The Meaning Of Suffering …

I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, when you were young you girded yourself [put on your own belt or girdle] and you walked about wherever you pleased to go. But when you grow old you will stretch out your hands, and someone else will put a girdle around you and carry you where you do not wish to go.

He said this to indicate by what kind of death Peter would glorify the Almighty. And after this, He said to him, Follow Me!

20  But Peter turned and saw the disciple whom Yahushua loved, following–the one who also had leaned back on His breast at the supper and had said, Master, who is it that is going to betray You?

When Peter saw him, he said to Yahushua, Lord, what about this man?

Yahushua said to him, If I want him to stay (survive, live) until I come, what is that to you? [What concern is it of yours?] You follow Me!

Since Long Ago I Took Those Words In A Personal Way …?

I still do. For Yahushua has confronted me with those words each and every time that I am questioning someone else’s doings. That’s the fact to be exact.

And So? What Part In That Or Any Other Quote Is It That I Not ‘We’ But I Willfullly Ignore? …

Sunday, May 3, 2020 at 4:07 am.

Hahaha! HalleluYah! Thank You my Master for reminding me once again of Your spoken words to me personally. What a blessing!

  • What a trip on the strip of my human’s nature!
  • And once again You would have me to notice the dates of this morning’s recording.
  • I started to record on Sunday, May 3, 2020 at 3:33 am.
  • Then? The date of this moment? Sunday, May 3, 2020 at 4:07 am.
  • Meaning of 3- 4 -0 -7?
  • The Number Three – Completion and Manifestation
  • The Number Four – Creation and the World
  • The meaning of Zero is simply awesome. Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number.
  • The Number Seven – Completeness and Rest.

“Put It All Together My Child” …

Fantastic! Complete manifestation of Yourself working in Ahmad and my life for the benefit of Your so loved creation in this world.

  • Your message is all inclusive of my complete rest.

But? Once Again, I Am Talking In Riddles …?

How is anyone reading these lines that I record to know what is in my mind? Or rather, what is the state and condition of my mind when I record all these things that I record?

Alright! Let Me Recap! That Shall Settle The Matter …

It all started when wind came to me that I qualified for the stimulus check for USA citizens. I went to quite a few days wondering and figuring when and what was I to do with that money.

  • At last I heard Your words again to let go and be still and not to look for the blessing but to set my gaze on You for You were at work.
  • Well? I listened.
  • I quit looking for the check.
  • Instead, I started looking for Your manifestation.
  • By and by it came to me to look for the day my regular check was to be deposited in my bank this month.
  • Wow! The check was to be deposited on the 1st not on the 3rd of this month.
  • Still, no news about my extra check, and?
  • Me? Not concerned anymore because I heard and listened to Your word to let it go, to be still. To wait.
  • But I emailed asking my friend to send it to me as she did last month.
  • I waited for her reply, but she did not reply just then.
  • That really got to me.
  • It is hard, actually impossible for a human to wait indefinetly for anything.
  • It is just as hard for a human to admit our lack of patience.

But ‘He Knows’ Says Ahmad …?

Suddenly! Late that night, her reply in my inbox! Not only my monthly check but the stimulus checks as well, only?

  • Her email was bittersweet with her instructions implying doubt as to the handling of my money. Therefore, implying dishonesy in Ahmad’s part.
  • Surprise! Any other time in the past that such issue came about, I would get angry.

The Truth? I Been Angry With My People’s Misconception Not OnlyAbout Ahmad, But! …

The utter misconception about Jordan just made me angry in the past. Mainly, the misconception about myself in Jordan and the realtionship You have established between Ahmad and I angred me big time.

Guess What? This Time Not Anger. Instead? Your Love and Wisdom Prevailed

I shared my heart with my friend in a reply to her concern for my safety. My friend kindly responded with her understanding of my situation.

Next? My New Approach In Sharing With Ahmad …

Sunday, May 3, 2020 at 10:10 am.

My profile. Who am I? Past. Present. 1. Past. A woman with a dysfunctional past big time. No matter what I did or not did? I could not function in the society of mankind. 2. Present. A functional woman—a human being under the care & protection of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings. 3. In the past? A defeated woman saddled not only with the Dysfunctional label but also with the Bipolar, Manic Depressive & Schizophrenic labels. 4. In the present? An overcoming woman by The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky! 5. By The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky? I have overcome not only the Dysfunctional label but also all the labels this world saddles on all unsuspecting human beings. I am now an inspirational writer. I write to give witness or evidence of the Mighty Presence of our Father/ my heart & in my practical life. Whatever for? What would my witness do for you? Woa! You got me there! But, right before Yahushua was caught up in the clouds to go to the right hand of the Father, Yahushua said, Acts 1:6-8 It is not for you to become acquainted with and know what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power. But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Set-Apart Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My Witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth. … In view of the above Scriptures the writer records the journal of her daily living to give an account—to witness of the work that the Almighty Creator of our beings has done and continues to do in her life. I am a witness of the Almighty Creator of our beings in my heart & soul and in my practical daily existence! This is not a bogus claim but a reality in the life of the Author/Publisher of one of these books or SITES that you are now viewing! Thanks for your kind attention!
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