The Great Tribulation Is Now Nearer Than Has Ever Been, But! … – Step Into My Life

Who Is Paying Mind To Such Ominous Prophesied Fact?

Well? Time To Let The Pieces Of Broken Romanticism Go! …

Time now to let Your love shine in all lines. Time to love with and in Your love. Your love? The crazy glue to fix the broken pieces of romanticism. Here is the illustration:

What A Note To End This Most Especial Day …

Thursday, October 15, 2020 at 11:34 pm.

I don’t know what is to be for me from now on, but You do. One thing is for sure, this time? It is not going back. Forward! Steady upwards closer and closer to You.

It Is Friday! The Last Day To Work In The USA—TGF …

Friday, October 16, 2020 at 3:56 am.

For Christians and productive citizens for the most? Five days. Eight hours each day makes the 40 hours week of work, work, work! Saturday and Sunday? O well! Do your own thing called rest.

That rest starts Friday night with a night out.
Saturday one takes care of chores in the house.
Sunday for the most is ‘Church’ day.
A couple hours for You my Master the rest of that day?
For family and friends.
May times there is a mini vacation from Friday night to Sunday night.
On those vacations You are put aside until convenient times.
Such way of wonder life in the USA?

Covid-19!? Wonder Life Halts …

Friday, October 16, 2020 at 10:31 am.

Ha! I slept on and off for quite a few hours. Then I woke up to the wonder of Internet again! What a blessing to begin the day. Immediately I got in touch with Adobe support to fix the Photoshop crashing issue.

I have been working in Photoshop to test it out. So far so good.
Things are working pretty good I think.
There are some new things in Windows and Office 365 that I have yet to get used to.
Meanwhile, Ahmad promised to come this morning to work in the apartment.
Don’t know yet what time he will arrived but I am not concerned about it.
The thing is that I am finding myself without a care in this world without any effort of my own.
It looks like all things are falling into place as You promised they would.
Why worry about it?

Master Sovereign!

Saturday, October 17, 2020 at 12:54 am.

O my Master! We are coming now to the nitty-gritty of the matter. “Kiss the Son [pay homage to Him in purity], lest He be angry and you perish in the way, for soon shall His wrath be kindled. O blessed (happy, fortunate, and to be envied) are all those who seek refuge and put their trust in Him!” Psalms 2:12 AMPC+

Would They Now Quit This Site My Master?

Sunday, October 18, 2020 at 1:15 pm.

You are leading me to introduce this post with these touchy entries for many who are set in the religion of their choice. But You know all about it. I am on to he task.

Ready To Jump Off My Roof To End The Misery Of Such Knowledge, but! …

Saturday, October 17, 2020 at 11:02 am.

Recollecting that moment. Ahmad came for a visit after his absence of several days. I shared with him the wonders of my experience. Then I ask for him to share his stand. What? What I heard was like a dagger piercing my heart.

“I want to move us out of here. I been searching for a building in West Amman where we can all live in the same building.”
Shocking confession!
What about this building?
What about the restoration of this area?
What about all that I stand for?
No response…
I recorded that day.

It Is With Much Sadness This Day Is Continuing For Me …

Sunday, October 04, 2020 at 4:17 pm.

The most devastating thing for my moment? Discovering that the words You have given to me for the restoration of this area are discarded plus I am expected to move out with the family to another area.

Master? Unless You intervene for me You know I cannot withstand this blow.

My Soul My Heart Are Broken. Only You Can Mend Them …

Sunday, October 04, 2020 at 11:01 pm.

I cast the rubbish that broke them under Your feet! I’ll be still. I’ll let go, overlook, I’ll wait on You. It all as You empower me to do. My head hurts. I pray for relief. Thank You.

I could hardly sleep. Tears. Perhaps accept defeat and go back to the USA? More tears.

The Human Mind Churning Spitting Out An Avalanche Of Thoughts …

Monday, October 05, 2020 at 1:03 am.

