The Nightmare Had Begun! But Soon The Dream Shall Come On …

Wow! What a blessing to start this day of rest with 3 fives! And that after You organized my day. why I do not claim to do things for myself now? Why I claimed You as the organizer of my day.

  • Simple. I had no idea of what or how to pass my day without access to my files to work on. You knew it all along because all my thoughts, feelings, and doings are under Your loving control.
  • So? You blessed me with sleep until 3 am. I got up for a few minutes. Not knowing what to do I thought perhaps You would bless me with some more sleep, and I headed for bed.
  • As I laid there praising and thanking You it came to me what to do. It came to mind how I was recording in the drive I need to format and I will lose all written. Ah! Get up and see how you can save that work in your external for safe keeping. Sure enough, it took a couple of hours but here I am working safely in my external, and?
  • The memories of my writer beginnings in 1985 are now quite alive. Hahaha! I had forgotten how You led me then when there was no such a thing as the Internet or Windows or any of the amazing digital advances of this day and age.
  • Well? I can’t regress. But I can progress to handle the pass and the present with much ease. No kidding! And the best part? You have set me up to do whatever I am doing now. I cannot take the credit.
  • That was the problem before, me taking credit for all what I called my ‘smarts’. And people encouraged me with such behavior.
  • The truth? The ways of mankind almost killed me not only physically but mainly spiritually.
  • Mental Insanity and how to handle it by the ways of mankind? Abolished! Set free indeed!
  • O my Master Your truth about my wicked carnal nature has set me free as  it is written in John xxx. I cannot emphasize enough how You have set me free once for all by convicting me of my natural wickedness.

What Now It Is To Be For Me My Master? …

That is what You show me on the spot? I find myself not premeditating on what I intent to do or what shall happen at any moment.

  • Your work in and without me is evident in the way I act.
  • I know of the things that have troubled me up unto this day.
  • Broken promises.
  • The irresponsibility of the people around me.
  • The fabulous as well as the corrupt world out there.
  • All of it?
  • A thing of the past.
  • You know it my Master.
  • It’s now 7:14. I am sleepy. Heading for bed.
  • I am back. Did not stay in bed.
  • Sleep did not come my way.
  • It came to me to get up and make a salad with the food from last night, to save some, to eat it for my breakfast.
  • That is what I been doing.

Let’s see what else I been doing? …

Saturday September 12, 2020 at 8:56 am.

My profile. Who am I? Past. Present. 1. Past. A woman with a dysfunctional past big time. No matter what I did or not did? I could not function in the society of mankind. 2. Present. A functional woman—a human being under the care & protection of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings. 3. In the past? A defeated woman saddled not only with the Dysfunctional label but also with the Bipolar, Manic Depressive & Schizophrenic labels. 4. In the present? An overcoming woman by The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky! 5. By The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky? I have overcome not only the Dysfunctional label but also all the labels this world saddles on all unsuspecting human beings. I am now an inspirational writer. I write to give witness or evidence of the Mighty Presence of our Father/ my heart & in my practical life. Whatever for? What would my witness do for you? Woa! You got me there! But, right before Yahushua was caught up in the clouds to go to the right hand of the Father, Yahushua said, Acts 1:6-8 It is not for you to become acquainted with and know what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power. But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Set-Apart Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My Witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth. … In view of the above Scriptures the writer records the journal of her daily living to give an account—to witness of the work that the Almighty Creator of our beings has done and continues to do in her life. I am a witness of the Almighty Creator of our beings in my heart & soul and in my practical daily existence! This is not a bogus claim but a reality in the life of the Author/Publisher of one of these books or SITES that you are now viewing! Thanks for your kind attention!
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