People Pleaser. Unsolicited Help. So Many Eager To Help The Helpers. Hahaha! Funny Bunch That We Are! … – Step Into My Life

Helpers Helping Helpers To No Avail! Only One Source to avail. It is Surfacing On This 2020 Year With The COVID-19 Fear …

Master? I Sense You Are Leading Me To Upgrade Windows …

Friday, July 17, 2020 at 12:24 am.

The beauty of everything I am doing now is that You are in control of my doings, so? It comes to me to come to You for Your leading and direction, but!

No need to worry if I take off on my own and get into trouble because, You are always there for me to lead me back to the still waters of Your Presence within me.
Anyhow, You taught me much with the last week long fiasco. The computer is now back to working perfectly, but the issue with the new big update is still there.
Only now? All is in order. The option to download and install that update is now in my settings.
Even so? It is coming to me to create a recovery drive in the flash drive just in case I cannot get the computer to start at all to get to the recovery in the desktop.
That’s what I’ll do now before I update.

It Is Done! Working Perfectly Again …

Friday, July 17, 2020 at 6:35 am.

It took all night but! I don’t know how long it will last because of the problem with the Internet in this area.

I am told that Zain is ordered to shut down the Internet for a time because of school finals. I don’t understand the situation but every time they shut down stays down in my computer.
Maybe now that the computer is updated to the latest Windows 10 the problem is resolved. I wait on You my Master.
For now I will shut down to do some tweaking in my set up. I need to set the monitor closest to me and make space for my mouse.

Things Are Looking Good, But I Must Take A Break …

Friday, July 17, 2020 at 10:28 am.

I am so grateful my Master for Your strength and grace to accomplish so much with a good attitude. I will now continue with my graphics.

Well? New Me. You Have Given Me Powers I Did Not Have Before …

Friday, July 17, 2020 at 10:36 pm.

Ha! Just now I realized how much of a ‘people pleaser’ I have been. I have gone out of my way to please people at my own expense, for what? That’s the catch!

O My Master! You Have Set Me Free! …

All my life I have been a victim of the human nature in others and in my own self. Our programmed human nature is our worst enemy.

Any expert in the field of mental health is aware of the ‘people pleasers’ syndrome. They have many suggestions and ways to correct the problem but!

Unless You Do The Work, We Laborers Work In Vain …

Saturday, July 18, 2020 at 1:25 pm.

It’s the 7^th day of rest and I am resting on You despite the multitude of thoughts running through my mind.

There is no unrest for me any longer.
I am no longer sorry for what I do or don’t do.
Not because I don’t care but because You finally cut through my thick human layer. Quote:

Hebrews 3:7-19 AMPC+

Therefore, as the Holy Spirit says: Today, if you will hear His voice,

Do not harden your hearts, as [happened] in the rebellion [of Israel] and their provocation and embitterment [of Me] in the day of testing in the wilderness,

Where your fathers tried [My patience] and tested [My forbearance] and found I stood their test, and they saw My works for forty years.

And so I was provoked (displeased and sorely grieved) with that generation, and said, They always err and are led astray in their hearts, and they have not perceived or recognized My ways and become progressively better and more experimentally and intimately acquainted with them.

Accordingly, I swore in My wrath and indignation, They shall not enter into My rest. [Psa 95:7-11]

[Therefore beware] brethren, take care, lest there be in any one of you a wicked, unbelieving heart [which refuses to cleave to, trust in, and rely on Him], leading you to turn away and desert or stand aloof from the living God.

But instead warn (admonish, urge, and encourage) one another every day, as long as it is called Today, that none of you may be hardened [into settled rebellion] by the deceitfulness of sin [by the fraudulence, the stratagem, the trickery which the delusive glamor of his sin may play on him].

For we have become fellows with Christ (the Messiah) and share in all He has for us, if only we hold our first newborn confidence and original assured expectation [in virtue of which we are believers] firm and unshaken to the end.

Then while it is [still] called Today, if you would hear His voice and when you hear it, do not harden your hearts as in the rebellion [in the desert, when the people provoked and irritated and embittered the Almighty against them]. [Psa 95:7-8]

For who were they who heard and yet were rebellious and provoked [Him]? Was it not all those who came out of Egypt led by Moses?

And with whom was He irritated and provoked and grieved for forty years? Was it not with those who sinned, whose dismembered bodies were strewn and left in the desert?

And to whom did He swear that they should not enter His rest, but to those who disobeyed [who had not listened to His word and who refused to be compliant or be persuaded]?

So we see that they were not able to enter [into His rest], because of their unwillingness to adhere to and trust in and rely on the Almighty [unbelief had shut them out]. [Num 14:1-35]

Hebrews 4:12-13

For the Almighty’s Word that He speaks is alive and full of power [making it active, operative, energizing, and effective]; it is sharper than any two-edged sword, penetrating to the dividing line of the breath of life (soul) and [the immortal] spirit, and of joints and marrow [of the deepest parts of our nature], exposing and sifting and analyzing and judging the very thoughts and purposes of the heart.

And not a creature exists that is concealed from His sight, but all things are open and exposed, naked and defenseless to the eyes of Him with Whom we have to do.

The Word That You Speak To Me Now? …

Those are the same words I have read and appropriated them with my own understanding in the many years past of my religious living, but!