Master? Such is the way You have developed the saga of my life. O but how You are revealing these matters to me. And that just at the point when I am ready to terminate my miserable existence.

Yes, I was so desperate I became suicidal.
I wanted to jump from my roof to the ground but!
You opened my eyes to see the aftermath of my haste,
No I would not have die.
Instead? I would provoke the people to gawk the scene.
The police would have come and haul me to the Looney Toomey house!
O well! No jumping!
Just on You dumping!
Dumping all that rubbish attempting to suffocate me.

O The Wonders Of Your Mercy! Fifteen Days Later And? …

Saturday, October 17, 2020 at 11:29 am.

The content for this post. The tribulation and our aberrations vivid in my mind. A phone call. Ahmad on the line. He was to come the next day to work in my apartment. Strange.

Next Day? That Was Yesterday. He Came. Work? Well …

He did one thing with my help. Then he sat. Me? Minding my business. Enjoying my crazy slider I have set in my desktop. He said how much he enjoys watching me laughing. Then? Wow!

“I want to talk, don’t interrupt me.”
He proceeded to share with me how he has figured out how to buy this roof.
Once he gets the ownership, he will fix all as per my dream.
He is waiting for the owners to confer and give him price and terms.
Then he shared how he aims to get the monies to pay for it.
I exclaimed! That is wonderful news! But please! Forget all thoughts on how to get the monies. The monies are coming to you. Wait.”
I proceeded to emphasized to him the urgency to educate his people about the great tribulation at hand before any monies or buying can take place.

Talking About Your Spirit Within Me Doing The Talk? Exactly …

Just like You quicken me in the quote above. What a day yesterday was! The Internet came back. The acceptance of my lot on the daily basis? A reality.

No need to ask for a printer or this or that. Let be. Be still. Quit all your doings.

You Now Have The Power To Do So For Keeps …

Thank You my Master! How amazingly indescribable is the experience of Your power. Nothing I can describe. It is a reality to last me eternally.

Let me now pick up from the last post.

The Question Remains Who Sinned? Who’s Fault? We Are Now Getting Our Answers …

Sunday, September 27, 2020 at 8:39 am.

O my Master! Then? “Thou was altogether born in sins, and dost thou teach us? And they cast him out.” Now? “If you were somehow able to admit that you have emotional and mental disabilities.

That’s why no one accepts you. It is not you it is your denial of the fact that you are bipolar.

It Is Not Me. It Is What I Stand For …

Master? The day You broke the chains of the world’s labeling me? That’s the day my children cut me off as mentally insane. But You told me clearly that was to happen. Quote:

Matthew 10 is being fulfilled,

See, I send you out as sheep in the midst of wolves.
Therefore be wise as serpents and innocent as doves.
But beware of men, for they shall deliver you up to sanhedrins (courts) and flog you in their congregations.
And you shall be brought before governors and sovereigns for My sake, as a witness to them and to the gentiles.
But when they deliver you up, do not worry about how or what you should speak. For it shall be given to you in that hour what you shall speak, for it is not you who speak, but the Spirit of your Father speaking in you.
And brother shall deliver up brother to death, and a father his child.
And children shall rise up against parents and shall put them to death.
And you shall be hated by all for My Name’s sake.
But he who shall have endured to the end shall be saved.
And when they persecute you in this city, flee to another.
For truly, I say to you, you shall by no means have gone through the cities of Yisrael before the Son of Adam comes.
A taught one is not above his teacher, nor a servant above his master.
It is enough for the taught one to become like his teacher, and a servant like his master.
If they have called the master of the house Beelzebul, how much more those of his household!
Therefore, do not fear them.
For whatever is covered shall be revealed, and whatever is hidden shall be made known.
What I say to you in the dark, speak in the light.
And what you hear in the ear, proclaim on the house-tops.
And do not fear those who kill the body but are unable to kill the being.
But rather fear Him who is able to destroy both being and body in Gehenna. End of quote.

It Is Written! Such Is Not A Figment Of My ‘Bipolar’ Condition! Such Is The FACT!

