I Find Myself Puzzled. I Am An Extraordinary Human …?

Tuesday, July 21, 2020 at 4:59 pm.

The best part? O my Master! It really is extraordinary the way You have granted to me Your victory, Your favor, Your love, Your peace, Your joy, and Your matchless, unbroken companionship.

• I am now complete in You. What a marvel!

All My Life Spent Looking For Love In All The Wrong Places, But! …

That’s the way it was meant to be. Your wisdom and love for Your creation including us human beings are unfathomable.

Complete In You. Now? No Need To Waste My Time Trying To Figure It All Out …

Instead? Redeeming the time. Alive! Living. Resting. Enjoying Your Presence in the peace that surpasses all human understanding.

O My Master! It Is Such An Amazing Experience To Be Absolutely Free …

Free from that anxious hope for Ahmad’s visits and my children’s emails. Free from my mind churning all those wicked thoughts of revenge.

• Ha! That’s what all my thoughts were all about, revenge for what I thought to be lack of love and understanding for me.

That’s What Just Came To Me Without My Figuring At All …

Hahaha! What joy it is to be complete in You. No need to rehash the morbid past. Only need to live in Your love and the love of my loved ones.

I Am Loved And I Love Despite All Looks To The Contrary …

It is finish! Your work is now complete within my being. Loved to love is now for real and for keeps. A new cycle to last me for eternity. What a marvel!

Copious Tears Flow At The Sound Of Your Lovely Voice …

Wednesday, July 22, 2020 at 6:45 am.

Just when the suspense of the moment becomes heavier that voice pierced the sound of the times for me. What a marvel! Quote:

“Thus, I will build My Tribe to surpass all human’s tribes, all human groups, all human religious organizations. I will build My Tribe. I will build the congregation of My children. I will be their Loving Master. There will be no more sorrow. No more separations. No more disgruntled groups. No more confusion. No more illness of any kind. No more disagreements. No more disappointments. No more idleness. No more empty talk. No more greed. No more arrogance. No more ignorance. No more work by the sweat of the brow.

Instead of the sweat of the brow, O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart, instead, all the ones I have placed within your reach either in person, by physical contact or through the waves of the Internet, all the ones in your reach will be My jewels, My especial possession. I will be their Master, their Loving Master to cherish and protect them always. They will be My loving, obedient children, loving and attentive each to My voice and direction for their individual journey while they remain in this world in wait for My Son’s return.

Instead of the sweat of the brow or the stress of their frantic efforts to survive causing them all kinds of illnesses and miserable painful conditions, O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart, instead, My children shall be empowered to keep the First and most important of all commandments. Indeed, My words to bless your keeping of the most important commandment shall not be in vain.

Furthermore, O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart! I have given to you the spirit of Rachel. Rachel: Means “ewe” or female sheep in Hebrew. She was the favorite wife of Jacob and the mother of Joseph and Benjamin in the Old Testament. Thus My words addressing Rachel applies to you at this point and time of the age of mankind. Those words are written,

Restrain your voice from weeping and your eyes from tears, for your work shall be rewarded, says the Master; and your children shall return from the enemy’s land. And there is hope for your future, says the Master; your children shall come back to their own country.

Therefore, O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart! Pause. Reflect and Rejoice. For I am empowering you to sit still while you see My deliverance, even Yahushua take His rightful place in the hearts of My children.

Until the next post, His love in my heart for all remains, thiaBasilia. End of quote.

Tribe To Surpass All Human’s Tribes Is Now A Reality …

Wednesday, July 22, 2020 at 7:03 am.

Ha! Another dumbfounds moment for me! Just when I been wondering how am I to connect the published posts so far, here is my answer. Wow!

Add The Above Headline In The Headline For Today’s Post …

Then introduce the post from July 19, What A Message Of Grace In This Post! We Humans Just As Well Perk Up And Listen Up!

Thank Goodness! You Are Always On Time To Lead Me As Per Your Plan …

My tears are dry. Great incentive to follow Your leading. More and more every single moment of my life the immensity of Your Being hovers over my earthly-minded nature, and?

• You proclaim: Let there be light; and there was light.

Indeed! I Am Earthly-Minded. My Earthly Mind Is Always In Darkness, But! …

You tell me Your secret in 1 Corinthians 15:51, I shall not fall asleep [in death], but You have changed, transformed me to live a resurrected life even now while I am still on these earthly grounds. Quote:

Mystery and Victory …But I tell you this, brethren, flesh and blood cannot [become partakers of eternal salvation and] inherit or share in the kingdom of our Creator; nor does the perishable (that which is decaying) inherit or share in the imperishable (the immortal).

Take notice! I tell you a mystery (a secret truth, an event decreed by the hidden purpose or counsel of the Almighty). We shall not all fall asleep [in death], but we shall all be changed (transformed).

In a moment, in the twinkling of an eye, at the [sound of the] last trumpet call. For a trumpet will sound, and the dead [in Messiah] will be raised imperishable (free and immune from decay), and we shall be changed (transformed).

For this perishable [part of us] must put on the imperishable [nature], and this mortal [part of us, this nature that is capable of dying] must put on immortality (freedom from death).

And when this perishable puts on the imperishable and this that was capable of dying puts on freedom from death, then shall be fulfilled the Scripture that says, Death is swallowed up (utterly vanquished forever) in and unto victory. O death, where is your victory? O death, where is your sting?

Now sin is the sting of death, and sin exercises its power [upon the soul] through [the abuse of] the Law.

