed Again! …

Monday, April 13, 2020 at 6:20 pm.

Master? I have no right to judge Ahmad nor anyone else. But You know that I am human easily forgetting to let go, to be still, to wait while You are at work.

  • Even so? You are in control of every minute detail in my life.
  • You don’t leave at the mercy of my imaginations.
  • You bring me back to let go, be still, wait, I am at work.
  • No worries. All well with my soul again.
  • I’m ready for a cup of coffee in Your Presence.

I Am So Blessed! The Minute You Bring Me To My Senses …?

Monday, April 13, 2020 at 11:29 pm.

My profile. Who am I? Past. Present. 1. Past. A woman with a dysfunctional past big time. No matter what I did or not did? I could not function in the society of mankind. 2. Present. A functional woman—a human being under the care & protection of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings. 3. In the past? A defeated woman saddled not only with the Dysfunctional label but also with the Bipolar, Manic Depressive & Schizophrenic labels. 4. In the present? An overcoming woman by The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky! 5. By The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky? I have overcome not only the Dysfunctional label but also all the labels this world saddles on all unsuspecting human beings. I am now an inspirational writer. I write to give witness or evidence of the Mighty Presence of our Father/ my heart & in my practical life. Whatever for? What would my witness do for you? Woa! You got me there! But, right before Yahushua was caught up in the clouds to go to the right hand of the Father, Yahushua said, Acts 1:6-8 It is not for you to become acquainted with and know what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power. But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Set-Apart Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My Witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth. … In view of the above Scriptures the writer records the journal of her daily living to give an account—to witness of the work that the Almighty Creator of our beings has done and continues to do in her life. I am a witness of the Almighty Creator of our beings in my heart & soul and in my practical daily existence! This is not a bogus claim but a reality in the life of the Author/Publisher of one of these books or SITES that you are now viewing! Thanks for your kind attention!
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