The words remained powerless to cut through me. Why?
Because I had to go through the molding process as per Your written words. Quote:

Romans 8:28-30 AMPC+

We are assured and know that [the Almighty being a partner in their labor] all things work together and are [fitting into a plan] for good to and for those who love Him and are called according to [His] design and purpose.

For those whom He foreknew [of whom He was aware and loved beforehand], He also destined from the beginning [foreordaining them] to be molded into the image of His Son [and share inwardly His likeness], that He might become the firstborn among many brethren.

And those whom He thus foreordained, He also called; and those whom He called, He also justified (acquitted, made righteous, putting them into right standing with Himself). And those whom He justified, He also glorified [raising them to a heavenly dignity and condition or state of being].

Ha! That Last Sentence? The Reality Of My Crest …

Saturday, July 18, 2020 at 3:05 pm.

You have raised me to a heavenly dignity and condition or state of being. Wow! That’s Your exact words to me. Quote:

“O but that all My children open their eyes to see what My intent be for your suffering. Your suffering? My discipline to lift you up to be what you were meant to be.

Onward, My precious thiaBasilia. Live up to the meaning of your combined name meaning you belong in My Royalty.

Soon, sooner than expected I will demonstrate to all what a queen in My Royalty looks like. I will demonstrate the humble dignified state of a queen in My Royalty.”

The number one Meaning Of Dignity? The quality or state of being worthy of esteem or respect.

I Been A ‘People Pleaser’ All My Life. No Dignity At That …

But as of last night? NO MORE! Never have I been able to say no to whomever so pleases to take advantage of my eagerness to please.

Does That Mean I Have Become Heartless And Unconcern For People’s Needs? …

Not at all! But my eagerness to please people indiscriminately at my own expense has come to an end under the sharp edger of the sword of Your Word.

Showcase. Musings From A Former ‘People Pleaser’ …

Saturday, July 18, 2020 at 11:18 pm.

But why have I been so eager to please people with my unsolicited help?
Fear!
Craving for man’s attention and respect and love.
Grandiose ideas to become a millionaire to change this world.
Pipe dreams of an educated fool roaming and moaning on this valley of death we humans are traveling on.
What a difference nowadays!
No more grandiose ideas.
No more pipe dreams.
No more mine anything.
Only the dignity of a Highest Royalty Queen!
And as of today?
It came to me to place the crest as the heading for the site to end with might this 2020 year of light.
The saga continues on 2020.
His victory to shout!
That’s what is all about.

So Now? No Longer To This World’s Helper I Run. Boldly I Come To The Throne …

No kidding! It feels good to be under Your hood. So good to come to Your Throne of grace to ask for help.

For You are the only One to understand and sympathize and have a shared feeling with my weaknesses and infirmities and liability to the assaults of temptation.
So good to say an appropriate no.
For such is Your key to set me free from the mental chain labeled ‘people pleaser’ I used to be. Quote:

Hebrews 4:14-16

Inasmuch then as we have a great High Priest Who has [already] ascended and passed through the heavens, Yahushua the Son of the Almighty, let us hold fast our confession [of faith in Him].

For we do not have a High Priest Who is unable to understand and sympathize and have a shared feeling with our weaknesses and infirmities and liability to the assaults of temptation, but One Who has been tempted in every respect as we are, yet without sinning.

Let us then fearlessly and confidently and boldly draw near to the throne of grace (the throne of the Almighty’s unmerited favor to us sinners), that we may receive mercy [for our failures] and find grace to help in good time for every need [appropriate help and well-timed help, coming just when we need it].

And That’s How The Saga Continues Victoriously On This 2020 Year Of COVID-19 Fear …

Sunday, July 19, 2020 at 12:47 am.

Over and out until the next episode You’ll have me to publish to reach the many souls hearts and mind to set them free like You set me.

Reflections On The New Me Before I Post …

Sunday, July 19, 2020 at 12:12 pm.

Recapping matters as of lately. It’s been a long haul, but it is paying off big time. You have accomplished the submission of my will to Your will. What a marvel!

I spent my day optimizing the site and?
Reflecting. Reflecting. Reflecting.
My whole being attuned to Your Being.
It came to me to weight out my choices under the present circumstances on the aftermath of COVID-19.
Ahmad and I are on the outs again, but!
As the day went by without a peep from him, I began to think soberly on the matter.
Why is Ahmad acting up again?
Ah! Language barrier along the way this culture ingrained in his mind.
I told him the last time he came that I was now able to help myself and take a load off of him until his back would be mended.
What did he understand?
“Well I am not needed any longer…”
I did not realize until yesterday how much hurt he expressed in those words.
Well? That the last I saw of him.
No calls. No visits. No response to my calls.
At one point we had it out on the phone because of their attempt to take away the good monitor and set me up with the old beat up monitor I had to suffer for a long time.
Next thing? We been talking on the phone with repressed emotions, but!
He continues to test me if I should go back to my old ways that he knows and misses.
So? Yesterday I began to think soberly:
What’s keeping me from quitting Ahmad and go back to take care of myself like I had done before Ahmad took it up on himself to take care of me?
I could easily do that, why not?
Ha! That is such a human way to redeem my rights!
Sweet revenge for all the hurts inflicted upon me! Glory be!

