It Is Hard To Follow What I Post. Why? …

Hold me my Beloved! Your Beloved is scared!

And The Tears Flow …?

A flash back to yesterday and the past few days. It is all coming to pass with amazing precision. It is not my derision.

  • Derision?
  • Mockery, laughter, contempt, ridicule, scorn, insult, sneering, disdain, scoffing, disrespect, denigration, disparagement, contumely, raillery.
  • All of that is what is rampart in Your so loved world.
  • All of that is why my tears flow, but!

You Are In Loving Control Of It All …

Indeed! O my Beloved Yahushua! You are so real to me. You knew how yesterday I was troubled with the work ahead of me.

  • So? You let me sleep on it.
  • You knew that my trouble was not just the work ahead of me but mainly my trouble was with the content of that file.
  • I sensed a negative influence in my children’s mind if that content was published now.
  • For my precious children are now in tune with Your doings in our lives.
  • They are on the way back to You along all who belong to You.
  • No problem though.
  • You are in control of it all.
  • You flashed yesterday back to me.
  • I spent part of yesterday creating the illustration You had in mind for me to create.

Blessings And Thanks To My Gifted From Above …?

Wow! How neatly You are threading it all. My Roxana expressed to me how she had a hard time following my post, maybe she was just tired!

  • Ha! The light shone on me! Just tired as myself.
  • There! My tears dried.
  • I came to record it all.
  • It is now Wednesday, June 2, 2021 at 12:28 pm.
  • Ahmad called.
  • You opened my mouth to speak Your words to him.
  • Next?
  • Is it time for me to post this latest development?
  • I wait on You.

It Is Hard To Follow What I Post. Why? …

That’s the headline that quickened all the preliminaries to post next. I am waiting to see what You will have me to do next.

  • It is now Wednesday, June 2, 2021 at 4:10 pm.
  • All is quiet.
  • One thing I remember from the first of the month?
  • After a few hours of working, it came to me to go and check the roof.
  • Ha! My good friends were at their roof looking for me!
  • What a blessing!
  • They let me know they were to come today, but it is already 4:37 pm and they have not come yet.
  • I’ll see what happens next.
  • The Internet is not connected anyhow.
  • Maybe check Photoshop?
  • It is now Wednesday, June 2, 2021 at 8:10 pm.
  • No sign of any visitors.
  • I am sleepy.
  • Heading for bed.
  • It is now Thursday, June 3, 2021 at 2:13 am.
  • Will attempt to post, but!
  • The connection is still acting up.
  • No matter.
  • At the right time, You will fix the trouble.

The Flesh Profits Nothing. Moods? The Waves In The Flesh …?

  • Those moods rise and recede. So what if my mood is wherever or whenever? Life goes on in this world and the world to come.
  • What right do I have to point my finger and play the blame game?
  • And what is the sense of my sorrows and complaints?
  • What do I mean with all my moods, sorrows, complaints, and the ultimate blame gameplay?
  • What?
  • Ah! But that is a heavy loaded question.
  • What do I mean?
  • I mean to justify myself, and?
  • Ultimately, blame You!
  • Wow!
  • But Your lovingkindness!
  • You have lifted Yourself up.
  • For what?
  • To be gracious to this creature of Yours that I am.
  • You saw me stuck out of my rebellious pluck.
  • You saw there was no human intercessor.
  • I was out of luck.
  • So? Clad with zeal and furious divine jealousy as a cloak?
  • You own arm brought You victory.
  • Over the human flesh natural trickery.

Enough Is Enough! The Time Is NOW! …

Eternal doom coming to the powers to be along this satanic chaos of their creation.

  • Fact: it is written. No man or devil can change one iota on the fact to be exact.
  • It is now Thursday, June 3, 2021 at 12:00 pm.

Let Me Be Frank And Honest. Let Me Speak The Naked Truth …?

I woke up in a mood this morning. So, I went back to sleep. Did not wake up again until 9:30 am in a worse mood.

  • I watered the plants.
  • I fixed a cup of tea and heat up my breakfast.
  • All the time?
  • A vile mood! Why?
  • I ran out of coffee.
  • The lack of needed things?
  • Mood fluctuation!
  • Breakfast and tea on hand.
  • Headed to my garden.
  • Began to feed my belly with a halfhearted thanks.
  • My belly or my carnal human nature.
  • Hum! That is all my concern!
  • How I am feeling?
  • What am I to eat or drink?
  • Why the neglect to supply what I need?
  • How much money am I to get today?
  • What?
  • But that is the exact thing in all humans mind!
  • And I am human.
  • Mercy! Mercy! Mercy!

My Mind Programmed With Rubbish …

Am I fed up with the rubbish ingrained in my human nature by the powers to be? Yes, I am! Full to the brim of calling good evil and evil good.

  • And that is good!
  • Excellent as a matter of fact.
  • So it is written.

Quote:

  • Isaiah 59:1-21

  • BEHOLD, THE Master’s hand is not shortened at all, that it cannot save, nor His ear dull with deafness, that it cannot hear.

  • But your iniquities have made a separation between you and your the Father, and your sins have hidden His face from you, so that He will not hear.

  • For your hands are defiled with blood and your fingers with iniquity; your lips have spoken lies, your tongue mutters wickedness.

  • None sues or calls in righteousness [but for the sake of doing injury to others–to take some undue advantage]; no one goes to law honestly and pleads [his case] in truth; they trust in emptiness, worthlessness and futility, and speaking lies! They conceive mischief and bring forth evil!

  • They hatch adders’ eggs and weave the spider’s web; he who eats of their eggs dies, and [from an egg] which is crushed a viper breaks out [for their nature is ruinous, deadly, evil].