But thanks be to our Creator, Who gives us the victory [making us conquerors] through our Master Yahushua Messiah.

Therefore, my beloved brethren, be firm (steadfast), immovable, always abounding in the work of the Master [always being superior, excelling, doing more than enough in the service of the Master], knowing and being continually aware that your labor in the Master is not futile [it is never wasted or to no purpose]. End of quote.

Thus, Are The Basis For My Present Firm Steadfast, Immovable Attitude …

O my Master! No gloom or glee. No human or devil. Nothing at all can derail me from doing more than enough in Your service.

• For You let me know and continually make me aware that my labor in You is not futile, it is never wasted or to no purpose.
• What an incentive to continue my labor and head to the posting grounds. But before I post anything it comes to mind this thing about TRIBE.

Here’s What TRIBE Is All About In The Marketing Grounds Of The World …

Quoting a definition from a source in the Internet: “A tribe is a group of people connected to one another, connected to a leader and connected to an idea.”

Wow! The Super Successful Marketeers Have It All Figure Out And? …

Wednesday, July 22, 2020 at 10:17 am.

And dumb silly me I have tried my best to follow up with their tutorials to build my tribe to no avail!

• Unsuspecting silly me was never aware of my Master’s amusement with my earnest ambition to build my tribe to share His message.

O My Master! You Are So Good To Me …

Somehow, You distracted me from all my efforts to do the work that only You can do. By and by came the moment of reckoning for me. Talking about a major HALT?

Greater Than A Lightning Bolt Shaking My Entire Being Leaving Only What Could Not Be Shaken—Namely? Your Spirit Within Me.

Meanwhile? Your TRIBE To Surpass All Human’s Tribes on the making to surface for keeps on this 2020 year.

On now to the post from July 19 2020.

What A Message Of Grace In This Post! We Humans Just As Well Perk Up And Listen Up!

Impossible! We Have No Power. No Will To Listen Up But! There Is Hope. Always Hope At That! That’s The Fact To Be Exact …

New Day. New Me. New Post. Renewed Content …

Saturday, July 4, 2020 at 7:00 am

Yeap! The content is not new. It’s newer! A new experience. Unbelievable new experience. As I sit here wondering if I should call Ahmad to entice him to come to visit before the weather gets hot I confessed,

• “Master! I don’t need to make things happen anymore!”

Wow! A New Experience At Exactly 7:00 Am. Meaning? …

O my Master! From the beginning, the number 7 has represented Your completed acts. Then right now on my confession the number 7 is followed with a double zero. Reminder! Quote:

“O My precious thiaBasilia, My message is all inclusive like the number Zero. So? My message right now?

• Newness and Cycles, meaning Ahmad shall come to start a new cycle in his life.
• He is receiving My grace to begin the preparation for the near future.
• I am also giving you My grace to support and uplift him to do what he is called to do.”

Ha! You Are Reminding Me Of Your Recent Words To Me …

Saturday, July 4, 2020 at 8:08 am.

I hear again and again these days, quote:

“Fear not! For I am in control of it all! Despite all the doings of My rebellious children, I will restore them for the sake of My name. I will not give My honor to another. Remember Isaiah 48.

• Zero means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number

O My precious thiaBasilia, My message is all inclusive like the number Zero. It includes Grace and Preparation not only to survive the days ahead but mainly to overcome those days

Now? You must continue with the parallel between My ancient prophet and yourself because it applies to the moment of time on this so loved world of Mine.

My child, I know of your lurking fears as you quote the words, I compel you to quote because some of your relatives are alcohol merchants, and?

Some of your children have declared themselves homosexual or openly living immoral lives among a tolerant society.

But your worst concern is with the wave of New Age beliefs engulfing My so loved world including your own child

Fear not! Continue to quote the Scriptures despite your own misgivings. For I am in control of it all! Despite all the doings of My rebellious children, I will restore them for the sake of My name. I will not give My honor to another. Remember Isaiah 48.” End of quote.

Master? I Need You …

Saturday, July 4, 2020 at 8:51 pm. 11:07 pm.

Thank You for sleep. You know how badly I need to sleep. Only You have all the answers to my dilemmas. I refuse to complain or seek relief from any human source. I need You.

You Are The Way-The Truth-The Light …

Sunday, July 5, 2020 at 12:16 am. Sunday, July 5, 2020 at 8:32 am.

There is no other way. In vain a human search and finds many other ways to its own peril. Even so? You are a Mighty One of justice, but Your mercy is beyond a human’s capacity to grasp. Your wisdom is unfathomable.

That’s The Way It Is Period …

We humans just as well perk up and listen up! Yeah, that’s what we are told from the corners of the likes of yours truly in the past, but!

• It’s now the present.
• In the present? No way yours truly to one address the matter in a platter!
• Yours truly? All platters at her disposal are now disposal non possession in all my relations. !
• No kidding! Yours truly? No more platters no more flatters no more wisdom matters.
• Yours truly is now a new bird liken to an eagle able to fly up and above all such matters.
• Anyhow? Yes! We humans must perk up and listen up, but!

The Master Creator MUST Lift Himself To Get Our Attention …

Monday, July 6, 2020 at 12:49 pm.

I vain we struggle to perk up and listen up. In vain all the consecrations and ordinations so common in the organized church system.

I’ll Catch The Slack From The Ordained Ministers And Such For Sure, But! …

Tuesday, July 7, 2020 at 1:07 am.

It does not take a rocket scientist to see that with all the fanfare from the ordained ministers in the organized church systems plus all religions and religious groups we have not managed to change this world one iota. Instead?

