From Sobering Words To Calm My Fears To The Epilogue …

Don’t Compare Yourself! Goodness Sake! It Is Not A Premeditated Thing!

Don’t This! Don’t That! On And On The Don’ts Go!

How’s About Don’t Do The Don’ts?

Master? I Just About Had It With My Own Self …

New post on Friday, January 29, 2021 at 3:22 pm. Posted. Slept for a couple of hours. But why am I bothering to record such details of my daily living in Your Presence?

  • O well! Just following Your instructions, but
  • Here lately? I don’t know how to put it.
  • It seems to me I am up for psychoanalysis, and?
  • I don’t like it!

What Am I To Do, My Master? Help! …

It is now Friday, January 29, 2021 at 7:26 pm. Still on Friday. O but how I wish it to be way after the midnight of this Today for me.

  • You know I do not deliberately do anything.
  • I have quit my doings without You by Your design and purpose for my life.
  • Why now my bickering with what it seems to me?
  • My mind is churning none stop.
  • I can’t let go.
  • The sitting still.
  • The waiting.
  • The alone thing?
  • Unless You intervene
  • What’s to become?
  • I feel so utterly dumb!

Heading for be at 11:17 pm 0n Friday, January 29, 2021.

Sobering Words To Calm My Fears …

It is now Saturday, January 30, 2021 at 3:54 am. A rainy day is expected to my demise, how on this earth can I exist? Let Your words resolve my persist.

Wow! I Must Insist, My Daily Living In Your Presence Is Not A Myth …

Twelve long years! Eleven years gone from Your allotted time for me. How mysteriously the numbers apply in our practical living. You have brought me twelve years back to calm my present fears. Number meaning?


  • The Number Eleven – Disorder and Judgment

All numbers from 10-19 are represented in the scriptures by using the base 10 and adding 0-9. Thus eleven is expressed literally as ‘one and ten’. Eleven in scripture seems to speak of disorder and judgment as if adding to the law (the number 10). Adding to God’s order or Torah creates disorder and subsequently judgment. Twelve, we will learn, speaks of God’s perfect government and eleven seems to fall just short of that.

  • The Number Twelve – Governing Order and Rulership

The number twelve in scripture is overwhelmingly expressed as governing order and rulership. In the beginning, YHVH sets the sun, moon, and stars in the heavens to rule the day and the night. Subsequently, we have 12 months in our year, 12 hours of the day, and 12 hours of the night.

Indeed! You Brought Me Through Eleven Years Of Disorder And Judgement …

O my Master! You know that it is not my intention to darken counsel by words without knowledge. Instead? You are leading me every single step in my practical life in Your Presence.

  • You know the reality of my childish wacky ways.
  • And You know that I do not quite have a handle in all the matters You lead me to publish.
  • This thing about numbers and cycles is quite a mysterious thing to me.
  • Besides, my memory fails me to remember all the things You give me to write.
  • But I am fascinated in the simple way You have brought it all to my knowledge.
  • Most all that You give me to write one day is replaced the next day as You lead me in the maze of these earthly grounds You have placed me in.

So? Words Without Knowledge In My Mind You Replace With Words From The Unfathomable Wisdom In Your Mind …

I had forgotten all You gave me to record in 2009 when I was still in BeitJala next to Bethlehem and before when I first arrived to Aqaba, Jordan.

  • Well? Yesterday, those words popped in my screen per say, accidentally.
  • Then? You quickened me those are the words to post next.
  • Only I must edit and reformat such words.
  • So? Here I go.


My Words …My Master’s Response …

My profile. Who am I? Past. Present. 1. Past. A woman with a dysfunctional past big time. No matter what I did or not did? I could not function in the society of mankind. 2. Present. A functional woman—a human being under the care & protection of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings. 3. In the past? A defeated woman saddled not only with the Dysfunctional label but also with the Bipolar, Manic Depressive & Schizophrenic labels. 4. In the present? An overcoming woman by The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky! 5. By The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky? I have overcome not only the Dysfunctional label but also all the labels this world saddles on all unsuspecting human beings. I am now an inspirational writer. I write to give witness or evidence of the Mighty Presence of our Father/ my heart & in my practical life. Whatever for? What would my witness do for you? Woa! You got me there! But, right before Yahushua was caught up in the clouds to go to the right hand of the Father, Yahushua said, Acts 1:6-8 It is not for you to become acquainted with and know what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power. But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Set-Apart Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My Witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth. … In view of the above Scriptures the writer records the journal of her daily living to give an account—to witness of the work that the Almighty Creator of our beings has done and continues to do in her life. I am a witness of the Almighty Creator of our beings in my heart & soul and in my practical daily existence! This is not a bogus claim but a reality in the life of the Author/Publisher of one of these books or SITES that you are now viewing! Thanks for your kind attention!
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