New Post? Direct And To The Point Again …?

Master? What Am I To Be Direct And To The Point Now? …

Aha! So Now You Leading Me To Be Direct And To The Point Again…?

Master? What am I to be direct and to the point now? The last Direct And To The Point post did not fly. But now You are leading me to repeat that headline?

I posted in two sites. It is now Wednesday, June 9, 2021 at 5:50 pm. Two fives followed by a zero.

  • Grace and Preparation is to be proclaim big time from now on!
  • For I see the number 50 now.
  • That is telling me that the 50th year, the year of jubilee—when every man will return to his possession, when Israel will return, and the SPIRIT of Yahuwah will be poured out upon us is already taking place.
  • Indeed! All over the world Your Spirit is moving like the prophets said it was to be.
  • All honor and praise to the Mighty Yah of Israel!
  • I been sleeping.
  • Still hurting, but!
  • Yazeed came and sharing Your message with him made me feel better.
  • It is now Wednesday, June 9, 2021 at 11:11 pm.
  • The Internet is not working.
  • I need to use the phone to order the ATM card, but I cannot use the phone without Internet.
  • Unless You intervene, I do not know how to solve the problem.
  • I wait.
  • I noticed 2 elevens in the hour and minutes.
  • Are You telling me this is all part of Your judgement?
  • The Number Ten – Law, Testing, and Representation
  • The Number Eleven – Disorder and Judgment
  • The Number Twelve – Governing Order and Rulership
  • Eleven in Scripture seems to speak of disorder and judgment as if adding to the law (the number 10). Adding to God’s order or Torah creates disorder and subsequently judgment. Twelve, we will learn, speaks of God’s perfect government and eleven seems to fall just short of that.
  • And I, if I be LIFTED UP from the earth, will draw all men unto me.
  • Ha! After the hour and minutes of judgement?
  • We will learn to lift Yahushua up from the earth or accept the life, death, and resurrection of Yahushua.
  • Then? Yahushua shall draw all men to Him.
  • Master? I refuse to make my own conclusions.
  • I wait on You to confirm this matter to me.
  • But the confirmation I am pleading for it is not as before when I would find isolated verses of Scriptures to confirm my own delusions.
  • You know me better than I know myself.
  • So? My confidence is set on You.
  • I wait.
  • Well? I clicked to see if the Internet was working.
  • One email:
  • Parking Lot of Major Jerusalem Hospital Collapses into Sinkhole. Wow, this is insane to watch on camera! Thank G-d the situation wasn’t worse. It is being investigated as to why this happened.
  • Strange news.
  • Is this part of Your confirmation on the judgement taking place now?
  • I’ll see. I wait.
  • What to do while I wait?
  • I trimmed my plant.
  • Hopefully I did not kill it.
  • Maybe I work on the PDF file.
  • It is coming to me to set the file as a book.
  • Master? Much problem setting the book format, but!
  • You are the solver of all my problems, so?
  • On to the task.
  • It is now Thursday, June 10, 2021 at 1:09 am.
  • I feel kind of discouraged and fearful, but!
  • I refuse to live by the way I feel or think.
  • The reality of my life is set on You now and forever.
  • No need to worry about the way I feel or think.
  • I am going on by the power You have invested unto me.
  • That is the way it is.
  • That is the way it shall forever be.
  • I will head for bed and hope for sleep.
  • Perhaps You will resolve my problems while I sleep.
  • I did not sleep.
  • The problem is worse.
  • Now I cannot get the google phone to connect.
  • I wait.
  • You will resolve the problem on Your time and discretion.
  • Of that I am sure.
  • It is now Thursday, June 10, 2021 at 4:38 am.
  • Heading for bed again.
  • Up on Thursday, June 10, 2021 at 6:49 am.
  • Here I am waiting to see what is to happen on this day.
  • It is now Thursday, June 10, 2021 at 12:24 pm, and?
  • Nothing has developed other than frustrations with the book setup.
  • I quit!

Master? The Problems Keep Piling Up …?

Help me to keep my composure. It is now Thursday, June 10, 2021 at 3:56 pm. Nothing is working out for me.

