The Meaning Of Suffering …

Indeed! The Family Roots are Royal. Only for the most we have lived our lives as paupers—weak subordinates to a corrupt worldly system

O But That Is Not True Of You? …

You are a genius—free, independent, on top of the world, a multimillionaire! O? Think again. You are still a victim of the corrupt world system as long as you breath along with all paupers.

  • And sooner or later you’ll come face to face with death like all paupers.

End of the day. End of the month. Going To Bed …

Thursday, April 30, 2020 at 11:47 pm.

You know how tired I am. I cannot think straight anymore today. I am sure sleep will restore me to continue listening and recording whatever You haave me to record.

Been Up But Have Not Recorded Anything …

Friday, May 1, 2020 at 8:35 pm.

Well? I have been intent on working on my family’s crest. The truth? I did not want to admit my uncertainty of the moment.

  • It’s the first of the month but still?
  • No news about the expected monies.
  • In my heart and soul, I have not any doubt whatsoever about Your provision.
  • Even so? I am human.
  • It is hard, actually impossible for a human to wait indefinetly for anything.
  • It is just as hard for a human to admit our lack of patience.

But ‘He Knows’ Says Ahmad …?

Saturday, May 2, 2020 at 4:29 am.

That is the exact truth. Our Father Creator knows it ALL! Every minute the detail of our lives; every deep buried secret; every twicht of pain; every inflated or deflated mood?

  • The Father knows it ALL!
  • What about our sinful, rebellious lives?
  • He knows it better than we ever dream or imagine for ourselves, period.

Yes, Ahmad And I Are Goofy, But! …

Like a few other human beings, we are not crazy or dishonest or criminals of any kind. We are different because we are selected as examples of the Creator’s work in our hearts. Quote: