People Pleaser. Unsolicited Help. So Many Eager To Help The Helpers. Hahaha! Funny Bunch That We Are! …

Fear knocks at my door. What about if this new ear pain turns out to be a warning for worse things in my body? I never had earache before. It is almost unbearable.

  • I am in tears. I can hardly work. I had forgotten the pain episodes of the past. This atrocious pain came up on me yesterday but it worsens this morning.
  • It’s now Sunday, July 26, 2020 at 11:00 am.
  • I am still getting stabs of pain but not as often or as drastic as before.
  • I think the problem is with water in my ear, but I don’t understand how it turn out into this atrocious pain.
  • I had water in my ear before with no problem it came out. What happened this time?

O My Master? I Don’t Want To Be Imagining Things. I Wait On You For An Answer …

Sunday, July 26, 2020 at 5:21 pm.

I have no clear answer yet, except seeing the reality of not knowing my own grown children much less knowing Ahmad. How can this be my Master?

Maybe All Things As They Stand Now Is For Me To Be Only A Spectator …

Sunday, July 26, 2020 at 11:16 pm.

I am witnessing the reward of the wicked. The wicked? Ha! It just came to me, the wicked within me and Ahmad. Hahaha! I was only thinking of the wicked within Ahmad.

There We Go! You Turned The Tables Back To Me Again! Thank You …

Of course, the wicked within me is suffering its just reward as it is with Ahmad’s wicked within himself, but!

  • What a comfort! That wicked carnal self cannot access our new nature from You. We remain safe in Your secret place, O Mighty One of Israel!
  • We have made You our refuge, our dwelling place O Most High by the power of Your love and grace not by our carnal power and ambition.

Well, Well, Well! It Is Just Coming To Me, The Physical Comes First, The Spiritual Second …

We must suffer the reward of the wicked before we can enjoy the reward of the righteous. Wow! What a revelation!

It All Boils Down To The Separation Of The Vile From The Precious …

Wisdom prevails! Your wisdom taking hold of my being. So? All the physical suffering cannot derail Your plan to restore Your creation.

And? All Our Shenanigans Of Lamenting, Not Understanding, Blaming, And Complaining …

Monday, July 27, 2020 at 10:16 am.

My profile. Who am I? Past. Present. 1. Past. A woman with a dysfunctional past big time. No matter what I did or not did? I could not function in the society of mankind. 2. Present. A functional woman—a human being under the care & protection of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings. 3. In the past? A defeated woman saddled not only with the Dysfunctional label but also with the Bipolar, Manic Depressive & Schizophrenic labels. 4. In the present? An overcoming woman by The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky! 5. By The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky? I have overcome not only the Dysfunctional label but also all the labels this world saddles on all unsuspecting human beings. I am now an inspirational writer. I write to give witness or evidence of the Mighty Presence of our Father/Creator.in my heart & in my practical life. Whatever for? What would my witness do for you? Woa! You got me there! But, right before Yahushua was caught up in the clouds to go to the right hand of the Father, Yahushua said, Acts 1:6-8 It is not for you to become acquainted with and know what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power. But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Set-Apart Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My Witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth. … In view of the above Scriptures the writer records the journal of her daily living to give an account—to witness of the work that the Almighty Creator of our beings has done and continues to do in her life. I am a witness of the Almighty Creator of our beings in my heart & soul and in my practical daily existence! This is not a bogus claim but a reality in the life of the Author/Publisher of one of these books or SITES that you are now viewing! Thanks for your kind attention!
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