You have reconciled me by means of repentance and confession of my sins. You are now showing this to be so to Your so loved world. Why?
It Is My Fault. Contrary To The World’s Claim That It Is Not My Fault For Whatever …
Ah! What a trick to keep us from confessing and repenting from our faults. For once I admitted or confessed my faults repentance or turning away from those faults became a reality.
But Why Am I Still Suffering The Consequences Of My Faults? …
Tuesday, May 26, 2020 at 3:59 am.
Master? You know how badly I am feeling. I am hoping You are purifying my body. I am hurting, my Master. I will head back to bed hoping for sleep.
Thank You My Master. You Are Always With And For Me …?
Tuesday, May 26, 2020 at 10:49 am.
All is well with my soul. Despite the fact that I have not hear from Ahmad, Your peace and tranquility are here in me to stay forever.
- No more despair.
- No more anguish at the thought of lack of love and care.
- No more loneliness.
- No more fear of any kind.
Instead? Wisdom, Your Wisdom Is The Reality Of My Life Now To Stay Forever …
I am going on with Your strength; Your peace; Your joy leads the way. All is well while my plea for Ahmad, my children as well as all of my concern to be likewise.
You Are LOVE—The LOVE Now Flourishing Within My Being …
Tuesday, May 26, 2020 at 2:46 pm.
What more could I ever want for. Truly? In my heart and mind I want for nothing, but! I am still human. The human’s behavior still affects my physical conditions. Even so?
- There is no need to expect for myself to behave in the way to make me look good.
- No need to pretend I understand when I don’t.
- No need for anger, but!
- There is much need to let people know how they are affecting my living conditions.
And Here Is The Reason To Abandon Our Wills And Thoughts …
Wow! What a revelation! What a way to cement Your peace, tranquility, joy, and strenght within my being. What happen yesterday?
- Early in the morning yesterday I let Ahmad know I had run out of gas. I needed for him to come over to connect the tank from the heater to the stove.
- Ha! He told me he could not come because his brother needed him. He promised to come when he finished with his brother.
- I did not understand his response, but it came to me to fast, so I didn’t fret about it.
- In fact, I spend my day in Your Presence as my body was reacting to the fast, but!
- I kept hoping for Ahmad to show up. I definitely thought he had understood my predicament.
- You know my Master, how it came to me that perhaps his brother was in trouble at the hospital thus Ahmad could not call me.
- I lifted my voice to You to bless them. And I hoped for the best.
- All this time my drinking water is running out, but no worry.
- I know You are in control of it all.
- Ahmad did not come or call until a few minutes ago
- Me? Thankful for Your Presence and sleep, on waking up this last time I laid there feeling so much better when the phone rang at last.
- My word! Ahmad did not understand me at all. He thought all I wanted was a tank of gas. He has been looking for gas to no avail. He has been looking for my bathroom repairs.
- What? I began to tell him off but his phone cut me and did not have the chance to tell him I have no drinking water. Evidently the battery went out.
- I called his house, but I had no answer.
- Guess what? My human reaction? No different than before, but!
Lo And Behold! Your Wisdom Prevailed! …
Immediately, Your peace, tranquility, joy, and strenght within my being overcame my temporal human reaction.
Complete Rest. My Trust Is Set On You Period …
Tuesday, May 26, 2020 at 4:19 pm.
