Paying no mind to how I feel, much less to what I think, I am going on. O but I feel like a calf released from the stall of my own human fears and doubts and ignorance of my Father and His ways.
Snow In My Dream …
Sunday, May 17, 2020 at 8:16 am.
Master? You sent me to sleep only to dream of beautiful snow on the ground. Brief sight. I woke up. Meaning of dream. Quote:
To see snow in your dream represents a fresh start or purification of some area of your life. A new feeling of security or a second chance. Experiencing something has come to an end. A new sense of clarity. Alternatively, snow may symbolize spiritual peace and tranquility.
Negatively, snow may reflect how harsh or cold a cleansing experience is. A very unpleasant new beginning or feeling as though you’re being punished. Emotional isolation. Feeling “out on the cold” or like you got a “cold shoulder.” A loss, a breakup, or an unpleasant ending of some kind.
- I am not feeling good at all. Help me my master. Going back to bed.
- All those fears are knocking at my door, but!
- You guard my door. No fear can come in whatsoever.
Ha! In Bed Your Answer Came For My Relief …
I heard, “Get up, prepare all things to wash your hair in the kitchen sink.” Immediately You gave me the strength to obey Your command.
While washing my hair? Surprise visit from Ahmad when I was just about to colapse. Ahmad helped me to finish the job safely.
- I realized right there and then the clear message in my snow dream.
Master? Surely, I Am Experiencing Something Has Come To An End …
Sunday, May 17, 2020 at 8:51 pm.
What that would be? Perhaps the many faces of craving for love and acceptance? I now sense a new sense of clarity. A sense of spiritual peace and tranquility never experienced before.
After giving it some thought I wrote a comment in one article discussing the psycological impact of COVID-19. Quote:
Enlightenment? COVID-19 in 2020
Has anyone considered the Almighty Creator of our beings? Yes! I, for one. lol So have others, but! I can only talk for myself. Why lol? Because, O well, believe it or not, our Creator separated me in this roof apartment of my dreams since 2017. Whatever for? To finalize His testing me face to face as it is written.