The day is ending without me complaining despite the fact that things are still in suspense. O my Master, You are truly my Shepherd, I shall not want for anything whatsoever
And So? Things Are On The Up And Up …
Monday, June 29, 2020 at 12:00 am
Starting a new day with renewed hope. I know You are working all things for our good. I am now living on today for tomorrow might never come.
Amazingly Soon As I Quit Complaining And Worrying …?
All things are coming together quite nicely. The computer is working better than before. The physical set up is now better situated without me waiting to buy one thing or the other, but!
The Best Part? Ahmad And I Relationship On The Mend …
Now, I am not building castles in the air thinking that all shall now be smooth sailing. No. instead? I am counting on Your wisdom to handle any situation that comes my way.
All Is Well. All Is Swell. No Need To Complain. Much Need To Refrain …
Monday, June 29, 2020 at 5:55 pm.
Whenever I am tempted to complain or feel sorry for myself, I heard and repeat what I hear: ‘no need to complain. All is well. All is swell.’
- That’s the way You empower me to refrain from all my complains.
- That’s the way You empower me to be still, to let go, to forgive myself and others.
- That’s the way You empower me to wait confident that You are in control of it all.
When I Refrain From Complaining …
It’s amazing how everything falls into place despite my lack of the technical knowledge that I used to have. Despite my emotional upheavals.
- The computer is set to perfection both physical and digital. The truth? No credit to myself or the several experts who attempted to resolve my problems with it all to no avail.
- O well! I need to record the handwritten notes.
The Crucial Enlightenment Of The Last Few Days …
The problem started with the monitor on Tuesday night. Began handwritten record on Wednesday, June 24, 2020 at 8:07 pm.
- I fell asleep in front of the screen last Tuesday night. I woke up to a black screen.
- I press enter, enter, the monitor flashed, no video input.
- Make the story short, not the monitor. the video card!
- It’s been a nightmare until? I complained that Ahmad had taken my charger and now my phone was out and I was completely cut from everything and everybody!
- Guess what I heard loud and clear?
- “NOT AHMAD. I HAVE DONE IT! REMEMBER MY SERVANT JOB!”
- All Scriptures You are applying to me personally. It’s amazing!
- What happened from reading about Job? Peace be still. let go. wait. I am now waiting more confident than ever before.
- Anyhow? Big hassle to get the computer fixed. The way they do things here is unbelievably frustrating. I finally got it a couple hrs. ago.
- I know now the problem is with the motherboard, but they refused to replace it and I can do nothing about it except trust You word to give me back what the locust of my sins have eaten.
- On Your time and at Your discretion all shall harmonize. Of that I’m 100% sure.
- Joyce has not answered my request to send me my birthday money to pay for the computer card. I don’t know if she got the emails or not.
- I don’t know but You know. No problem. I wait on you.
- Heading for bed. Perhaps You bless me with sleep. It’s now Monday, June 29, 2020 at 7:12 pm.
- Woke up at 9:07 pm. Food. Ate. Computer acting up again. Help, my Master! Will turn off unplug go bk to sleep. Now Monday, June 29, 2020 at 10:10 pm.
My Shepherd. My Master! You Have Promised I Will Never Be Put To Shame …
Tuesday, June 30, 2020 at 12:43 am.
