Master? You have brought to mind Your reason for making me Your scapegoat. You have clarified the meaning of Fast. Yom Kippur. Repentance. Scapegoat.

I Am Fasting, Why?

Well? It came to me to fast under the present circumstances with no gas to cook, but it also came to me that my lost of apetite meant for me to fast.

Ha! I Can Now See Why And How I Am Your Scapegoat …

Monday, May 25, 2020 at 8:22 pm.

You have reconciled me by means of repentance and confession of my sins. You are now showing this to be so to Your so loved world. Why?

It Is My Fault. Contrary To The World’s Claim That It Is Not My Fault For Whatever …

Ah! What a trick to keep us from confessing and repenting from our faults. For once I admitted or confessed my faults repentance or turning away from those faults became a reality.

But Why Am I Still Suffering The Consequences Of My Faults? …

Tuesday, May 26, 2020 at 3:59 am.

Master? You know how badly I am feeling. I am hoping You are purifying my body. I am hurting, my Master. I will head back to bed hoping for sleep.

Thank You My Master. You Are Always With And For Me …?

Tuesday, May 26, 2020 at 10:49 am.

All is well with my soul. Despite the fact that I have not hear from Ahmad, Your peace and tranquility are here in me to stay forever.

• No more despair.
• No more anguish at the thought of lack of love and care.
• No more loneliness.
• No more fear of any kind.

Instead? Wisdom, Your Wisdom Is The Reality Of My Life Now To Stay Forever …

I am going on with Your strength; Your peace; Your joy leads the way. All is well while my plea for Ahmad, my children as well as all of my concern to be likewise.

You Are LOVE—The LOVE Now Flourishing Within My Being …

Tuesday, May 26, 2020 at 2:46 pm.