• The corruption is now at its peak.
• Me? I know noothignnnnn! Like Sergeant Schultz in Hogan’s Heroes famous character emphatically proclaimed to save his tail.
• Honestly? Nowadays You, my Master have empowered me to refrain from all my doings and sayings and opinions and comments of my past. Why?
• Ha! You have put me through Your processing machine.
• Nothing is left from my past to take priority in my life.
• Of course! My gifted personality is still intact. You never take away our gifts. So it is written. Quote:

Romans 11:29

For the Almighty’s gifts and His call are irrevocable. [He never withdraws them when once they are given, and He does not change His mind about those to whom He gives His grace or to whom He sends His call.] End of quote.

So? Someone May Think I Am Negating The Call From You, But! …

But You know that is far from the truth. The fact is that I highly respect the numerous ministers of my acquiesce. Even so?

Your Spirit Within Me Grieves To See What They Cannot See Right Now …

Tuesday, July 7, 2020 at 6:00 am.

Indeed! The sight is quite alarming. But again, and again, it’s all under Your loving control and Sovereign Authority over Your whole creation, including us rebellious human beings.

• Easy to say submit! Quit! Do it! Don’t do it! Not easy! It’s impossible!
• Oh yes! We can full ourselves with the mirage of advanced civilization.
• Some are making millions. For the most? Most are making zilt-ions!
• Me? I am a zilt-lionaire without two coins to rub together.
• Bless my heart in the zilt-ions carefree land of my life’s journey span.!
• No problems. No worries in the zilt-ions’ carefree land.
• All is well! All is swell! No complaining while Your wealth on me is raining!
• The thing is the day of reckoning is inevitable! The Judge is coming.
• We got to give an account for all those mangoes we been freely eating.
• What? You do not eat mangoes? Ah! Maybe you are unaccountable?
• What about the air you are breathing? Is that not accountable?

O Well! Let Me Get To The Point. There Is Hope Despite All The Horrors We Deserve. …

Tuesday, July 7, 2020 at 1:20 pm.

Yes, the BOOK is replete with the hell bound warnings because of our rebelliousness, but! The BOOK is also complete and more than replete with Your Kingdom bound promises despite our rebelliousness.

Master? You Had Me Quote All Your Hell Bound Warnings In The Past To No Avail. Why? …

Yeap! You had me to tell the righteous and the unrighteous of their sin, but You told me they were not going to listen.

Ha! Now You Are Showing Me Why? I Don’t Know How To Put It, But! …

Wednesday, July 8, 2020 at 10:41 am.

Even the most elect of ministers have failed us. In fact? The ministers are the reason and cause for the great fallen away. Why? Because of Your timing, my Master.

O My Master? Your Contention? It Is With The Leaders Of Your Flock …

So it is written but! Ha! O mine! Again! I been baffled at their refusal to change. What about me? I am a priest or minister or a dedicated one just like the rest. Have I forgotten it?

• Must read the facts in Hosea 4; 2 Thessalonians 2. Those chapters are quite clear but! Like with all Scriptures I learned from the leaders and taught others to interpret those words with my natural or carnal mind to my own peril.

Master? How Do You Manage To Turn The Tables On Me? …

O but how blessed I am! For sure I am Your child. You don’t let me get by with anything that is not edifying to the rest of Your children.

That Brings Me To This Precise Moment …?

Honestly? You know my thoughts and my words before I even think or speak them. What have I been thinking and speaking to You about?

• Well! Well! Well! I might as well confess the mess!
• For all practical purposes things are still pretty rough.
• They say to count my blessings.
• Well, my Master You bless me so much I done lost count, but!
• The curses? That’s what I been thinking and talking to You about.
• Why not? My body and my apartment are still a mess.
• Then? Just when Ahmad was ready to do for You?
• Wham! You stroke his back.
• O! O! O! Maybe Ahmad was not thinking of doing for You as I enthusiastically assumed it to be.
• Maybe Ahmad? Maybe Ahmad? Maybe Ahmad?
• Maybe all these things are just to show me I am singing in the wrong choir?
• Maybe all the amazing things I been expecting are just all my active imagination?
• Maybe? Maybe? Maybe?

Uhoo! Where Are You thiaBasilia? …

Wednesday, July 8, 2020 at 4:17 pm.

The pain. Ahmad’s doings. It all makes me hide from Your Presence to lament and complain, but! You know all about it my Master, why do You ask?

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? My precious child. Why not jolt you out of Your hiding to remind you I am still here waiting? You cannot hide from Me.

Anyhow? I am well pleased with your resilience. No problem anymore. I have set you in My heart and I am aware of every minute detail that goes on with you.

Remember I am at work to restore My whole creation including each one of My children individually, and?

I will accomplish My work despite your fears and doubts along with the fears and doubts of the rest of my children.

Even though there is no change of lifestyle. My children are set on their ways of worship and all the skeptics roaming this so loved world of Mine have no use for them or Me.

I am delighted with your obedience to record all these things that could go against you in the sight of many of your former acquaintances.

Go on. No worries. No problem without My solution for you.

You have now the power to be still not to panic when trouble knocks at your door.

You have now the power to let go or forgive even when it is impossible for you to forget.

Therefore, do not trouble yourself with your remembrances.

In the future those remembrances shall disappear in a twinkle of an eye along with your decaying body at the sound of the trumpet.

Even so? I am restoring your wealth and your health for your well being while you wait for My soon return.

