I don’t know or understand anything at all anymore. Neither do I want to do so. You are my Master. I am depending and counting on You even for the next breath I take.
So? I Have No News About Ahmad Or My Children …
Days have gone by without a peep from Ahmad. Each morning and night I keep hoping for my door to open by Ahmad’s hand to no avail.
- I think You heard my request to take that hope out of my mind.
- It seems Your answer to be to keep hoping.
- Ahmad shall show up bearing wonderful news.
- I must not give up such hope no matter how long it takes for it to materialize.
- You have established the mother and son relationship between Ahmad and me.
- Therefore? It is not a worldly relationship.
- I must not think about it in a worldly way, but!
Only You Can Give Me The Wisdom To Think As You Intent For Me To Think About It …
Monday, August 17, 2020 at 8:23 am.
And You are doing so every step of my journey in Your Presence. Away now with my lamenting and my doubts and fears and feelings and unworthy suspicious about Your faithfulness to us all.
- You are with and for me.
- I am going on and on with Your strength and wisdom You have implanted within me.
Silence For About Half An Hour In Heaven …
Monday, August 17, 2020 at 2:19 pm.
Throughout this ominous period of silence from Ahmad and my children I have been hearing about the half hour silence in the heaven but!
- It did not come to me to check the Scriptures until today.
- Right on time You quickened me to check the Scriptures.
- I did and I am speechless.
- Numerous are the claims to come up with all kinds of deciphering the Revelations or Apocalypse book.
- Enough written to boggle one’s mind.
- But why I am speechless?
- I don’t think I have heard or read what You showed me today.
What Did You Showed Me? …
O my Master! As I began to read on chapter 8 and continued to further chapters, it shocked me how totally I lack understanding of such book.
- I shuddered to think of such future soon to come to be the present.
- Suddenly! It came to me. I heard Your voice lovingly correcting me.
“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? This is not a future soon to be the present. This is the present already going on in the spiritual realm.