  • But You know it.
  • Well? O my Master! I got food, fruit, and juice, but!
  • No chocolates. Why the chocolates are so important to me?
  • Because they contain the nutrients that my body is deficient in., but You know it my Master.
  • Heading for bed on Thursday, June 10, 2021 at 11:30 pm.
  • It is now Friday, June 11, 2021 at 3:29 am.
  • The phone not working.
  • Still sleepy. Going back to bed.

Master! Master! My Beloved Master! Thank You …?

It is now Friday, June 11, 2021 at 7:41 am. Been up since 6:30 am. You have put all things together in my mind, and?

  • I feel so much better.
  • No kidding! I am not depending on my feelings or my thinking, but!
  • Those feelings and thinking can certainly drive me to despair!
  • Even so? No problem.
  • You are in control not only of those feelings and thinking but of the devil himself that push such in my carnal mind.
  • What a blessing!
  • Mourning might last for a night or nights, but!
  • Dancing comes with dawn!
  • Let’s see how the psalmist put it.

Quote:

Joy Comes with the Morning.

Psalms 30:1-12 AMPC+

  • A Psalm; a Song at the Dedication of the Temple. [A Psalm] of David. I WILL extol You, O Master, for You have lifted me up and have not let my foes rejoice over me.
  • Master my Yah, I cried to You and You have healed me.
  • Master, You have brought my life up from Sheol (the place of the dead); You have kept me alive, that I should not go down to the pit (the grave).
  • Sing to the Master, O you saints of His, and give thanks at the remembrance of His holy name.
  • For His anger is but for a moment, but His favor is for a lifetime or in His favor is life. Weeping may endure for a night, but joy comes in the morning. [2Co_4:17]
  • As for me, in my prosperity I said, I shall never be moved.
  • By Your favor, O Master, You have established me as a strong mountain; You hid Your face, and I was troubled.
  • I cried to You, O Master, and to the Master I made supplication.
  • What profit is there in my blood, when I go down to the pit (the grave)? Will the dust praise You? Will it declare Your truth and faithfulness to men?
  • Hear, O Master, have mercy and be gracious to me! O Master, be my helper!
  • You have turned my mourning into dancing for me; You have put off my sackcloth and girded me with gladness,
  • To the end that my tongue and my heart and everything glorious within me may sing praise to You and not be silent. O Master my Yah, I will give thanks to You forever. End of quote.

Hello People Out Theeeare …!!!

I could and I have written those same words myself umpteen number of times for over 30 years of journaling my life!

  • To the end that my tongue and my heart and everything glorious within me may sing praise to Him Whom my heart belongs and not be silent.

O My Beloved Master! How Well You Know It …?

It is coming to me to end the book on this note. The saga of my life continues on the up and up spiritually but in the natural? Who knows?

  • All honor and praise to the Mighty Yah of Israel!

“My beloved Thia, you are now beyond the realm of disturbing feelings and emotions and imaginations. From now on all your doings shall become sensible and your feelings for goodness shall intensify as well as your feelings for badness. And your thoughts shall be under the captivity of My thoughts. This drastic change within your being shall soon take hold of the hearts of many who would turn to Me and esteem My name as they see your good works.”

So be it.

Your crystal pure love now in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

  • Do not search and investigate and pore over the Scriptures for eternal life in the Kingdom of Heaven.
  • Search your heart.
  • The kingdom of heaven is within your heart. (Luke 17:20-21).

It Does Not Get Any Easier …?

In fact it gets harder and harder as the days and weeks and months go by dealing with irresponsible people.

But You know it my Master.

Perhaps it is just my perception of it all.

Help me my Beloved Master! Help me!

This day is ending without any evidence of change.

Midnight. Friday, June 11, 2021 at 11:55 pm.

Again, Ahmad promised to be here this morning, but!

Neither he came nor he called or answered my calls until now he mumbled he is sleeping.

Master? It Hurts! Help Me! …?

And the tears flow. One more 7th Day of Rest. I am resting on You without any reservations whatsoever. These tears are Your tears.