It’s now Thursday, July 9, 2020 at 12:44 am. Sleep. When I wake you up next the Internet shall work.”  End of quote.

Thank You For Sleep. The Net Is Still Out, But! …

Thursday, July 9, 2020 at 3:03 am.

I refuse to doubt You. In Your time and at Your discretion all these problems will cease to interrupt the task You have assigned unto me.

• The problem continues to pop up. It seems that Zain resets the connection.

Master? Unto You I Continue To Bring My Feelings And Thoughts …

Thursday, July 9, 2020 at 10:01 am.

I hope Ahmad does not show up looking for encouragement for I need some encouragement myself. You know it my Master. You are the only One able and willing to encourage us.

Good For Me! Ahmad Neither Showed Up Or Called, And? …

Thursday, July 9, 2020 at 1:37 pm.

And the Internet is still not working so I cannot call him to get Zain for them to get the Internet going. That’s suit me fine! Why?

• Well? You promised me the Internet was to work on my waking up but it did not happen.
• So? Automatically I began to wait for Ahmad to rescue me since Your promise did not materialized on my waking up.

Aha! Is Not That What We Humans Automatically Do When …?

Yeap! When Your promises of restoration and blessings to us rebellious ones have not materialized for thousands of years past, we have set out to help our own selves to our own peril, but!

You Knew All Along That Was To Be On Que…

Thursday, July 9, 2020 at 3:45 pm.

Master? You had me record all about this matter for the last 35 years. Now You compel me to proclaim the work of transformation You have done within me for Your honor and esteem.

Now I Am Understanding?? O My Master, I Don’t Know What Or If I Understand …

The truth? I don’t understand why I feel so sad and uncomfortable right now, but I am so glad that I don’t need to dump my feelings on anyone. No need. I have You to hear me out.

• I am so blessed with Your victory, Your favor, Your love, Your peace, Your joy, and Your matchless, unbroken companionship!
• Thus? I move and have my being in You while I get up or down, while I feel good or bad. In gloom or glee, You are with me.

Encouraging Revelation! It’s Happening! …

Friday, July 10, 2020 at 6:01 am.

You are revealing Yourself to me big time! Why? Not just for my benefit but mainly for Your so loved world’s benefit!

Indeed! One By One You Are Bringing The Message Straight To The Heart And Mind …

What is the message, my Master? Ah! How clear You are showing it to me in response to my moments of sadness and discomfort like I went through yesterday. Why such moments?

• You have brought me home the center of Your heart and?
• I see what You see. I feel what You feel, but sadly I can do nothing about it except abide in Your will as a helpless little child.
• As a human being is impossible for me to understand why things are the way they are; why You let me suffer? But!
• I no longer panic and run to and fro among my peers and loved ones for help and solutions.
• Despite my ability to see the cause of all evil around me, I no longer attempt to resolve such evils, but!
• As a little child I come to You looking for the relief and comfort that only You can give to me.

Wow! That’s The Message You Are Bringing To The Heart And Mind To Each One Of Your Children …

Friday, July 10, 2020 at 6:43 am.

What a revelation on waking up around 5 am after many hours of much needed sleep. Yesterday no one came no one called to help me with the Internet. This morning on waking up I confessed,

• “The least I can do is to help myself while my Ahmad is going to his own crisis.”

Talking About Your Power And Strength To Help Myself Instead Of …?

Instead of the lamenting and complaining and wondering of many days past. Behold! Your victory, Your favor, Your love, Your peace, Your joy, and Your matchless, unbroken companionship!

Guess What I Been Up To For The Last 3 Hours? Amazing To Me …

Friday, July 10, 2020 at 9:50 am.

For longer than I can remember I have been begging and waiting for someone to take care of my roof to no avail. This morning on Your strength, I took care of it myself! Wow!

The Best Part! I Did It Joyfully And Gratefully. Why? …

Such joy to think of taking a load of Ahmad’s shoulder. Gratefully that You gave me the incentive and strength to do a good work for Your honor not mine.

• How can I not give You the honor when of my own? I am a basket case when things go wacky and I cannot do nothing about it like it was yesterday. But!
• You work all things for the good of all of us not just for my good.

And So? What Is The Message In A Nutshell? …

You are revealing Yourself once for all to be gracious to us. One by one You are reaching each child of Yours personally, individually. But the way You are doing it? Wow!

• Out of the whirlwind You are commanding each one of us to give an account of our doings.
• You are opening eyes and ears to hear and see the horror of our doings
• We are telling You we can do better for ourselves than what You are doing.
• All our shenanigans and pretensions and follies and this New Age we are living are nothing else but spiting on Your face what we can and will do without You.
• Ah! But you are a ‘believer’ a ‘faithful member of your church’ even a ‘pastor’ an ‘ordained minister’ a ‘Bible teacher or student’, so what?
• Words without knowledge. Blah! Blah! Blah!
• Spitting out anger and shock but no change of lifestyle.
• No reverential fear of YOU before their eyes.
• Of course, there are exceptions in the statements.
• Even so, these statements are not a figment of my imagination.
• It is all written Romans 3:10-18 and many more books in the commonly called Bible meaning The Scriptures.
• A horrendous sight! Frightening!
• But the good news?

O My Master! Those Are The Scriptures You Used To Convict Me …

Friday, July 10, 2020 at 6:05 pm.

O yes! No kidding. I was a faithful member of the Organized Church System and Independent Groups claiming to be born again possessor of Your mind but!