“Really? O thiaBasilia! You are so childish! Do you think I would bless and take over your care when you attempt to take care of your own self?

What about My love and wisdom? What about the bond I have established between you and Ahmad?

Even so, My precious child, you are safe. Under no circumstances I will ever let you go back to your lopsided ways of the past.

Go on! No matter what it looks like to you, I am working all things for your good. Your good and all of your concern good including Ahmad and family

I see the joy in your heart despite all the churning thoughts of your flesh.

But you know that you owe nothing to your flesh. Such knowledge I have ingrained in you to keep you aloof and free from your own flesh.”

Hahaha! HalleluYah! I Can Laugh Again! Why Not? …

Monday, July 20, 2020 at 8:00 am.

O my Yah reigns and blessed be His name! Let the Yah of my deliverance be exalted! And all of that is being recorded on the number 8 followed by two zeroes. Meaning?

The Number Eight – Newness and Cycles. The number eight presents a picture of newness and a fresh beginning.
The meaning of Zero is simply awesome. Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number.

“Put It All Together My Child” …

Fantastic! Complete manifestation of Yourself working in Ahmad and my life for the benefit of Your so loved creation in this world.

Your message is all inclusive to flow over the Internet waves to reach the mind and heart of each individual child of Yours.
The COVID-19 is only a solemn warning announcing the great tribulation (affliction, distress, and oppression) such as has not been from the beginning of the world until now–no, and never will be [again].
Relationships are in the healing process.
Great response to the latest posts carrying the message in the NET.
There is HOPE.
There is ALWAYS hope for Your promised blessings.
Only we MUST wait for Your time and discretion to bless us.
What or when would that time be?
When Your conditions are met. Quote:

Joel 2:12-13.

Therefore, also now, says the Master, turn and keep on coming to Me with all your heart, with fasting, with weeping, and with mourning [until every hindrance is removed, and the broken fellowship is restored].

Rend your hearts and not your garments and return to the Master, your Almighty Creator, for He is gracious and merciful, slow to anger, and abounding in loving-kindness; and He revokes His sentence of evil [when His conditions are met].

You Revoke Your Sentence Of Evil When Your Conditions Are Met …

Monday, July 20, 2020 at 12:44 pm.

O my Master! Your conditions are clearly written in versions of the written words or the Scriptures and in practically all spoken languages in this world. Quote:

The Reign of the Master’s Anointed

Psalms 2:1-12 AMPC+

WHY DO the nations assemble with commotion [uproar and confusion of voices], and why do the people imagine (meditate upon and devise) an empty scheme?

The kings of the earth take their places; the rulers take counsel together against the Master and His Anointed One (the Messiah). They say,

Let us break Their bands of restraint asunder and cast Their cords of control from us.

He Who sits in the heavens laughs; the Master has them in derision and in supreme contempt He mocks them.

He speaks to them in His deep anger and troubles (terrifies and confounds) them in His displeasure and fury, saying,

Yet have I anointed (installed and placed) My King firmly on My holy hill of Zion.

I will declare the decree of the Master: He said to Me, You are My Son; this day I declare I have begotten You.

Ask of Me, and I will give You the nations as Your inheritance, and the uttermost parts of the earth as Your possession.

You shall break them with a rod of iron; You shall dash them in pieces like potters’ ware.

Now therefore, O you kings, act wisely; be instructed and warned, O you rulers of the earth.

Serve the Master with reverent awe and worshipful fear; rejoice and be in high spirits with trembling lest you displease Him.

Kiss the Son, pay homage to Him in purity, lest He be angry and you perish in the way, for soon shall His wrath be kindled.

O blessed happy, fortunate, and to be envied are all those who seek refuge and put their trust in Him! End of quote.

Even so? It is also clearly written the fact that we can only grasp and meet those conditions on Your time and at Your discretion.

O But I Am Blessed Happy, Fortunate, And To Be Envied, Why? …

Why not? O my Master! I distinctively hear the sound of Your voice calling me to You in the same way as King Solomon did in the Song of Solomon 2:10-17.

You spoke and said unto me,

Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away.

For, behold, the winter is past; the rain is over and gone;

the flowers appear on the earth;

the time of the song is come,

and the voice of the turtle dove has been heard in our land;

the fig tree has put forth her green figs,

and the vines in blossom have given forth their fragrance.

Arise, my love, my fair one, and come away.

Your lovely voice cut deep into my heart.

I came away, I remain with You for eternity.
You’ll never let me go away.
To fend for myself in disarray.
What now in my life’s orderly array of Your making?

Freedom. Joy. Carefree. Wisdom. Power. Productivity …

Monday, July 20, 2020 at 2:00 pm.

Here we go with 20, 2020, and 2:00. The number 20? Sticks out 3 times followed by the number 2 with two zeroes.

All those numbers apply to the headline.
It’s really uncanny how important it is to record the date and time of my doings.
As You told me from the beginning the date and time were to be stepping stones into my future.

For Now? I Am Hot. Uncomfortable. Will Close Computer And Take A Break.

Monday, July 20, 2020 at 5:37 pm.

Things are not going well in the material, but in the spiritual? That’s a different story. At peace. Confident. Waiting on You.

