Are You Am I Looking For Love And Acceptance?

The subjet line? Quote:

I’ve been lying to you

Jeff Goins via n.convertkit.com

May 18, 2020, 10:44 PM (3 hours ago)

to me

Hey ThiaBasilia,

We’re friends, right? Good. I think that’s an important place to start, because friends tell each other the truth, and I want to be honest with you: I’ve been lying to you.

The truth is I’ve been lying to myself, playing a role I thought I was, only to realize there is something deeper beneath the facade I’ve shared with the world for the past ten years. …

O My Master! How Real Can You Be? A Message To Let Me Know It …

Tuesday, May 19, 2020 at 2:17 am.

You know of my lingering fears while I record such long words from Your heart of love. So? You always come through to encourage me, to remove my fears.

  • Master? It is useless to take my eyes off of You to look at the hoplesness around me. When I do, the fears clamor to arise again.

What Happened Yesterday While I Was Recording Your Words To Me? …

Tuesday, May 19, 2020 at 8:25 am.

Yesterday my body was not taking the heat at all. I felt lousy. Lost of apetite. Thirsty. Felt nauseous. Swelling legs, feet, and belly. Bugs byting me. Itching. Not able to sleep. But!

It came to me to wet myself and go on.

I did. I was able to keep wetting myself to go on until I finished recording.

That happened around 8:30 pm.

Just Then, Ahmad Stepped In With Supper To Share With Me …

By that time, I was feeling somewhat better. I was able to eat with him, but! Afterwards, I became miserable again. Unfortunately, Ahmad did not notice my discomfort. He left.

What Was Your Purpose For Such A Day, My Master? …

Tuesday, May 19, 2020 at 8:56 am.