• Little did I know I was speaking words without knowledge.
• Living a self-righteous life.
• Faithfully adhering to the beliefs and traditions of the leaders of the flock and followers.

Until? Wham! Your Voice Resounded From The Whirlwind To Shake My Being …

This time is for keeps. You have shaken everything that could be shaken out of my being in fulfillment of Your written words. For so it is written. Quote:

Hebrews 12:25-27

So see to it that you do not reject Him or refuse to listen to and heed Him Who is speaking [to you now].

For if they [the Israelites] did not escape when they refused to listen and heed Him Who warned and divinely instructed them [here] on earth [revealing with heavenly warnings His will], how much less shall we escape if we reject and turn our backs on Him Who cautions and admonishes [us] from heaven?

Then [at Mount Sinai] His voice shook the earth, but now He has given a promise: Yet once more I will shake and make tremble not only the earth but also the [starry] heavens. [Hag 2:6]

Now this expression, Yet once more, indicates the final removal and transformation of all [that can be] shaken–that is, of that which has been created–in order that what cannot be shaken may remain and continue. [Psa 102:26]

Joel 2:12-13 AMPC+

Therefore, also now, says the Master, turn and keep on coming to Me with all your heart, with fasting, with weeping, and with mourning [until every hindrance is removed, and the broken fellowship is restored].

Rend your hearts and not your garments and return to the Master, your Almighty Creator, for He is gracious and merciful, slow to anger, and abounding in loving-kindness; and He revokes His sentence of evil [when His conditions are met].

So? The Thing Is My Master The Way Those Words Have Been Programmed In Our Carnal Minds …

Friday, July 10, 2020 at 8:18 pm.

The truth? You know it my Master. The truth is that I don’t understand how You have allowed the programing of Your words in our carnal minds, but!

• I no longer want or need to understand it all. You have shaken all those former wants and needs of mine out of my being for good.
• Instead? You have transformed me into Your little child carefree under Your loving care and protection, yet?
• Your wisdom prevails in all my interchanges.
• Right now? I continue to feel uncomfortable. Heading for bed on Saturday, July 11, 2020 at 12:50 am.

Master? What’s Happening With This Body And Mind Of Mine? …

Saturday, July 11, 2020 at 9:18 am.

I am stuck again battling the situation between Ahmad and I plus the lack of connection, no Internet no calling time in my phone. No way to communicate with anyone.

Well? It Suits Me Right, But! …

Saturday, July 11, 2020 at 10:44 pm.

I got nothing today so far, but You know it! I am still not really complaining. Instead? I been helping myself in Your loving Presence. Thus, another 7^th Day of Rest found me resting on You.

Ah! Thanks, My Master! It’s All Ending Well And Swell! …

Saturday, July 11, 2020 at 11:25 pm.

My little friend showed up bearing food and minutes for my phone. HalleluYah! I talked to Yazeed. He will see about the Internet tomorrow.

Master? What Is The Lesson You Taught Me With This Incident? …

Sunday, July 12, 2020 at 12:00 am.

“My precious thiaBasilia, you are experiencing My grace and favor to you to Ahmad to your children to your loved ones and to all My cherished children of Mine roaming the four corners of the earth.

• Even so? This experience for the last few days does not feel too gracious at all to you, but!
• You delight My being with your determine purpose to be found in Me no matter gloom or glee.
• Grace like forgivingness and worship and love is not a feeling.
• It is a matter of your will and determination to choose My grace to forgive yourself and others.
• It is a matter of your will and determination to choose to worship Me in spirit and in the truth and reality of My Being within your heart.
• Love as well is not a feeling. It is a matter of your will and determination to choose to submit to or respect or obey your loved one without any reservation.
• Thus? The first and most important of My commandments.
• The experience of My grace to forgive and to worship or love Me above all else produces the experience to love yourself and others like you love yourself. Even so?

All Must Take Place On My Appointed Time And At My Discretion …

Sunday, July 12, 2020 at 3:11 am.

• The thing is, My child, it is impossible for the human mind to grasp My time and discretion. Why?
• Because I have set blinds in the human’s eyes to prevent the human to ascend above Me.
• Meanwhile? The human insists and persists on the attempt to dethrone Me, but!
• It Is Not Going To Happen. Instead? …
• On this 2020 Year I have begun the removal of those blinds for My children to see with their spiritual eyes what they cannot see with their physical ones.

And That Concludes This Lesson, My Child …

• Thus, is the fulfilment of My written words.
• This 2020 is the year of enlightenment.
• One by one My children are grasping the matter as you publish My dealings with you on the daily basis.

Thank You My Master For Teaching Me The Reality Of Your Ways …

Sunday, July 12, 2020 at 8:31 am.

Each lesson You engrave within me strengthens my ability to overcome all inevitable difficulties and conflicts in this valley of death that I am traveling on.

Thank You For Spring. Thank You For The Blooming Flowers But! Most Of All …

Thank You for Your victory, Your favor, Your love, Your peace, Your joy, and Your matchless, unbroken companionship!

It Is A Good Thing To Know You Are In Control Of It All …

Sunday, July 12, 2020 at 11:38 am.

O my Master! It really is good to know for sure You are in control of it all working all things for our good. Whether I fret or not cannot change or thwart Your plan for our good.

Such Knowledge Takes A Load Off My Mind And? …

Encourages me not to waste my time fretting and complaining and blaming. It encourages me to wait for Your timing to resolve all difficulties.