Master? I Need You. Only You Can And Are Able And Willing To Help Me …

Monday, July 20, 2020 at 9:35 pm.

Four hours of sleep did not help the discomfort of the moment. You know it. This is the moment when most humans give up on You. And why not?

Pain and discomfort can drive anyone to insanity. You know that as well. And though You seem to be silent You are not.
Even at the peak of our miseries You are there for us. You are not silent but we cannot hear much less see You. What a mystery!

A Mystery Now Revealed In Your Way, At Your Discretion …

Who am I to question You? How can I give up on You? How can I forget the reality of Your Loving Presence within me? You have united Yourself with me. Quote:

John 17:20-21 AMPC+

Neither for these alone do I pray [it is not for their sake only that I make this request], but also for all those who will ever come to believe in (trust in, cling to, rely on) Me through their word and teaching,

That they all may be one, [just] as You, Father, are in Me and I in You, that they also may be one in Us, so that the world may believe and be convinced that You have sent Me.

I Am One With You? Ha! No Wonder! …

Indeed! O my Master! Yahushua weeps as He intercede for us with the Father. Yes, Yahushua weeps still because of our sins. Quote:

Messiah Our Advocate

1 John 2:1-6 AMPC+

MY LITTLE children, I write you these things so that you may not violate the Almighty’s law and sin. But if anyone should sin, we have an Advocate (One Who will intercede for us) with the Father—it is Yahushua our Messiah, the all righteous upright, just, Who conforms to the Father’s will in every purpose, thought, and action.

And He, that same Yahushua Himself is the propitiation (the atoning sacrifice) for our sins, and not for ours alone but also for [the sins of] the whole world.

And this is how we may discern daily, by experience that we are coming to know Him, to perceive, recognize, understand, and become better acquainted with Him: if we keep (bear in mind, observe, practice) His teachings (precepts, commandments).

Whoever says, I know Him, I perceive, recognize, understand, and am acquainted with Him but fails to keep and obey His commandments (teachings) is a liar, and the Truth of the Gospel is not in him.

But he who keeps (treasures) His Word [who bears in mind His precepts, who observes His message in its entirety], truly in him has the love of and for the Almighty been perfected (completed, reached maturity). By this we may perceive (know, recognize, and be sure) that we are in Him:

Whoever says he abides in Him ought [as a personal debt] to walk and conduct himself in the same way in which He walked and conducted Himself.

Hebrews 4:14-16 AMPC+

Inasmuch then as we have a great High Priest Who has [already] ascended and passed through the heavens, Yahushua the Son of God, let us hold fast our confession [of faith in Him].

For we do not have a High Priest Who is unable to understand and sympathize and have a shared feeling with our weaknesses and infirmities and liability to the assaults of temptation, but One Who has been tempted in every respect as we are, yet without sinning.

Let us then fearlessly and confidently and boldly draw near to the throne of grace (the throne of God’s unmerited favor to us sinners), that we may receive mercy [for our failures] and find grace to help in good time for every need [appropriate help and well-timed help, coming just when we need it].

Well? O My Master! All The Above Quoted Scriptures Are Now Alive Within Me …

You have lately seared those words within my being. You have done the work that others may see the good works in me and honor You not me.

Master? You Cover Every Single Situation In Our Lives In Your Written Words …

Tuesday, July 21, 2020 at 12:33 am.

This You are now revealing to me. Right now? The thought came to me how in the world a millionaire comes up on the hour but here we are, begging for money. Malachi 3 comes to mind. Quote:

Malachi 3:1-18 AMPC+

BEHOLD, I send My messenger, and he shall prepare the way before Me. And the Master, the Messiah, Whom you seek, will suddenly come to His temple; the Messenger or Angel of the covenant, Whom you desire, behold, He shall come, says the Master of hosts.

But who can endure the day of His coming? And who can stand when He appears? For He is like a refiner’s fire and like fullers’ soap; He will sit as a refiner and purifier of silver, and He will purify the priests, the sons of Levi, and refine them like gold and silver, that they may offer to the Master offerings in righteousness.

Then will the offering of Judah and Jerusalem be pleasing to the Master as in the days of old and as in ancient years.

Then I will draw near to you for judgment; I will be a swift witness against the sorcerers, against the adulterers, against the false swearers, and against those who oppress the hireling in his wages, the widow and the fatherless, and who turn aside the temporary resident from his right and fear not Me, says the Master of hosts.

For I am the Master, I do not change; that is why you, O sons of Jacob, are not consumed.

Even from the days of your fathers you have turned aside from My ordinances and have not kept them. Return to me, and I will return to you, says the Master of hosts. But you say, How shall we return?

Will a man rob or defraud the Almighty? Yet you rob and defraud Me. But you say, In what way do we rob or defraud You? [You have withheld your] tithes and offerings.

You are cursed with the curse, for you are robbing Me, even this whole nation. [Lev_26:14-17]

Bring all the tithes (the whole tenth of your income) into the storehouse, that there may be food in My house, and prove Me now by it, says the Master of hosts, if I will not open the windows of heaven for you and pour you out a blessing, that there shall not be room enough to receive it. [Mal_2:2]

And I will rebuke the devourer [insects and plagues] for your sakes and he shall not destroy the fruits of your ground, neither shall your vine drop its fruit before the time in the field, says the Master of hosts.

