And So You, I Got Our ‘Say So’. Is Anyone Impressed? …

From page 9

Coming to me at exactly 7:39 pm on this Sunday, January 19, 2020. Why am I so disgusted at the sight of Ahmad’s beggarly state?

  • Hum! Isn’t that the same beggarly state and condition of myself not that many day ago? ‘Please come! I miss you!’! Disgusting!
  • So? You gifted me a son to take care of me the rest of my life before Your return.
  • How did I come to make an idol out of my gifted son?
  • Just letting my emotional motherly affection for Ahmad run to make up for the missing affection from my own children.
  • Wow! Emotions. Emotional. The factory to concoct our own idols. The clever ways to give birth to our own Ishmaels. What a revelation!

Enlightenment By Conviction …

What does ‘conviction’ mean? I have been convicted or found guilty of the idols I been hiding in my heart. By the dictionary:

  1. (Law) the act or an instance of convicting or the state of being convicted
  2. Law
  3. The judgment of a jury or judge that a person is guilty of a crime as charged.
  4. The state of being found or proved guilty: evidence that led to the suspect’s conviction.

The Question Is, How Do I Find Myself At The Judge’s Court?

Suffering. Suffering the ills, we give and take. Suffering the ills from and to our own Ishmaels. Ha! So? that’s what You mean by, ‘this once’! Quote:

Therefore [says the Master] behold, I will make them know–[yes] this once I will make them know My power and My might; and they will know and recognize that My name is the Master.

  • Ha! and all the time I thought You were referring to them. Me? O well! Me? I didn’t place myself in the equation at all! Duh!
  • You led me to bed to digest the matter at 8:50 pm.
  • You heard my thanks for Your conviction and my repentance.
  • You then gave me to sleep until past midnight.

What Is This All About, My Master? …

Monday, January 20, 2020 at 1:04 am.

I dare not to make any conclusions. I sense the power of Your love, Your mercy, Your wisdom to convict me. To give me the power to repent. Now what, my Master?

On to page 11

My profile. Who am I? Past. Present. 1. Past. A woman with a dysfunctional past big time. No matter what I did or not did? I could not function in the society of mankind. 2. Present. A functional woman—a human being under the care & protection of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings. 3. In the past? A defeated woman saddled not only with the Dysfunctional label but also with the Bipolar, Manic Depressive & Schizophrenic labels. 4. In the present? An overcoming woman by The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky! 5. By The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky? I have overcome not only the Dysfunctional label but also all the labels this world saddles on all unsuspecting human beings. I am now an inspirational writer. I write to give witness or evidence of the Mighty Presence of our Father/ my heart & in my practical life. Whatever for? What would my witness do for you? Woa! You got me there! But, right before Yahushua was caught up in the clouds to go to the right hand of the Father, Yahushua said, Acts 1:6-8 It is not for you to become acquainted with and know what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power. But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Set-Apart Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My Witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth. … In view of the above Scriptures the writer records the journal of her daily living to give an account—to witness of the work that the Almighty Creator of our beings has done and continues to do in her life. I am a witness of the Almighty Creator of our beings in my heart & soul and in my practical daily existence! This is not a bogus claim but a reality in the life of the Author/Publisher of one of these books or SITES that you are now viewing! Thanks for your kind attention!
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