From Sobering Words To Calm My Fears To The Epilogue …

Talking about fears, the fear of being alone nearly destroyed me altogether! Such fear was in psychological terms, a major and destructive PHOBIA! I feared and resented to be alone and I spent my life like a puppy dog begging for the crumbs of fellowship.

Therefore, I have a mental record of the size of the biggest book you can imagine! Hum! There was nothing wrong with me! I never was a mental case, neither I am at the present time nor will I ever be in the future! Society was my problem! The innate urge in all human beings to seek and even die for that coveted commodity of belonging in a social group of some kind!

So, that is the problem, now, what is the solution and how did I find the solution to my life’s dilemma?

Let me make it clear, I did not find the solution to such enormous problem, but, the solution came to me, the solution came into my spirit, into the core of my being and I have never been the same again! What am I talking about?

I am talking about something supernatural. I am talking about something that the human mind cannot comprehend. And because man cannot comprehend this solution, man is suffering the consequences of his ignorance. Just as simple as that!

Father, help me! I am totally depressed! Just to think of the ignorance and arrogance of man, depresses me to the core! And I need Your help to overcome this momentary hurl!

It’s 11:55am and I have nothing but words written on this pages and not a real, tangible solution that I can see or feel. Must I always be cursed with this awful need to hear from somebody? What about Your martyrs? What about Your prophets? What about all Your servants who have been thrown into solitary confinement for years?…

Father, I want the strength and endurance that You gave to them. Am I being presumptuous and insolent with such want? For I have not nearly paid the price that they had to pay. Who am I who dares to talk to You like this? Have mercy on me, my Father and show me the way out of this hold of misery; for You and You alone are my Deliverer and my Healer and my Keeper!

My Master’s Response …

“My child, lift up your eyes to Me! I am your shield. Neither Israel nor any other evil being can harm you. Soon, all those who exalt themselves with titles and authorities that I have not given to them, shall be knock down for good!

My profile. Who am I? Past. Present. 1. Past. A woman with a dysfunctional past big time. No matter what I did or not did? I could not function in the society of mankind. 2. Present. A functional woman—a human being under the care & protection of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings. 3. In the past? A defeated woman saddled not only with the Dysfunctional label but also with the Bipolar, Manic Depressive & Schizophrenic labels. 4. In the present? An overcoming woman by The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky! 5. By The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky? I have overcome not only the Dysfunctional label but also all the labels this world saddles on all unsuspecting human beings. I am now an inspirational writer. I write to give witness or evidence of the Mighty Presence of our Father/ my heart & in my practical life. Whatever for? What would my witness do for you? Woa! You got me there! But, right before Yahushua was caught up in the clouds to go to the right hand of the Father, Yahushua said, Acts 1:6-8 It is not for you to become acquainted with and know what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power. But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Set-Apart Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My Witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth. … In view of the above Scriptures the writer records the journal of her daily living to give an account—to witness of the work that the Almighty Creator of our beings has done and continues to do in her life. I am a witness of the Almighty Creator of our beings in my heart & soul and in my practical daily existence! This is not a bogus claim but a reality in the life of the Author/Publisher of one of these books or SITES that you are now viewing! Thanks for your kind attention!
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