And all nations shall call you happy and blessed, for you shall be a land of delight, says the Master of hosts.

Your words have been strong and hard against Me, says the Master. Yet you say, What have we spoken against You?

You have said, It is useless to serve the Almighty, and what profit is it if we keep His ordinances and walk gloomily and as if in mourning apparel before the Master of hosts?

And now we consider the proud and arrogant to be happy and favored; evildoers are exalted and prosper; yes, and when they test the Almighty, they escape [unpunished.

Then those who feared the Master talked often one to another; and the Master listened and heard it, and a book of remembrance was written before Him of those who reverenced and worshipfully feared the Master and who thought on His name.

And they shall be Mine, says the Master of hosts, in that day when I publicly recognize and openly declare them to be My jewels (My special possession, My peculiar treasure). And I will spare them, as a man spares his own son who serves him.

Then shall you return and discern between the righteous and the wicked, between him who serves the Almighty and him who does not serve Him. End of quote.

Wow! O My Master! How Timely You Remind Me Of Your Written Words …

While I was vacillating on how to continue recording Your words a like to a post I posted back in January 2020 popped in my inbox. I clicked. WOW!

I Am Dumb Found! Your Leading Is Beyond My Grasp …

Tuesday, July 21, 2020 at 5:50 am.

Copious tears begin to flow. How amazing are Your ways! Way beyond my grasp are they but! Amazingly good and loving way beyond my grasp as well.

I Have Been In Suspense From July 4 To July 19 To This Moment, Why? …

I posted in all sites on July 4^th, but the last post on July 19 I have not been led to post it in all sites. Why? So much haze in my mind with all going on in this world that I inhabit.

But You Are In Control Even Of That Haze …

That’s the reason for my copious tears of joy. Who am I to count in the immensity of Your love and care for me?

Words Can Be Deceiving Especially The Word ‘Love’ …

Tuesday, July 21, 2020 at 7:45 am.

Love is defined as a feeling in the dictionary but! I am learning that love is above feelings. That is true love or the love from and for You first of all and then true love for others.

Indeed! As A Rule The Only Love We Know Is The Romantic Love That We Practice …

And that is the cause of ALL our earthly problems with no exception! No kidding! But! You are turning all things around on this 2020 year.

True Love Is An Attitude Of Obedience Or Submission To Authority …

This is the truth about love to set us free from the grip of such volatile inconstant fickle word as the word love that we know.

Submission to authority is the key to experience true love.

That Is What Is Happening In My World For The Benefit Of Your So Loved World …

What a marvel it is to experience true love or submission to Your Sovereign Authority—the first and most important of all the commandments.

Thus? The rest of the commandments become the reality of our lives.

So? That’s How The Saga Continues Victoriously On This 2020 Year Of COVID-19 Fear …

Tuesday, July 21, 2020 at 8:20 am.

I am ready to close but I need now re-check Your leading to proceed. After reading the post You sent to me in the inbox it came to me to post it before I post anything else in all the sites.

On to the task with a glad heart.

Master? Things Are Not Looking Good. What To Do?

Wednesday, July 22, 2020 at 11:43 pm.

I have no connections since yesterday. It’s almost midnight, perhaps someone comes with my supper. I wait on You.

On top of it all the news about the virus are getting really scary but Your people here are doing nothing to prepare for what it looks like. Help!
Well? Just now my supper arrived. I ate. I slept until around 2 am.
I woke up from a nightmare, I was spanking one of my children for messing up my html setup. I was furious. Woke up trembling
Don’t know what that is all about but I am not too happy about all going on right now between Ahmad, the family and myself.
One thing been coming to mind, separation
Separation vile from precious.

Separation Of Romantic From True Love. Vile From Precious …

Thursday, July 23, 2020 at 4:37 am.

Ha! So that’s what is going on between us right now. Actually between myself and mankind. That’s the meaning of Your words that October 21, 1986. Quote:

Jeremiah 15:19-21 AMPC+

Therefore thus says the Master [to Jeremiah]: If you return [and give up this mistaken tone of distrust and despair], then I will give you again a settled place of quiet and safety, and you will be My minister; and if you separate the precious from the vile [cleansing your own heart from unworthy and unwarranted suspicions concerning the Almighty’s faithfulness], you shall be My mouthpiece. [But do not yield to them.] Let them return to you–not you to [the people].

And I will make you to this people a fortified, bronze wall; they will fight against you, but they will not prevail over you, for I am with you to save and deliver you, says the Master

And I will deliver you out of the hands of the wicked, and I will redeem you out of the palms of the terrible and ruthless tyrants.

Repentance: The Cleansing My Own Heart …

No Kidding! My day of reckoning from unworthy and unwarranted suspicions concerning Your faithfulness knocked me down to the ground for good.

True To Your Promise I Am Now Your Mouthpiece …

And I do sense myself as a fortified, bronze wall; they fight against me, but they will not prevail over me, for You are with me to save and deliver me.

Fight against me? Who is fighting against you? You are the one fighting against us say the hypocrites.

Indeed! Distasteful Hypocrisy! That’s What The Romantic Gooey Love Is! …

Thursday, July 23, 2020 at 9:57 am.