Master? The truth about Your children? For the most they are productive citizens in this world. They rejoice and be merry in the comfort that this world has offered them.

In their joy they bow down to all kinds of evils—from psychological disorders to the most treacherous diseases and social-economic mishandling of their souls and bodies!
But they call it all ‘life’ because in their childish gullibility they believe themselves totally able and capable to handle anything for the sake of what they call ‘sanity’ ‘wisdom’ ‘common sense’!
No kidding! We are a bunch of children believing ourselves to be grownups.
It reminds me of Ahmad’s 8 year-old son. He called to tell Ahmad to send him 15 JOD. Ahmad asked him why? He answered, “I am coming to Aqaba.” Ahmad asked, “Your mom with you?” His 8 year-old answered, “No! I am coming by myself, I am a man!”
And so? The truth about the way we are and act? That is all in Your mysterious plan for our creation and restoration.

Well? You Are Now Restoring Your Creation …

You are shaking souls to the max. Nothing shall remain to block Your plan of restoration to the original intent for our creation.

The power of Your love and wisdom is descending upon Your children one by one as it is written. Quote:

Jeremiah 3:14-15

Turn, O backsliding children, saith the MASTER; for I am married unto you: and I will take you one of a city, and two of a family, and I will bring you to Zion:

And I will give you pastors according to mine heart, which shall feed you with knowledge and understanding.

FACT. Master? Your Written Words Applied To Me Personally Become Alive …

By Your words You transformed me. You brought me into Your Presence to live a higher life. So? You empower me to act according to Your will even when You have not stripped from me my human personality!

The truth? You command me to quit my search for righteousness in the natural or carnal state of my being.
You have created me as human.
I am to remain human as long as I exist in this earth as it is now.
Only to be genuinely human I am to quit my insidious quest to be a ‘good’ human.
There is no such a thing. No one is righteous.
Not a single human being in the whole earth is good.
What a human call good is evil and vice versa what a human call evil is good.

Ha! Ha! HalleluYah! You Are An Awesome Yah! Thank You For Applying Your Written Words To Me …

Sunday, September 27, 2020 at 10:16 am.

You are now bringing to my remembrance some of the many Scriptures alive within my being before I continue with the present expose! But Master? Who shall have the patience to read even when such Scriptures are so important?

Who knows? Perhaps many will benefit from the reading of all quoted Scriptures. Quote:

Luke 22:31-32

Simon, Simon—Peter—(Thia, Thia), listen! Satan has asked excessively that all of you be given up to him out of the power and keeping of the Father, that he might sift all of you like grain, Job 1:6-12; Amos 9:9 But I have prayed especially for you Peter (Thia), that your own faith may not fail; and when you yourself have turned again, strengthen and establish your brethren.

Act 9:16

For I will make clear to him (to me Thia) how much he (she) will be afflicted and must endure and suffer for My name’s sake.

Col 1:23-29

And this He will do provided that you continue to stay with and in the faith in Messiah, well-grounded and settled and steadfast, not shifting or moving away from the hope which rests on and is inspired by the glad tidings (the Gospel), which you heard and which has been preached as being designed for and offered without restrictions to every person under heaven, and of which Gospel(Good News) I, Paul, (Thia) became a minister.

Even now I rejoice in the midst of my sufferings on your behalf. And in my own person I am making up whatever is still lacking and remains to be completed on our part of Messiah’s afflictions, for the sake of His body, which is the assembly or the congregation put together by the Set Apart Spirit without human hands!

On And On Go The Numerous Scriptures Seared In My Soul To Transform Me …

Listing the main passages ingrained within me:

Romans 8:11-14
1Corinthians 3:10-23
Romans 9:14-20
Romans 11:32-36

Master? Show Me How To Recap The Recent Ordeal …

Sunday, September 27, 2020 at 5:15 pm.

Recapping to follow the thread of Your dealings with me. What caused me to lose the working environment You provided for me? A lapse of my gaze set on You.