Midnight Again. Still No Internet. No Phone. No Ahmad, But! …

Sunday, July 12, 2020 at 12:00 am

You are with me. In Your Presence I can climb the highest mountains. In Your loving Presence I can overcome the highest peak of difficulties and distress inevitable in this world.

Here I Am My Master! Thankful, Gladfully Waiting On You In The Cool Of This Morning …

Monday, July 13, 2020 at 6:20 am.

The winter is past. The flowers are blooming. What a sight! What a delight! What a might! All in my sight! Simply a beautiful token of Your passionate love and grace in my face.

Thank You.

New Graphic Finished. No News. Still No Net. Still No Problem …

Monday, July 13, 2020 at 11:25 pm.

They say no news is good news. Guess there is a point in such statement, but I don’t get it. Anyhow? The day is ending with news. My little friend just brought me food and updated me.

Master? I Am Beginning To Understand The Way Things Are, I Think …

But every time I think I understand things I find myself in a limbo uncertain about it all. I am now taking everything from Your hand of mercy literally. So?

I Know For Sure That You Have A Purpose For All Things In My Life, And? …

Tuesday, July 14, 2020 at 6:26 am.

Such knowledge avails me to be still, to let go, to wait with confidence in You. You have a purpose for the moment I am going through with no Internet or telephone to communicate to anyone.

I wait on You.

What Is The Creator Telling You And Me On The Aftermath Of COVID-19? Could It Be—Come To Me?

My Saga. Your Saga? All Written Before We Were Born …

The Year 2020 Means Enlightenment …

Tuesday, July 14, 2020 at 1:05 pm.

I don’t know how to explain it but I’ll give it a try. I been reading those Scriptures since 1974. I have faithfully studied them on and off since them.

• I have listened to many inspired souls give their understanding of such.
• I have attempted to live by them.
• I have quoted those Scriptures to others.
• ALL to no avail.
• I remained powerless.
• No weight to all my efforts to do what I thought to be the ‘right’ thing to do.

What A Difference It Is Now! Every Single Word I Write And Quote? …

• It’s like becoming alive!
• Power!
• Courage!
• Confidence!
• Certainty!
• Undaunted, not discouraged by difficulties or danger!

It All Rejuvenates My Being As I Read Every Single Word I Record In This Journal Of My Life.

My task is to write and publish and optimize. You, my Master are doing the rest. Thus, it is with much confidence that I post the long essays You compel me to post despite my own misgivings.

My Life In Your Presence Daily Goes On …

Tuesday, July 14, 2020 at 1:25 pm.

Thanks for the much-needed sleep, O my Master—O Master of mine! I am now modifying a post You had me publish in 2017. Why?

You Are Recapping Your Doings In This Life Of Mine …

The year 2017 is the year You began this new life I am now experiencing. That was the year You made me aware of many things rather stranger to me.

• For instance, the name, Church of whatever denomination raises the flag of religion, and!
• Our Creator is not about religion.
• What is written in 2 Thessalonians 2:1-17 and in, 2 Peter 3:1-18 comes to mind.

Come To Church? What Is The Creator Telling You And Me? Could It Be—Come To Me? …

Yes! Indeed, to ME! That’s the way to do and to be! I no longer attend ‘Church’. I come to Him with everything! No matter how big or small my burden or non-burden could be?

I Dump It And Release It All To You My Master/Creator Of My Being.

O my Master! One week now since the Net quit on me as well as my phone and Ahmad’s visits or calls.

• No way to windup showing off of my “knowledge” of things that I do not know to tell the truth.

You Have Brought Ahmad And Family Into My Life …

My task is to write and publish and optimize whatever and whenever You lead me to do so. That includes my relationship with Ahmad and family.

O But How Easy It Is For Me To Set Myself Up As A Know It All To Impress Them! …

Save me my Master! O but You are saving me big time as I confess my deficiencies as You give me the opportunity to do so.

Master? I Sense The Need To Be Alone With You Now More Than Ever Before …

I cannot connect. Yeah, we are all supposed to be connected, but! You have disconnected me for the whole week.

These Past 7 Days Really Got Me To Thinking About The Use Of Words Among Other Issues ….

The use of words to express our feelings or our thoughts. No matter. Too much thinking allows our feelings to take over us.

• Sure key to open the door of Insanity!

There You Have It! In A Nutshell, There You Have It …

Tuesday, July 14, 2020 at 2:00 pm.

Ha! Why did I think of that before? It could be because, O well! It is good to examine oneself, but! Such examination can turn into self-condemnation or self-adulation. Even so?

• Recapping from a while back, I wrote about self, quote:

Touché! Looking at things for what things are! Best of all looking at self—the naked truth about self! There is no taming for that wild nature within us—the more we chase that illusive happiness the unhappier we become for there is no such a thing to be found!

What then? Hope, there is always hope! What hope? The hope of our Creator! What? That means nothing to you? Just a religious cliché?

Think again! Where all those ideas & realizations of yours come from? From the thin air? Indeed!

Perhaps, just perhaps if you continue to check my journey you will find out the same thing that I have found:

You will find our Creator beckoning you and me to come to Him as a little child to his mom or to his dad with all your doubts & fears & dreams!

Our Creator is not just a deity up there in the sky looking to bless or zap it to us! Indeed! Our Creator is the Master that wants to reside in our hearts to mold & shape us in His image! Hope, there is always hope! End of quote.