Yes! I am the one fighting against the vile in us. The separation of the vile from the precious is imperative!

Imperative Separation Or Perish …

That is the fright within my being! To see Ahmad and the whole multitude in Your so loved world so engrossed with the romanticism practiced in all forms of lifestyles is quite frightening to me. For it is written, quote:

Do Not Love the World …

1 John 2:15-18 AMPC+

Do not love or cherish the world or the things that are in the world. If anyone loves the world, love for the Father is not in him.

For all that is in the world–the lust of the flesh [craving for sensual gratification] and the lust of the eyes [greedy longings of the mind] and the pride of life [assurance in one’s own resources or in the stability of earthly things]–these do not come from the Father but are from the world [itself].

And the world passes away and disappears, and with it the forbidden cravings (the passionate desires, the lust) of it; but he who does the will of the Almighty and carries out His purposes in his life abides (remains) forever.

Warning Concerning Ant Messiahs

Boys (lads), it is the last time (hour, the end of this age). And as you have heard that the ant Messiah [he who will oppose Messiah in the guise of Messiah] is coming, even now many ant Messiahs have arisen, which confirms our belief that it is the final (the end) time.

And The Question Goes, Who Then Can Be Saved? And Your Answer?

Quickly Your written words come to mind. Those words give me hope. Those words strengthen and encourage me to go on with the task You have assigned unto me. Quote:

2 Chronicles 7:13-14 AMPC+

If I shut up heaven so no rain falls, or if I command locusts to devour the land, or if I send pestilence among My people,

If My people, who are called by My name, shall humble themselves, pray, seek, crave, and require of necessity My face and turn from their wicked ways, then will I hear from heaven, forgive their sin, and heal their land.

Joel 2:12-14 AMPC+

Therefore, also now, says the Master, turn and keep on coming to Me with all your heart, with fasting, with weeping, and with mourning [until every hindrance is removed and the broken fellowship is restored].

Rend your hearts and not your garments and return to the Master, your Almighty, for He is gracious and merciful, slow to anger, and abounding in loving-kindness; and He revokes His sentence of evil [when His conditions are met].

Who knows but what He will turn, revoke your sentence [of evil], and leave a blessing behind Him [giving you the means with which to serve Him], even a cereal or meal offering and a drink offering for the Master, your Almighty? End of quote.

The focus there is on REPENTANCE not in all of those calls to emotional fearful prayers to the multitude.
It is an individual call to repentance, a call to abandon the religious worldly system and return to the Master Creator of our beings as in the First and most Important of the Commandments.

Individual Repentance? What Are You Waiting For My Master? …

Ha! How clear it comes to mind my Master! You are waiting for the preachers to get off their pulpits.

For the starts get off the limelight.
For the followers to quit following each other.
For the advisers to heed their own advice.
For the teachers to quit teaching the error of their teachings.
Ha! My Master! But That Is A Total Impossibility As I See It …

Thursday, July 23, 2020 at 11:17 am.

Instead of any of that happening all is turning unto me for the worst as far as my relationship with Ahmad and the rest of my loved ones with a few exceptions.

That Is FRIGHTENING! But Again Your Written Words Calm My Fright …

You are so timely. You remind me of how You did not withdraw You promise of Isaac’ birth despite Sara’s Ishmael.

It’s the same for me. Despite my frights and doubts You have accomplished the impossible with me.
And You will do the same for each one of Your children.

Quote:

Genesis 18:14 AMPC+

Is anything too hard or too wonderful for the Master? At the appointed time, when the season [for her delivery] comes around, I will return to you and Sarah shall have borne a son. [Mat 19:26]

Matthew 19:26 AMPC+

But Yahushua looked at them and said, With men this is impossible, but all things are possible with the Almighty. [Gen 18:14; Job 42:2]

A Silver Lining When His Conditions Are Met …

Thursday, July 23, 2020 at 11:40 pm.

His conditions? Repentance or the separation of true and romantic love—separation of the vile from the precious.

Ominous Reality—WOE Is Unto Us Rebellious Children …

Friday, July 24, 2020 at 5:09 am.

Master? I know You are working in the individual basis, so? The only thing I can see is the obsession with the things of this world ingrained in our human nature, and?

I tremble! How can this be? The monstrosity of COVID-19 is consuming the human life while Your people’s concern is on, dear me! Schools and Universities.

But How Can This Be? Still Running Away From Your Sovereign Authority …

Ha! This time all shall know You to be a Mighty One of justice longing to be gracious to us. And so it is happening even when I cannot see it happening. What a marvel!

O My Master? I Am Beginning To Go Downwards …

Friday, July 24, 2020 at 11:06 am.

The separation of true and romantic love is a hard thing to bear. But You know it. Even so? The knowledge of Your love and the love for me and for all sustains me.

I Thank You My Master For Your Strength To Carry The Burden …

Friday, July 24, 2020 at 12:28 pm.

This burden is the burden of my own carnal self. You have set me free and free I am indeed, but! I am in this world which does not know You, and?

Because I Am Not Of The World, I Am No Longer One With It, But! …

You have chosen, selected me out of the world, the world hates (detests) me. And there is where my carnal self becomes a burden.

