You know what? No matter how many times You cleanse and renew our minds the tendency to return to the mire of our own wits is always there despite Your graciousness to us humans.
Even So? You Have Now Empowered Me To Resist All Evil Tendencies, How? …
Ah! The beauty of Your doings. How have You empowered me to resist my evil carnal tendencies? By expressing instead of suppressing the truth about my evil tendencies.
Just When I Was Relishing With The Internet Miracle The Phone Rang …
Ah! At last! I had not heard from Ahmad or son since yesterday. No call from Ahmad or son to explain anything.
Ha! The Son On The Phone. What? In A Wink Of An Eye I Blew Up Again! …
After a bit Ahmad on the phone. What for? To reprimand me for insulting his son. This time? Honestly. This time? Not my anger at all. Your anger flashed out of my lips.
- Well? This time as well Your anger is flashing on me. Back to hurting. Back to uncertainty. Back to the miserable fear of something dreadful coming to me.
A Remarkable Week Of Blessings In Disguise …
Friday, June 12, 2020 at 4:37 am.
By far I am not out of the woods of unusual happenings yet. I am back hurting. Lurking fears of something dreadfully wrong is going on with my body, but!
No Way Whatsoever For It All To Truncate Your Good Plan For Me And All …
Friday, June 12, 2020 at 5:56 am.
Of that I am 100% sure. I feel like crying. I don’t feel good at all. I don’t know what to do; what to eat; what to drink.
I Cast My Whole Being At Your Feet O Mighty Creator Of My Being …
Friday, June 12, 2020 at 6:43 am.
The sordid truth? I was sitting there wailing and actually enjoying feeling sorry for myself. How disgusting! Even so?
You Are In Control Of It All …
Friday, June 12, 2020 at 6:51 am.
You have a purpose for this moment of despair. At Your discretion You will lift me up. I am cold. Back to bed.
(Friday, June 12, 2020 at 4:34 pm been in bed since last night. Be still. Let go. Wait. Got up to read Scriptures about 1 hour ago. Now I must restart computer for update at 4:37 pm)
In My Despair Lost Not Knowing What To Do, I Heard Again, Be Still. Let Go. Wait …
Friday, June 12, 2020 at 4:51 pm.