About Words, Thoughts, Feelings, Insanity? …

Ha! Ha! HalleluYah! Just now it occurred to me to investigate the meaning of those words that have been applied to yours truly and, what have I found? Quote:

Schizophrenia:

Any of a group of severe mental disorders in which a person loses touch with reality. People with schizophrenia also experience abnormal thinking that usually interferes with their ability to work and communicate with others. The biological causes of schizophrenia are not well understood. It is associated with an imbalance of chemical substances in the brain and often runs in families.

Insanity

Severe mental illness or derangement. Not used in psychiatric diagnosis.

Law

Unsoundness of mind sufficient to render a person unfit to maintain a contractual or other legal relationship or sufficient to warrant commitment to a mental health facility.

Incapacity to form the criminal intent necessary for legal responsibility, as when a mental disorder prevents a person from knowing the difference between right and wrong.

Incapacity because of a mental disorder to participate adequately as a defendant in criminal proceedings or to understand the imposition of a criminal punishment, particularly the death penalty.

3.

Extreme foolishness or irrationality: “The insanity of sending troops into Russia when European peace looked imminent horrified him” (Mary V. Dearborn).

Something that is extremely foolish, distinctly irrational, or wildly excited: “twisted forms of musical insanity” (Christopher J. Kelter). End of quote.

The Causes Not Well Understood? That’s To Put It Mildly …

Tuesday, July 14, 2020 at 3:31 pm.

Wow! How accurate the scientist of this world have described not only yours truly but also all the great Biblical workers & prophets that have lived from day one of our present existence on these earthly grounds!

Only One Problem: Not A Clue About The Invisible Reality To Be Greater That The Visible …

These erudite scientists have not got a clue about the ‘insanity’ of the visible world that we inhabit! Thus, their thwarted view of sanity versus insanity!

The Truth Can Be Offensive But It Must Be Proclaimed …

The truth about those erudite human beings? The most pitiful lot of all human beings! Unfortunately, these are the human beings that control all phases of human life!

But How Can We Escape? How Can We Break Loose From The Grip Of These Ruthless Tyrants? …

Who exactly are these ruthless tyrants? Hum! Tall question! I hear it all the time, “You speak truth, but what works?

• I pray, I call on The Creator, I do all the things that you do, I am a good person, I help everybody, I am, I am, I am….and nothing works!”

Me? O Me! I Ain’t Got Any Answers Per Say! …

Why? Because the only One that has all the answers has not seen fit to entitled me with the answering department in His world!

• Even so, I finally got tired of looking for answers myself.
• I began to look for the One that has the answers for all our individual predicaments!

Ha! That ONE Was Not Hard To Find At All …

He was waiting for me all the time that I was running on my own erudite juices! I was the main ruthless tyrant I needed to get free from! Wow!

Now That ONE? He Possesses The Key To The Deepest Part Of My Being …

From there He answers me with answers that have set me free not only from the tyranny of this world of erudite humans that reign on this earth now, but! From the tyranny of my own erudite fool that I was.

You Want Answers? You Want To Know What Works? …

Well? Today, if you would hear His voice calling you to come to Him in the words in this post and when you hear it, do not harden your heart.

Today Could Be Your Day To Find Out What Works For Sure  …

Once you answer that solemn call, all things begin to set you free like it happened to me! But be warned, nothing happens the way we figure it, take it from the horse’s mouth.

Schizophrenic? Insane? Bipolar? Nuts? …

Yeap! That I am according to the whole kit & caboodle of Insane Erudite but pitiful human beings that reign in this world!

• But in my Master’s world? It’s altogether a different story! As it’s written,

Where is the wise man (the philosopher)? Where is the scribe (the scholar)? Where is the investigator (the logician, the debater) of this present time and age? Has not the Almighty Creator of our beings shown up the nonsense and the folly of this world’s wisdom?

For simply consider your own call, brethren; not many of you were considered to be wise according to human estimates and standards, not many influential and powerful, not many of high and noble birth. No! For our Maker selected—deliberately chose what in the world is foolish to put the wise to shame, and what the world calls weak to put the strong to shame.

And our Maker also selected—deliberately chose what in the world is lowborn and insignificant and branded and treated with contempt, even the things that are nothing, that He might depose and bring to nothing the things that are, so that no mortal man should have pretense for glorying and boast in the presence of Master.

But it is from Him that you have your life in Yahushua Messiah, Whom our Maker made our Wisdom from our Maker, revealed to us a knowledge of the divine plan of deliverance previously hidden, manifesting itself as our Righteousness thus making us upright and putting us in right standing with our Master, and our Consecration making us pure and set apart, and our Redemption providing our ransom from eternal penalty for sin. So then, as it is written, Let him who boasts and proudly rejoices and glories, boast and proudly rejoice and glory in Yahushua Messiah. 1Corinthians 1:26-31. End of quote.

There You Have It! You Done Alienated Me Against The Powers And Principalities, but! …

Wednesday, July 15, 2020 at 4:00 am

The show has begun! It is not my battle. You have invested upon me Your armor as in Ephesians 6.

You have done the investing this time.

• Hahaha! How many times I have invested myself to no avail.
• Duh! Unless You do the work we laborers work in vain.
• Poor souls that we are us Christians.
• Well? I am a Christian if we are talking about words.
• However misnomer, a Christian is one who adheres to Christ a word used to refer to our Messiah.
• I do not call myself a Christian anymore because of the misinterpretation of the word but, by all means and purposes I abide in Yahushua our Messiah.
• In Him I move and have my being by the power He has invested upon me.
• That’s The Secret Of My New Life Out Of This World …
• This is a life of power to overcome the world but! Not by my power and might like I used to try to do.
• Something out of reach for the human mind.
• Even so? The written words are clear. Quote:

I Have Overcome the World

John 16:25-33

I have told you these things in parables (veiled language, allegories, dark sayings); the hour is now coming when I shall no longer speak to you in figures of speech, but I shall tell you about the Father in plain words and openly (without reserve).