It started with my search on how to obtain Windows 10 at a discount. The results?
Big trouble! I wound up downloading a bunch of product keys for Windows 7 and purchasing a key for Windows 10 for $20.00 or so.
Then? To go further into the trap, they insisted in getting my email to subscribe and get further information.
Without thinking of the consequences, I subscribed!
Immediately the trap opened downloading lewd programs over and over again!
From there on my nightmare began.
Finally? O my Master! You led me to install the Norton antivirus in the original cd for the Gigabyte motherboard installed in the computer.
Norton clean up the virus in the external drive but! I have to connect to the Internet to clean the virus there. The problem?
My Internet account has depleted the downloading gigas. I cannot add anymore gigas for now. Must wait for 3 days I am told.
This problem with the Internet here in Jordan is beyond my comprehension. I bought 10 JOD but now they are charging me 41 JOD.
I have not been able to get help because of the language barrier plus everybody busy with their own problems not able to help me.
Yazeed is supposed to come tonight. Will he come? Will the problem be resolved? Master? It is all in Your hands. You are in control of it all.
I refuse to worry. But I am disgusted with the whole situation. My body is reacting to my disgust. I don’t feel good. I am hurting again.
Regardless, my confidence and trust remain set on You 100%. I wait on You. On Your time and at Your discretion all things shall harmonize.
It’s Sunday, September 27, 2020 at 5:55 pm. I will head for bed. I hope You bless me with sleep.

Master? Thank You For Sleep …

Sunday, September 27, 2020 at 9:16 pm.

I feel better but! There is no sign of Yazeed or anyone. No calls either. Whatever is happening, I remain confident on You. Even so? You are in control of my thoughts.

I been thinking that perhaps You intent to remove me from these premises.
It is a thought that makes me tremble for these people.
Nevertheless? If You remove me, perhaps things will materialize according to Your plan.
I don’t know. Perhaps.
You work in mysterious ways.
I am willing to flow with Your Spirit.
You know the situation with my visa plus the hindrances to travel overseas because of the COVID-19 crisis.
You know all about it. No problem is there without a solution from You.
I am willing to abide in whatever is Your plan for me.
Travel or not. Gloom or glee? You are with and for me.

About Recapping? It’s Been Done Already …

In the search for solutions in the computer You have led me to two files to update for the moment I am going through. Up above I have updated the first one on The fulfillment of Matthew 10.

I am now to update a message You had me to record in 2011.

One More Urgent Plea From The Almighty Creator Of Our Beings…

Wednesday, March 09, 2011 (10:34 am)

O well my Master here I am ready to record what You are giving to me to share with Your Tribe on this perilous moment that we are going through.

Why am to share the following with Your Tribe in the most specific way?
O my Master! This 2020 year is the year to enlighten Your Tribe or the selected group of readers with you for the common grounds of our lives.
You have created Your Tribe by reaching Your precious children one by one as written. You are not reaching out to the multitude. Indeed only one from a city and two from a tribal family! (Jeremiah 3:14)

Sharing …

Master? Thank You for releasing me from sharing that exact message as recorded in 2011. I will only share the core of Your urgent plea for Your people to return to Your original intent for our creation.

The purpose for the sharing is for Your people to take notice of the necessity for a radical change in all areas of our lifestyles.
For by all means, this radical change has to take place with the leaders first in order for the followers to take notice!
And what is it that I am to share?
Mainly, I am to invite Your people to reconsider the sharing of my life in the posts published throughout my Journey since You called me into Your service in 1985.
You have judged and disciplined me all those years since 1985. For what purpose? To prevent me what You would openly tell me on that day: Quote:
“I never knew you; depart from Me, you who act wickedly—disregarding My commands.”
There is no question about it—we have spiritualized every word spoken by Yahushua to make them say what we or our inspired teachers have interpreted them to say.
We have been learning from each other what was handed down by what we call, ‘the great man of God.’ Well Yahushua said, quote:

“I have come in My Father’s name and with His power, and you do not receive Me—your hearts are not open to Me, you give Me no welcome; but if another comes in his own name and his own power and with no other authority but himself, you will receive him and give him your approval.”

