Me Too! Or? Shouldn’t I Be Watching Mine Instead Of Ours Or Yours …?
Who Would Have Thought that a little girl born some 81 years ago in a remote area in Guatemala C.A. would become a mother to a son born many years later in the famous Middle East?
Done Posting. Now What? Is Raining. I Am Cold …?
This is getting kind of old. It’s now 1:42 pm on Wednesday, December 16, 2020. Been up since 2 am. Had a full day already. Help me my Master to get over these unpleasant moments. I don’t know what to ask of You. But You do.
Am I Watching The Motion Picture Of Our Or Only My Life? …
Well? That poses an interesting challenge from You my Master. You got my attention. Here I am. Your Presence is for real. Even so? I get in these lousy moods just because? O well! Because?
You Tell Me My Master, Maybe Because …?
You are not pampering me as I see fit that You should do. Mercy! Mercy! Mercy! I just read Your word to lift me up from this moody instant I am experiencing. Quote:
Jeremiah 30:16-19
But in that coming day, all who are destroying you shall be destroyed, and all your enemies shall be slaves. Those who rob you shall be robbed; and those attacking you shall be attacked. I will give you back your health again and heal your wounds. Now you are called “The Outcast” and “Jerusalem, the Place Nobody Wants. But, says the Lord, when I bring you home again from your captivity and restore your fortunes, Jerusalem will be rebuilt upon her ruins; the palace will be reconstructed as it was before. The cities will be filled with joy and great thanksgiving, and I will multiply my people and make of them a great and honored nation. End of quote.
Were You Speaking To Jerusalem Or To Each Individual Member Of Jerusalem?
It is now Wednesday, December 16, 2020 at 2:25 pm. Now I hear You, and my mood? What mood? Instead? Reflect. The truth? Nothing is as I see fit that You should do. It is all far above my human reasoning, but!
Thank Goodness That It Is So! That’s For Sure! …
Otherwise? I dare not to even think of the otherwise choice. I am A-OK under Your loving control and authority. No need to fear otherwise.
As Well? No Need To Fear The Moods That Swing My Body Up And Down …
It’s all a matter of sugar balance or imbalance caused by my body’s ability or inability to properly digest whatever I eat. Ha! I sound so professional, don’t I? Big deal! Professional or not? Your promise to restore my body stands.
- I have literally tried everything! No sugar. No bread. No honey. No coffee and back! No change! Pain and misery either way.
So? I Am Not Any Longer Anxious About What I Eat Or Not Eat …
The results? No more pain. Peace. Security. You bless me with sleep. It’s Wednesday, December 16, 2020 at 11:21 pm since 4:25 pm. About six hours and I might go back to sleep even more in a bit. What a blessing.
And People? And Company? And Money? And So Forth …?
You know that I need all those things. Your command? “Do not be anxious like the heathen are. I take care of the birds in the air as I do with the flowers in the field, why not take care of you faithless one that you are?”
O My Master, But What Am I To Do? I Need …?
I need an electric blanket, I need a printer, I need? What else do I need? My goodness! I done run out of needs! That blanket and printer? Those just pop in my mind today. Go figure it!
Master? You Are So Good! The Only Good One In Existence …
But me? A faithless one. A doubting Thomas. A foolish, stupid one. Should I go on? O well! I have managed to fool people who think highly of me, but! Most certainly? I cannot fool Thee! Even so?
You Are Taking Care Of Me For The Sake Of Your Name Or Your Word …
Yes, You are and always have been taking care of me, but! What about others? O man! I do not understand a whit about You! How to reconcile all those discrepancies in Your doings?
All Over Is Written, ‘Fear Not’ As Well As ‘The Fear Of You’. What Is To Be? Do I Fear Or Not Fear? …
- And that is only about fear, but then? I read, “If anyone comes to Me and does not hate his [own] father and mother [in the sense of indifference to or relative disregard for them in comparison with his attitude toward God] and [likewise] his wife and children and brothers and sisters–[yes] and even his own life also–he cannot be My disciple.” Luke 14:26 AMPC+.
- How to reconcile that with, “And a second is like it: You shall love your neighbor as [you do] yourself.” [Lev_19:18] Matthew 22:39 AMPC+
- “Regard (treat with honor, due obedience, and courtesy) your father and mother, that your days may be long in the land the Lord your God gives you.” Exodus 20:12 AMPC+
You See My Dilemma My Master? Help! …
It is now Thursday, December 17, 2020 at 1:09 am. I never made it to bed. Instead? The reading the discrepancies founded by some highfalutin scholars brought about the finding of my own discrepancies.
And So My Master? The Perennial Human Issue Comes To Mind …?
Why the evil in this world? Is there God in existence? If so? Why He lets evil rampart in the world? Why suicide? Why mental and all kinds of illnesses? Why my child died? Why the stillborn or deform babies? Why the horrors done to women or babies? Why pornography? Why? Why? Why?!!!
Me? You Have Let Me Into The Center Of Your Heart, And There …?
In there You have begun to show me Your covenant and reveal to me its deep, inner meaning. No kidding. Echoing the Psalms, Psalms 25 been one of my favorites, and? You are now enlivening every single favorite word of mine.
- Enlivening? Giving spirit and vivacity. Animating. Invigorating. Imparting strength and vitality to every favorite word written in the Scriptures commonly known as the Bible.
You Are Now Searing In My Heart Your Invigorating Word To Avail Me Forever! …
So? You are reconciling all discrepancies that have troubled me most of my life, and? In Your doing so You are reaching and touching many souls melting away all discrepancies by the power of Your wisdom and passionate love for Your creation.
What A Mighty Yah You Are! Fact Not Flattery …
How easy it is to flaunt those words without foundation on solid ground. I know. What am I talking about? O my Master! But You know how I flaunted those words in good times. Came bad times. Such words? Nonexistent.
Regardless! In The Economy Of My Life? You Do Not Waste A Second, So …?
It is now Thursday, December 17, 2020 at 2:21 am. Time to head for bed. You blessed me with over a couple more hours of sleep. Now it’s a new day. Continue.
So? On The Issue Of Discrepancies? It All Got To Do With Timing/Circumstances …
How ‘bout that? Isn’t that an ‘smart’ statement? It is better than ‘smart’, the truth? That’s the fact to be exact but!
- Such fact did not enter into my carnal mind until nowadays.
- Why?
- I am a very ‘smart’ human being, and?
- The smarter that a human being could be?
- The dumber he/she becomes.
- How is that?
- The smarter we are the farther away from the Source of our beings we become.
- Independence is not always the best.
- Not even close to the best.
- Independence from whatever evil oppresses us?
- Perhaps if we consider the meaning of freedom.
- The fact?
- At large the meaning of freedom is far from what is meant to be.
- We consider ourselves free when in reality we are slaves to our own humanity.
Wow! The Question Is Who Is My Master …?
It is now Thursday, December 17, 2020 at 6:37 am. How did I get into all of this freedom matter, my Master?
Ah! The discrepancies! What is the source of such an issue, my Master?
“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Pause. Reflect. Go back as far as you can remember of your childhood. It is said that a two-year old child is continuously asking ‘why?’ but you?
