The Meaning Of Suffering …

Thanks, my Master for giving me the power to take things in stride. Have no idea why the Net is acting up now, but You know all about it. All is well with my soul living in Your Presence.

  • 1:36 am on Wednesday, April 29, 2020 I am editing to post but I need to go back to sleep.

All Well Now. Net Up. So, Am I …?

Wednesday, April 29, 2020 at 12:11 am.

New day. New attitude. Four hours of sleep did me good. No news about the check, but! You are in control of it all.

  • In Your time You will let us know where and why we stand about that check.

The Things That Keep Coming To Mind To Include In This Post …

Wednesday, April 29, 2020 at 7:11 am

Again, the thing is that all coming to mind must wait for Your timing. I do not need to make any predictions like many do. I sense Your leading to wait until You materialize whatever I am to proclaim.

Ha! Now I Know Why The Check Has Not Materialized …?

Wow! The graphic is about my name in the Highest Royalty. The matter has to harmonize with what You are doing with Ahmad and myself.

  • Whatever is to happen next shall be in sequence with all writings recorded since day one of Your call to journal my life. Amazing!

It Is All So Ever Exciting, Yet? I Must Keep My Composure …?

The best part? I now have the power to keep my composure. I wait. I can now wait with patience and composure.

  • Yes Indeed! Romans 8:18-27 comes into play.

Back To Suffering …?

Wednesday, April 29, 2020 at 7:28 am.

The truth? Honest to goodness! Ahmad and I have not suffered enough to deserve the manifestation of that check!

  • Ha! That is the meaning of that big frozen fish in my dream—the dream about fishing as I recorded on Sunday, April 26, 2020 at 8:16 am.
  • Not only Romans 8:14-17 but 1 Peter 2:1-12 come into play big time! I can now wait with patience and composure for the escenes in the dream:
  1. The waters were just beautiful—crystal clear—serene, but! No fish=The power to wait for the unseen with patience and composure.
  2. A peculiar man appeared, dug in his sak, threw a huge frozen fish on the icy mound, looked my way with sort like a grin, and disappeared. = How not only the stimulus check is frozen for the moment but the super abundance coming to us is frozen as well.
  3. Raymond was urging us to hurry up, he was taking us out to eat. This I take it to be the need to act now—the need to change all there is to ourselves by the power of love from on high not by the power of our own natural minds.

Wow! Now I See Why The Fish Is Still Frozen …?

Yes, Ahmad and I are relatively waiting with patience and composure, or, are we? I am afraid our patience and composure need a little more testing.

  • Hahaha! We are not suffering at all! But?
  • We keep on the lookout for the check!
  • What a sneakey way to pretend patience and composure!

Mercy! O My Master! Mercy! …

Wednesday, April 29, 2020 at 7:52 am

My profile. Who am I? Past. Present. 1. Past. A woman with a dysfunctional past big time. No matter what I did or not did? I could not function in the society of mankind. 2. Present. A functional woman—a human being under the care & protection of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings. 3. In the past? A defeated woman saddled not only with the Dysfunctional label but also with the Bipolar, Manic Depressive & Schizophrenic labels. 4. In the present? An overcoming woman by The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky! 5. By The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky? I have overcome not only the Dysfunctional label but also all the labels this world saddles on all unsuspecting human beings. I am now an inspirational writer. I write to give witness or evidence of the Mighty Presence of our Father/ my heart & in my practical life. Whatever for? What would my witness do for you? Woa! You got me there! But, right before Yahushua was caught up in the clouds to go to the right hand of the Father, Yahushua said, Acts 1:6-8 It is not for you to become acquainted with and know what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power. But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Set-Apart Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My Witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth. … In view of the above Scriptures the writer records the journal of her daily living to give an account—to witness of the work that the Almighty Creator of our beings has done and continues to do in her life. I am a witness of the Almighty Creator of our beings in my heart & soul and in my practical daily existence! This is not a bogus claim but a reality in the life of the Author/Publisher of one of these books or SITES that you are now viewing! Thanks for your kind attention!
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