Perhaps All This Talk Seemingly Negative Could Cost Me A Lot Of Visitors …

But O my Master, You know that I am more than willing to suffer the rejection from all circles of society in order to accomplish Your will.

You have given me the strength to continue to deliver Your message in the pages of my journal even if my death is required of me!

Master? Perhaps I Am Whining For Nothing …

Sunday, September 27, 2020 at 11:39 pm.

You know all about it. I am at my wits end with the ways of these people. They seem to be so stuck up on themselves. They are only concerned with whatever good they do to be noticed.

But! They refuse to consider the hurt they inflict on me with the lack of their understanding and responsibility.
Going on four years of misery is taking its toll on me.
You know it my Master.
Yazeed finally showed up with a router that is not working.
I started to explain to him how much they are hurting me, but!
Impossible to reach him.
Again, maybe I am whining for nothing.
Maybe I am not. I don’t know but You do my Master.
You are in control of my thoughts and my words. I wait on You.

Master! You Have Invested Me With Your Power Of Love And Wisdom …

Monday, September 28, 2020 at 12:18 am.

Whatever for? To be Your witness. Perhaps, You are now preparing me to go to the uttermost part of the earth.? As written in Acts 1. Quote:

Acts 1:6-8 (will insert AMP+)

When they therefore were come together, they asked of him, saying, Master, wilt thou at this time restore again the kingdom to Israel?

And he said unto them, It is not for you to know the times or the seasons, which the Father hath put in his own power.

But ye shall receive power, after that the Holy Ghost is come upon you: and ye shall be witnesses unto me both in Jerusalem, and in all Judaea, and in Samaria, and unto the uttermost part of the earth.

Whatever You Plan For Me? I Am Ready And Willing To Obey …

Monday, September 28, 2020 at 12:15 pm.

Who knows? You do, my Master! You know exactly what is happening. You have Sovereign Authority over Your creation including myself. I fear no evil.

Right now it seems to me that Microsoft Office 365 is downloading. It is really slow but I wait. Perhaps it will not need to be activated if it finish installing. If it does I will simply uninstall it.
In the meantime, I am thankful to have Office 2010. It is not as sophisticated as the 365 but it is adequate until You provide whatever You have for me. Thank You.

Well? The Download Didn’t Work …

Monday, September 28, 2020 at 2:20 pm.

Just as well, my Master. You are in control. In due time, You will lead me to wherever You know is best for me. No problem. Thank You for Your grace and favor.

You are working all things not just for my good but for the good of us all. Thank You.

Wow! She Saw Me Dressed In A Long White Robe …

Monday, September 28, 2020 at 6:47 pm.

Master? How You comfort me! My daughter saw me today dressed in a long white robe. She email it to me just when You recovered the email inbox. Meaning, quote:

WHAT DID THESE WHITE ROBES MEAN?

The white robes show the immaculate purity of their character. White signifies perfection; it is not so much a colour as the harmonious union and blending of all the hues, colours, and beauties of light. In the characters of just men made perfect we have the combination of all virtues, the balancing of all excellences, a display of all the beauties of grace. Are they not like their Master, and is He not all beauties in one?

III. WHAT LESSON COMES OUT OF THIS?

I would say to you, first, meditate on it. A sight of Christ in His agony is a wondrous sure for our agonies.
But the chief thing is this — in all times of tribulation the great matter is to have the blood of Christ actually applied to the soul. End of quote.

Master? I Have Messed-Up Everything! Help! …

Tuesday, September 29, 2020 at 2:17 am.

The more I try to fix things up the more mess-up. I can’t sit still to wait on You. Help me my Master! Help is my shrilling cry. I will head for bed but I can’t even sleep. At my wits end! HELP!

I hear to leave this matter for the next post. The way You have led me to post is out of sequence, so? It is really difficult for me to figure out what to post, but! You are in control of it all. No problem. No worries.

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia