We Have Left Our Father’s Home Like The Prodigal Son In Luke 15 …

I wait.

Wow! What a clue! You directed me to: https://thiasjournal.wordpress.com/2020/11/09/demise-of-my-tumultuous-past/.

Thank You! The Something In The Back Of My Mind? No Longer I Can Find …

You never fail to come to my aid even when I am so bog down that I can’t recognize You nor Your help. But that is the way is supposed to be.

It Is Now Friday, December 25, 2020 At 7:10 Am Big Day For The Christians! Me? …

It’s a big day for me as well but that got nothing to do with ‘Christmas’. By far if anything? Christmas has been a thorn in my heart for many years now. But? Enough said about that. Guess what?

  • My concern? Not Christmas!
  • The stimulus check! Rats!
  • Now we have to wait until Monday while they celebrate ‘Christmas’.
  • Ludicrous! They not even ‘Christians’ most of them pagans!
  • Ah but! What the sense. Let them keep their pretense.
  • The day is coming when it all make sense.
  • Meanwhile?
  • Will the kings ever quit their empty scheme?
  • And will I ever quit my bickering about then ludicrous routines?
  • Duh!

My Beloved Master? You Know All About It And? …

Instead of bickering? You have filled my heart with laughter this morning! No kidding! This life in Your Presence is so ever unique. The way You turn the tables on me? I am using the same technique with my scoundrel of a son.

  • Yeah! You know it.
  • He is a scoundrel but he likes to think he is an angel.
  • Ah! How shocking for him to see the evil doings around.
  • He comes in the door with the latest!
  • I look straight at him over my spectacles.
  • And you? What about you Ahmad xxx?
  • Ah! Oh! Me? Am I that bad?
  • Yes you are maybe not as bad as I am!
  • Ha! That’s when I get his attention.

The Truth? Ahmad Is Your Beloved Son …

You have only given me glimpse at the immensity of talents and gifts and such You have bestowed to this? O well! He is far from being a scoundrel but he tries to be one and when it backfires on him? He falls to pieces!

Strange Happenings …?

It is now Saturday, December 26, 2020 at 12:29 am. What happen? I recorded and saved all that happen from 11 am until the Internet failure around 5 pm. Next? I slept until around 6 pm.

  • I don’t remember at what time I got up to find the computer was off.
  • When I turned it on it went into the old account as before.
  • I proceeded to turn it off/unplug and restart but this time the right account came on but!
  • My latest saved entries? Gone!
  • Master? What is happening?

Again? I Had Exhausted All Possibilities To Restore To No Avail …

So? I talked to Joyce for a couple of hours. By that time it was around 3 am. I turned off/unplugged and went to bed. Slept until about 6 am. I helped myself to some coffee and eats. It is now Saturday, December 26, 2020 at 6:59 am.

What Is To Be Today My Master? …

It is now 7:01 am on this last glorious 7th Day of Rest. Your Presence is so real I could almost touch You. No kidding. You know what my talk to Joyce earlier represented.

Ah! What A Marvel! That Is What Is To Be Today. Amazing! …

What a lively interchange! The best talk ever between Joyce and I. Master? You know that I haven’t got the slightest of what I do or don’t do. So? I just do. Not my best nor my worst. Just do or don’t do.

  • Guess I do not make sense to anyone but myself but that is A-OKAY!
  • So? That was all about my long talk with my beloved ally of over 30 years. Wow!
  • Guess we are like night and day.
  • She is the day in this world, she sees things clearly in this world’s daylight.
  • I am the night in my Master’s habitat, not able to see with my normal eyesight at that.
  • And You? My goodness! What are You letting me see? You created both she and me.


My profile. Who am I? Past. Present. 1. Past. A woman with a dysfunctional past big time. No matter what I did or not did? I could not function in the society of mankind. 2. Present. A functional woman—a human being under the care & protection of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings. 3. In the past? A defeated woman saddled not only with the Dysfunctional label but also with the Bipolar, Manic Depressive & Schizophrenic labels. 4. In the present? An overcoming woman by The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky! 5. By The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky? I have overcome not only the Dysfunctional label but also all the labels this world saddles on all unsuspecting human beings. I am now an inspirational writer. I write to give witness or evidence of the Mighty Presence of our Father/Creator.in my heart & in my practical life. Whatever for? What would my witness do for you? Woa! You got me there! But, right before Yahushua was caught up in the clouds to go to the right hand of the Father, Yahushua said, Acts 1:6-8 It is not for you to become acquainted with and know what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power. But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Set-Apart Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My Witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth. … In view of the above Scriptures the writer records the journal of her daily living to give an account—to witness of the work that the Almighty Creator of our beings has done and continues to do in her life. I am a witness of the Almighty Creator of our beings in my heart & soul and in my practical daily existence! This is not a bogus claim but a reality in the life of the Author/Publisher of one of these books or SITES that you are now viewing! Thanks for your kind attention!
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