At that time you will ask (pray) in My Name; and I am not saying that I will ask the Father on your behalf [for it will be unnecessary].

For the Father Himself [tenderly] loves you because you have loved Me and have believed that I came out from the Father.

I came out from the Father and have come into the world; again, I am leaving the world and going to the Father.

His disciples said, Ah, now You are speaking plainly to us and not in parables (veiled language and figures of speech)!

Now we know that You are acquainted with everything and have no need to be asked questions. Because of this we believe that you [really] came from the Almighty.

Yahushua answered them, Do you now believe? [Do you believe it at last?]

But take notice, the hour is coming, and it has arrived, when you will all be dispersed and scattered, every man to his own home, leaving Me alone. Yet I am not alone, because the Father is with Me.

I have told you these things, so that in Me you may have [perfect] peace and confidence. In the world you have tribulation and trials and distress and frustration; but be of good cheer [take courage; be confident, certain, undaunted]! For I have overcome the world. [I have deprived it of power to harm you and have conquered it for you.] end of quote.

Those Words Were Written To Avail Me Now …

Only problem is that as a Christian I used to put the horse in the cart or before the cart. I was such a do gooder! Hahaha!

Yeap! That’s what we do not only Christians but all do gooders humanitarian so numerous on this planet knock themselves down to do.

Wonder Why It Has Not Really Worked To Change This Corrupt World One Iota? …

Well? This 2020-year things are turning around. Our Almighty Creator is fixing to put us in His mercy cart and be gracious to us despite all our do-good shenanigans.

The Reality Of This World? Insanity Affect Us All! The Secret To Abolish Insanity? …

Wednesday, July 15, 2020 at 7:02 am.

It is found in the loving letters from the Creator to us all. Those letters are written in more books than just the commonly known as the Bible for all to read and mind. Even so?

Master? This Minding As We Read Those Letters Has To Happen In Your Time And Discretion …

That’s the biggie to happen on this 2020 year as You send the message given not just to me but to several others selected few to post the message on all means available.

Me? When I Don’t Know What To Do I Must Do Nothing …

As it was last night on Tuesday, July 14, 2020 at 9:24 pm.

• Not knowing what to do without the Internet and no one to help me, I quit all.
• I do nothing more.
• I come to You my Master.
• I come boldly to Your throne of grace to ask for Your favor.

Favor To Do What You Want Me To Do Not What I Think I Should Do …

Wednesday, July 15, 2020 at 7:20 am.

Sure enough, immediately sleep overtook me. I slept until about 2:30 am. I woke up alert as I heard to fix a cup of coffee let it cool a bit then sweeten with honey.

Next? It Came To Me To Clean The Floor Then Come Back To Record …

The main thing with my discouragement is or was my inability to search for graphics or information on how to fix the many errors surfacing as the updating of programs take place.

• Also not being able to connect with what goes on with the family.
• Not being able to pay for my due programs.
• Fear knocks at my door!
• What to do? Do this. Do that. Nothing works!
• Discouragement!

Ha! So That’s The Sequence For Defeat, But! …

O my Master! You never give me any more than what I can take from doing my own human thing to do, panic, jump around like a chicken with the head cut off.

It Is Not Funny But It Is Ridiculous …

Wednesday, July 15, 2020 at 8:50 pm.

Honest to goodness! It is ridiculous the way I keep beating the same dead horse over and over until? Discouragement sets in and?

At Last I Come To You …

As I did yesterday. Sure enough, immediately You begun Your answer with the much needed sleep. I woke up on the alert but, nothing happen until this afternoon.

This Time? I Did Not Help Myself At All …

You know it my Master. I came to You to confess my dilemma. What to do? How much I miss Ahmad. Even so? You are working all things for our good.

• Immediately it came to me to call Ahmad even if the call would not go through, but Zain sends him a message of my miss call because no minutes.
• Sure enough Ahmad called me to let me know they were at Zain and the problem was to be fix in one hour.
• Oh me! That was not what I needed to find out in Zain. All I needed to know was if my downloading gigas had expired.
• I knew the problem was not with Zain but with my computer. Once I knew my gigas were not expired, it came to me to start fresh but I dreaded a repeat of the procedure to reinstall my programs.
• Suddenly! It came to me what to do.
• Disconnect the external drive.
• Starch fresh with the Windows cd in the desktop.
• Wow! Starting fresh with that blessed cd allowed me to keep not only my personal files but my apps as well!
• In one hour, my week long struggle ended.
• All working perfectly again.

Amazing But! What Did You Demonstrate To Me With It All? …

Wednesday, July 15, 2020 at 9:40 pm.

A practical demonstration of what happens when we take it upon ourselves to resolve our problems.

And So? The Saga Continues On This Enlightenment 2020 Year …

Thursday, July 16, 2020 at 5:41 am

I know you read all the way to this point and time of this saga of mine. It sure is getting quite interesting, isn’t it? But!

The Main Thing Is, Is It Reaching Your Mind And Heart? …

Of course! O my Master! You are doing the work this time not me. Me? I revised this whole essay and it reached me to the depth of my being.

• I know that is Your doing in my being as Your doing in the heart of each reader of these lines You compel me to write and publish.

Amen!

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.