Many shall purify themselves and make themselves white and be tried, smelted, and refined, but the wicked shall do wickedly. And none of the wicked shall understand, but the teachers and those who are wise shall understand. [Dan 11:33-35]
O My Master! How Harsh Or Cold A Cleansing Experience Is …
Wednesday, May 20, 2020 at 8:45 am.
It feels exactly like a very unpleasant new beginning or feeling as though I am being punished.
- The emotional isolation feels like I am getting a ‘cold shoulder’ from my loved ones.
- I fear a loss, a breakup, or an unpleasant ending of some kind among my loved ones.
- Nothing feels like this 2020 is the year in Your mind to harmonize all inharmonious circumstances in our lives.
- The way things are going so far give me no clue about the matter.
- The things I Hear. The things I imagine. The things I Read.
- All going on around in this world is frightening to my child-like personality!
- This is an agonizing moment I am going through.
- I sense the wicked doing wickedly to steal my peace and security.
- A nightmare earlier today.
- A thief stole my belongings while I had left those laying around in the open to check in with my loved ones in the house.
- I found them all sleeping while out there in the open all my belongins were raked away by a thief.
- I woke up screaming for help to no avail.
- All sleeping. No one to help.
- You know it, my Master.
- Right now, all around I see the stress causing all to sleep exhausted from that stress caused by COVID-19.
- Ha! That is the unpleasant ending of some kind among my loved ones that I fear.
- Instead of turning to You they are sleeping on their laurels, trusting, following one another while the enemy of our souls is stealing all goods from You to them.
- Human following human is the sure road to eternal death.
- No wonder why I am ill, miserable, and in distress!
- But it is all under Your loving control.
- Despite it all, 2020 is the year in Your mind to harmonize all inharmonious circumstances in our lives.
No Use For Me To Try To Figure It Out …
Wednesday, January 29, 2020 at 8:23 pm.
Wednesday, May 20, 2020 at 10:03 am.
The way things are going so far give me no clue about the matter. Perhaps the fact of my transformation from a cringing fearful creature that I was into the sensible woman that I am now, is all the clue that I need.
- Regardless! Clue or not clue. Gloom or glee, my gaze is set on You by the power of Your love and wisdom. Nothing to do with human’s kind of love or wisdom
- Your faithfulness to Your Word is the only thing that matters.
- I refuse to try to figure it all out.
- Let Your will be done.
- Let Your Kingdom come as it is in heaven in our hearts while we are still on this earth.
- Let it all happen.
- I wait.
The Wait Continues. Hot Weather. No Clue. Suspense …
Thursday, May 21, 2020 at 4:45 am.