It Is Burdensome To Incur The Hate From The World Delivered By One’s Closest …

Friday, July 24, 2020 at 2:09 pm.

Even so? You are in control of it all. As long as one goes along with the romantic love charade the world exalts one big time! One becomes a hero/heroine.

Stand Up For Intrinsic Values Against The World’s Vanity, Emptiness, Falsity, And Vainglory And? …

The hero/heroine becomes the villain on the way to the guillotine to get one’s head chopped off for good.

So? That Is What Is Going On In My Life Right Now, But! …

Saturday, July 25, 2020 at 7:28 am.

Master? You have brought me back to the month of March 2020—an amazing repeat of what is going on right now. Quote:

The Naked Truth: “The past is never dead. It’s not even past.” …?

Thursday, March 12, 2020 at 5:20 am.

Such is the naked truth on discovery by each individual human being created in the Creator’s imagine. This 2020 year is the end of all cycles; the beginning of the eternal cycle.

Humankind shall never be the same.
This 2020 unique year is the year the Master Creator shall separate the tares from the wheat.

And So I Wait For What You Have Next, My Beloved Shepherd, My Master Redeemer Of My Soul …

“Indeed, My precious child! This is the year I will gather the wheat into My barn to burn away the tares from the field of My so loved world.

This is the year my loved world shall discover the naked truth to set it free.

The Infamous Inherited Lie: “Until You Put The Bad Parts Of The Past To Rest With Therapy And Medicine.” …

Thursday, March 12, 2020 at 5:51 am.

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? The time is near. Just a little while longer is soon to become the now for My so loved world.

Not a single word in your writings has been written in vain.

I am now putting the final touch in the process to mold you to conform to the Image of My only begotten Son.

Here is the time to apply Romans 8:28-30 to your life in My Presence. Quote:

We are assured and know that Our Creator being a partner in their labor all things work together and are fitting into a plan for good to and for those who love Our Creator and are called according to His design and purpose.

For those whom He foreknew of whom He was aware and loved beforehand, He also destined from the beginning foreordaining them to be molded into the image of His Son and share inwardly His likeness, that He might become the firstborn among many brethren.

And those whom He thus foreordained, He also called; and those whom He called, He also justified (acquitted, made righteous, putting them into right standing with Himself). And those whom He justified, He also esteemed raising them to a heavenly dignity and condition or state of being.

It is also the time to arrange your latest writings since your last post into a booklet.

This booklet shall be the instrument to crush the harden hearts inherited within My children.

It shall be the instrument I will use to apply Jeremiah 32:37-42 for My children to welcome Yahushua Messiah into their newly created hearts.

Go on, My precious child, go on and on!

I am always with you and for you.

You are now One with Me.

My strength is Your strength.

Your obedience is My delight.

My delight is your strength.” End of my Master’s words for this moment.

Master? Show Me The Way. I Am Confused. Nothing Is Adding Up.

Master? Your Ways Are Unfathomable—Impossible To Predict …

Saturday, July 25, 2020 at 7:43 am.

So? I refuse to make any decisions on my fate. Though that I have several possibilities at my disposal none are of my choosing.

I Wait On You To Resolve My Present Situation On Your Time And At Your Discretion …

Saturday, July 25, 2020 at 8:59 am.

Hahaha! Master? I am on the roll by Your design and purpose. Just when You are putting me in terms with Yourself and Your Unfathomable unpredictable doings? Up pop the headlines to instigate my loving rebuttal!

Written by Dr. Eric Perry:

How to Stop Sabotaging Yourself

Posted on FB by my daughter Denise:

There’s nothing wrong with you.

There’s nothing wrong with me.

There’s nothing wrong with your journey.

There’s nothing wrong with my journey.

I Beg Your Pardon? Read My Posts If Not My Lips …

No kidding! After practically all my life under Mental Health Care to no avail, my reckoning moment knocked my mental health into place! Hahaha! HalleluYah!

No misunderstanding here …

There is much need for the loving Mental Health Caretakers to hold us up until our moment of reckoning comes by.

Reckoning? Yes, my precious Denise, there is a moment for each one of us to give an account of all our wrong thinking, feelings, and doings.
Honest to goodness! That moment been coming to me on stages, bless my heart.
It has not been an automatic miracle.
I had to go to the process of my human nature.
Gruesome. Gross. Painful. Hateful. Grievous?
Indeed! But! The results? Wow!
That’s why I urge you to read my latest posts.
What a Mighty Yah we serve!

This 7^th Day Of Rest? Finds Me In Complete And Delightful Rest Despite …

Saturday, July 25, 2020 at 9:49 am.

Despite the negative circumstances of the last few days between Ahmad and myself. What ended my suffering under such repeat circumstances?

Ha! O My Master! That’s The Beauty Of Your Unpredictable Doings! …

I never know how You are to respond to my plea for help. For I no longer ask You for anything because I don’t know what to ask for. So?

I say, HELP! And wait. And wait. And wait while my mind is churning all possibilities at my disposal.
Suddenly! Earlier this morning while my tears were still flowing I exclaimed, “I refuse to make any decision on my future from here on!”
Sure enough. My tears dried. I read Your words back in March. Next? The post from Denise. Next? Dr. Eric Perry following one of my sites. I clicked his sabotage headline.

