How is that? Well? I started to fix me a hot drink to relieve my belly ache. Surprise! No gas. I called Ahmad to let him know about my gas situation expecting him to come over to help me.

• O my expectations! I found out that Ahmad cannot come because his brother needs him right now.
• Did I get angry or bent out of shape like I did in the past? Not at all!

Complete Rest From My Past Unseemly Behavior …

Wow! I drank some water. I was cold. Uncomfortable. Not knowing what to do. I became drawsy. Headed for bed. On covering myself I said, ‘You are in control of it all’ and? Slept!

• Here I am some 4 hours later. I woke up itching like crazy. I wondered how no one had come to help me with gas to cook and eat.

Ha! Fast. Yom Kippur. Repentance. Scapegoat …?

It all descended from on high into my mind. Wow! Now I know what to do. Thanks, my Master!

• It is unbelievable the things you can do when we don’t know what to do

What’s The Point Of This Matter, My Master?

Monday, May 25, 2020 at 1:54 pm.

I have a notion about this whole situation going on right now among us as well as among the entire world, but!

• O my Master! Unless, You give me exactly how to record this matter to light up the minds and hearts of Your people, I refuse to record my notions and ideas.
• I wait to see what You develop for me to know what and how to record it.

Master? What Is Going On? …

Monday, May 25, 2020 at 4:45 pm.

I don’t know how to express this new me. The peace and tranquility within me are simply an amazing thing to me. That is what is going on right now.

• No matter what is happening no longer disturbs that peace and tranquility within me.

What Is Happening?

My day started with clarity at exactly 7:00 am. My confusion. My bewilderment. My ignorance or lack of understanding of it all? Slowly but surely banishing away for good!

• While waiting on You the whole afternoon I accomplished a lot clearing more clutter around me.
• Next, I came to record how my day was going and realized that it is after 4 pm and I have not heard from anyone. Suddenly! Before I could record anything, my screen went black.
• Ha! I hit the Enter key. Nothing. The electricity steady. Pushed the on button. Nothing. I wonder, ‘have I lost my computer’? What if? What to do with no computer?
• Unplug and replug came to mind. I did. Computer came back. Where did it go and why? Maybe just to let me know I could have no computer. O well!
• What is th e point of making all kinds of suppositions to resolve all or any problematic situation?
• Yes, I know. We have solutions for all our ‘supposes’ that’s for sure, but!
• The truth is all our solutions are temporal and limited.
• There is a better way coming to surface nowadays.
• That is what is going on.

Back To The Fact Of Fast. Yom Kippur. Repentance. Scapegoat …?

Monday, May 25, 2020 at 5:44 pm.