  • Their webs will not serve as clothing, nor will they cover themselves with what they make; their works are works of iniquity, and the act of violence is in their hands.

  • Their feet run to evil, and they make haste to shed innocent blood. Their thoughts are thoughts of iniquity; desolation and destruction are in their paths and highways.

  • The way of peace they know not, and there is no justice or right in their goings. They have made them into crooked paths; whoever goes in them does not know peace. [Rom_3:15-18]

  • Therefore are justice and right far from us, and righteousness and salvation do not overtake us. We expectantly wait for light, but [only] see darkness; for brightness, but we walk in obscurity and gloom.

  • We grope for the wall like the blind, yes, we grope like those who have no eyes. We stumble at noonday as in the twilight; in dark places and among those who are full of life and vigor, we are as dead men.

  • We all groan and growl like bears and moan plaintively like doves. We look for justice, but there is none; for salvation, but it is far from us.

  • For our transgressions are multiplied before You [O Master], and our sins testify against us; for our transgressions are with us, and as for our iniquities, we know and recognize them [as]:

  • Rebelling against and denying the Master, turning away from following our the Father, speaking oppression and revolt, conceiving in and muttering and moaning from the heart words of falsehood.

  • Justice is turned away backward, and righteousness (uprightness and right standing with the Father) stands far off; for truth has fallen in the street (the city’s forum), and uprightness cannot enter [the courts of justice].

  • Yes, truth is lacking, and he who departs from evil makes himself a prey. And the Master saw it, and it displeased Him that there was no justice.

  • And He saw that there was no man and wondered that there was no intercessor [no one to intervene on behalf of truth and right]; therefore His own arm brought Him victory, and His own righteousness [having the Spirit without measure] sustained Him. [Isa_53:11; Col_2:9; 1Jn_2:1-2]

  • For [the Master] put on righteousness as a breastplate or coat of mail, and salvation as a helmet upon His head; He put on garments of vengeance for clothing and was clad with zeal [and furious divine jealousy] as a cloak. [Eph_6:14, Eph_6:17; 1Th_5:8]

  • According as their deeds deserve, so will He repay wrath to His adversaries, recompense to His enemies; on the foreign islands and coastlands He will make compensation.

  • So [as the result of the Messiah’s intervention] they shall [reverently] fear the name of the Master from the west, and His glory from the rising of the sun. When the enemy shall come in like a flood, the Spirit of the Master will lift up a standard against him and put him to flight [for He will come like a rushing stream which the breath of the Master drives]. [Mat_8:11; Luk_13:29]

  • He shall come as a Redeemer to Zion and to those in Jacob (Israel) who turn from transgression, says the Master.

  • As for Me, this is My covenant or league with them, says the Master: My Spirit, Who is upon you [and Who writes the law of the Father inwardly on the heart], and My words which I have put in your mouth shall not depart out of your mouth, or out of the mouths of your [true, spiritual] children, or out of the mouths of your children’s children, says the Master, from henceforth and forever. [Jer_31:33; Rom_11:26-27; Gal_3:29; Heb_12:22-24]. End of quote.

And That Is Good! Excellent As A Matter Of Fact ..?

Why? BEHOLD! The Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation!? To be loved to love in return. Loved to love.

  • Nothing and no one no human or devil can ever thwart such plan. It stands forever in the land.
  • As quoted above:
  • …. •         So [as the result of the Messiah’s intervention] they shall [reverently] fear the name of the Master from the west, and His glory from the rising of the sun. When the enemy shall come in like a flood, the Spirit of the Master will lift up a standard against him and put him to flight [for He will come like a rushing stream which the breath of the Master drives]. [Mat_8:11; Luk_13:29]
  • He shall come as a Redeemer to Zion and to those in Jacob (Israel) who turn from transgression, says the Master.
  • As for Me, this is My covenant or league with them, says the Master: My Spirit, Who is upon you [and Who writes the law of the Father inwardly on the heart], and My words which I have put in your mouth shall not depart out of your mouth, or out of the mouths of your [true, spiritual] children, or out of the mouths of your children’s children, says the Master, from henceforth and forever. [Jer_31:33; Rom_11:26-27; Gal_3:29; Heb_12:22-24]. End of quote.

Believe It Or Not? The Last Cycle Is Here On This Year.

Again, and again, such is not my prediction or my derision or my belief of any kind. I do not write for myself.

I Write For The One We All Have To Mind Or Not …

The choice is individual and voluntary. The Master Creator of our beings shall never violate our own wills.

My profile. Who am I? Past. Present. 1. Past. A woman with a dysfunctional past big time. No matter what I did or not did? I could not function in the society of mankind. 2. Present. A functional woman—a human being under the care & protection of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings. 3. In the past? A defeated woman saddled not only with the Dysfunctional label but also with the Bipolar, Manic Depressive & Schizophrenic labels. 4. In the present? An overcoming woman by The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky! 5. By The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky? I have overcome not only the Dysfunctional label but also all the labels this world saddles on all unsuspecting human beings. I am now an inspirational writer. I write to give witness or evidence of the Mighty Presence of our Father/Creator.in my heart & in my practical life. Whatever for? What would my witness do for you? Woa! You got me there! But, right before Yahushua was caught up in the clouds to go to the right hand of the Father, Yahushua said, Acts 1:6-8 It is not for you to become acquainted with and know what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power. But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Set-Apart Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My Witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth. … In view of the above Scriptures the writer records the journal of her daily living to give an account—to witness of the work that the Almighty Creator of our beings has done and continues to do in her life. I am a witness of the Almighty Creator of our beings in my heart & soul and in my practical daily existence! This is not a bogus claim but a reality in the life of the Author/Publisher of one of these books or SITES that you are now viewing! Thanks for your kind attention!
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