That Did It! A Surge Of Your Passionate Love For Us All Invaded My Being …

What a marvel! You are with me and for me! No matter the blows to knock me down, You never ever leave nor forsake me.

No kidding! What is to be is set to be despite all human’s fears, figure on, feelings, or thinking to know and understand.

It’s All Under And In Control And Supreme Authority Of The Mighty One Of Israel …

He alone can break the shackles of anger and unforgiveness suffocating us. He alone can cause us to recognize that anger and unforgiveness are the cause of the state of physical trauma and mental illness destroying us all.

We Must Humble Ourselves And Recognize The Futility Of Our Doings and Repent, But! …

You alone can empower us to recognize the futility of our doings and repent. And that is what You are doing with the lines You have compelled me to write and publish for the last 35 some years.

Me? O Me! Back In Your Joyful Wagon Singing Your Victory Song All Along …

Saturday, July 25, 2020 at 10:30 am.

What? Victory Song? Ha! The hour and minutes! Ten for what is to happen is really, really happening now. And?

The Number Thirty – Dedication, The Blood of Messiah

According to Luke 3:23, Yahshua begins His ministry at the age of thirty. This moment is dedicated by YHVH Himself in Mattityahu 3:13-17, while introducing His only Son to the world at His immersion. This fulfilled the priestly requirements contained in B’midbar 4:3. Thirty was also the number of pieces of silver that was to be the ‘blood money’ to betray the Messiah as prophesied in Z’kharyah 11:12-13 and fulfilled in Mattityahu 26:15: End of quote.

Indeed! Dedication? We Are A Chosen Race, A Royal Priesthood, Dedicated To The Almighty Creator Of Our Beings …

In You we have our beings despite all our shenanigans to the contrary. And so? Why not Sing Your Victory Song All Along on this blessed 7^th day of rest for our best?

Master? I Had Forgotten All About The Book …

Saturday, July 25, 2020 at 11:53 am.

I started publishing from the last day of 2019 but! I did not even end the month of January 2020 in three books. What to do now?

Perhaps combine the first 3 books and add the rest of January. Then? Format each month starting in February into one book.
The 7^th month is about to end, that means I have a humongous task to format 7 books.
Help! My Master, help me to figure out how to do this number. I’ll wait for Your incentive.

Ha! No Sooner I Put This Matter To You I Got Info About Markdown Apps …

Lo and behold! I have never heard of such apps or perhaps I never paid attention because I had not the slightest of what they were until today.

my Master! That means I’ll have to learn a new app as if I didn’t have enough troubles with the apps You have gifted to me so far. What to do?
Master? Your words sustain me. Thank You for the ability to embellish those words with my graphics skill.

O My Master! I Am In Big Trouble With Pain. Help! …

Sunday, July 26, 2020 at 8:46 am.

Fear knocks at my door. What about if this new ear pain turns out to be a warning for worse things in my body? I never had earache before. It is almost unbearable.

I am in tears. I can hardly work. I had forgotten the pain episodes of the past. This atrocious pain came up on me yesterday but it worsens this morning.
It’s now Sunday, July 26, 2020 at 11:00 am.
I am still getting stabs of pain but not as often or as drastic as before.
I think the problem is with water in my ear, but I don’t understand how it turn out into this atrocious pain.
I had water in my ear before with no problem it came out. What happened this time?

O My Master? I Don’t Want To Be Imagining Things. I Wait On You For An Answer …

Sunday, July 26, 2020 at 5:21 pm.

I have no clear answer yet, except seeing the reality of not knowing my own grown children much less knowing Ahmad. How can this be my Master?

Maybe All Things As They Stand Now Is For Me To Be Only A Spectator …

Sunday, July 26, 2020 at 11:16 pm.

I am witnessing the reward of the wicked. The wicked? Ha! It just came to me, the wicked within me and Ahmad. Hahaha! I was only thinking of the wicked within Ahmad.

There We Go! You Turned The Tables Back To Me Again! Thank You …

Of course, the wicked within me is suffering its just reward as it is with Ahmad’s wicked within himself, but!

What a comfort! That wicked carnal self cannot access our new nature from You. We remain safe in Your secret place, O Mighty One of Israel!
We have made You our refuge, our dwelling place O Most High by the power of Your love and grace not by our carnal power and ambition.

Well, Well, Well! It Is Just Coming To Me, The Physical Comes First, The Spiritual Second …

We must suffer the reward of the wicked before we can enjoy the reward of the righteous. Wow! What a revelation!

It All Boils Down To The Separation Of The Vile From The Precious …

Wisdom prevails! Your wisdom taking hold of my being. So? All the physical suffering cannot derail Your plan to restore Your creation.

And? All Our Shenanigans Of Lamenting, Not Understanding, Blaming, And Complaining …

Monday, July 27, 2020 at 10:16 am.

None! Nothing at all can stop the fiery passionate love’s plan to restore us all along with Your whole creation.

I Am Going On And On Set On Your Latest Reminder To Me …

“Go on, My precious child, go on and on!

I am always with you and for you.

You are now One with Me.

My joy is your joy.

My tears are your tears.

In the dark of your night

Your obedience is My delight.

My delight in your obedience is your strength.”

Without more ado, I am closing this post on Your time and discretion for me to do so.

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.