  • Thank You.
  • Working on the PDF helped me out.
  • I am now heading for bed on Saturday, June 12, 2021 at 3:31 am.
  • I am up. Hoping for Your embrace today.
  • Date and time? Saturday, June 12, 2021 at 6:45 am.
  • I pray today to forget the ills of yesterday.
  • I pray today to go on and on with the eternal bliss of Your morning kiss.
  • It is now Saturday, June 12, 2021 at 1:38 pm.
  • I talked to Ahmad.
  • He will talk to me later about his problem now.
  • That’s OK with me.
  • It help me to quit the suspicions churning in my mind.
  • Now? I have not been able to set up the PDF booklet.
  • Perhaps there is conflict with my pasts setups.
  • I will now shut off/unplug the computer to see if that clears any conflict.
  • Windows needed to update.
  • Update is downloaded but not installed.
  • Intel drivers updated.
  • Office 365 updated.
  • It is now Saturday, June 12, 2021 at 3:22 pm.
  • I am calm despite all the setbacks.
  • Thank You.
  • Waiting to see where to go next.
  • Perhaps setting up a new document.
  • 4:05 pm restarting for Windows big update to install.
  • I worked and worked and waited and waited to hear from someone to no avail.
  • I finally went to bed around 9:30 pm but did not record anything here.
  • It is now Sunday, June 13, 2021 at 4:52 am.
  • In an email to my girls I gave an account of what happened.

Quote:

My 82th Birhtday

Roxana says if I need help, ASK. Well? I need help but I decided NOT to ask. Instead? I prayed in the Spirit with my own words in broken English. The Spirit within me knows better than me what or when or how to ask for whatever I need.

Me? I need to pay for my site hosting=$90.xx. I need an AC=$???. I need ???. MAN! Those are just a few of the things I THINK I need, but!

The Spirit within me knows best what is in the will of the Father for me, and?

Guess what? The Father has prepared so much more than what my puny imagination can conceive.

No kidding! It is written,

  • 1 Corinthians 2:7-10 AMPC+(7)
  • But rather what we are setting forth is a wisdom of God once hidden [from the human understanding] and now revealed to us by God–[that wisdom] which God devised and decreed before the ages for our glorification [to lift us into the glory of His presence].
  • (8) None of the rulers of this age or world perceived and recognized and understood this, for if they had, they would never have crucified the Lord of glory.
  • (9) But, on the contrary, as the Scripture says, What eye has not seen and ear has not heard and has not entered into the heart of man, [all that] God has prepared (made and keeps ready) for those who love Him [N1who hold Him in affectionate reverence, promptly obeying Him and gratefully recognizing the benefits He has bestowed]. [Isa_64:4; Isa_65:17]
  • (10) Yet to us God has unveiled and revealed them by and through His Spirit, for the [Holy] Spirit searches diligently, exploring and examining everything, even sounding the profound and bottomless things of God [the N1divine counsels and things hidden and beyond man’s scrutiny]. End of quote.

THIS IS TOTALLY AMAZING TO ME.  The more I hold Him in affectionate reverence, promptly obeying Him and gratefully recognizing the benefits He has bestowed? The more He confirms His written words to me.

So? Tomorrow It will be 82 years since my birth. I been talking about my birthday for days now. But today I made up my mind not to expect anything for tomorrow but to enjoy my blessings of today.  Sure enough! With that thought in mind I went to sleep and did not even checked my emails.

I slept soundly. I woke up after about 3 hours of sleep. There was hot food waiting for me. Whoever brought it did not wake me up. I ate. Then? CHECK THE EMAILS! WHAT?

The rest is history! The money shall be in the bank on my birthday. One more day to be calm. Well? least calm inside of me. Hope you all enjoy my tall tale. Lov, mom.

  • Heading back to bed on Sunday, June 13, 2021 at 4:59 am.
  • It is now Sunday, June 13, 2021 at 8:16 am.

Thank You My Beloved Master …

Your joy continues to burst within my being. Your joy is not anything liken to emotionalism. It bursts within and fills one’s heart even when without the emotions are depleted.

  • And the tears flow.
  • It is now Sunday, June 13, 2021 at 9:28 am.
  • So much You revealed to me while quietly I sat in that quaint little garden in the roof.
  • Yes! You revealed Your cleansing work in the souls of Your beloved children.
  • The cleansing is taking place at the same time You are descending to the Kingdom of Heaven within the hearts of many souls.
  • That is what made my tears flow.
  • It is now Sunday, June 13, 2021 at 10:17 am.

The Armor Of A Heavy-Armed Soldier Which God Supplies …?

I used to picture myself as in the illustrations of Ephesians 6 but at this moment? Such illustrations faded away as I heard,

“My faithfulness is the armor I have invested upon you. Nothing compared to the heavy-armed soldier which man pictures it to be. It is written:

John 6:63.

It is the Spirit Who gives life, He is the Life-giver; the flesh conveys no benefit whatever, there is no profit in it. The words (truths) that I have been speaking to you are spirit and life/ End of quote.”

Wow! What A Revelation To Start My Today …?

Well? What can I say? You know my Beloved Master that I am human, it is only natural to think or hope for more good surprises for my birthday. Perhaps hearing from the rest of my girls.

  • But it is already Sunday, June 13, 2021 at 4:51 pm. and there is no news. Boohoo!
  • Even so? You know that I live and breathe in Your Presence. My human expectations are of no consequence at all.
  • It is now Sunday, June 13, 2021 at 7:32 pm.

Update …?

Well? The heat of the day is subsiding. I received a blessing for Roxana this time. I replied to her and with the words You inspired to me? I blessed her in return.

Quote:

  • I tell you? Father is making a believer out of me! I know we are all skeptical about His ways but! That does not ruffle His feathers. He continues to work for our good. Right now? I am focused on Him despite the whims of my carnal nature.
  • I sat in the garden this morning to reflect on things in His Presence. Now, bear in mind that the DOVE is a symbol of His Spirit. The subject right now is the present judgment to prevent for us the doom of the final judgement plus His Kingdom coming down to earth and? He will come first to His Kingdom in our hearts. Separation of our natures requires His cleansing. That is all taking place right now in the one by one basis.
  • There is one dove I see after I am sitting in the garden for a bit. This dove comes to the same spot. Sometimes she turns around, looks here and there for a few minutes then flies away. This morning was so especial.
  • Reflecting on the above matter the dove appeared. She extended her wings and began to cleanse herself. She turned around and around for quite a few minutes. Looked my way. Then? Flew downwards this time.
  • It came to me: She flew downwards to His Kingdom in the many souls recipients of His cleansing. Amazing! Take this as my blessing to reciprocate your blessing. lov, mom

The Approach Of My 82nd Birthday …?

Sunday, June 13, 2021 at 8:35 pm. Bed? It’s 11:55 pm. The midnight is approaching. This day shall be history.

  • And now? My big day per say! Monday, June 14, 2021 at12:00 am.

Wow! My 82nd Birthday Has Now Begun …

Alright! Heading back to bed to rest in You. Wow! It is now Monday, June 14, 2021 at 5:39 am. What do You have in mind for me from now on my Beloved Master?

Direct And To The Point Again …?

“Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Remember the words I have spoken to you more than once. For I know you better than you know yourself.”

After Much Reflecting I Hear You Now More Than I Ever Did Before. Amazing! …?

I noticed the numbers on the moment I recorded the date and time to begin this day in Your Presence. Ah! back to the meaning of numbers? Let me see. The hour/minutes? 5:39 am.

  • Without any more ado? On to Brad’s Gematria to hear from You.

Quote:

The Number Five – Grace and Preparation

The number five is generally agreed to be one of a handful of numbers similar to the church at Philadelphia. No bad things to say about it. Every source I have concerning this number associates the idea of God’s grace and life to it.

The Number Three – Completion and Manifestation.

As we arrive at the number three, we now begin to get dimension and depth, as in length, width, and breadth. This characteristic of the number three will help us with some insight into it’s base meaning of completeness and dimensionality with respect to manifestation and expression. Three gives us the full picture of what we need to gain insight into that which we cannot see. We will see that the number three is found in many of the aspects of the essence of the Mighty One of Israel.

The Number Nine – Fruitfulness and Giving.

The number nine paints a picture of bearing fruit and giving. End of quote.

You Have Given Me Grace And Life To Proclaim Your Purpose For My Life …?

To Bear Fruit And Giving? O my Beloved Master! How that applies to me on this day of my 82nd birthday?

“Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Come on! As a human being you get despondent, down, and out. You tend to evade Me. Why?

  • My precious child! Why such human reaction to My words sometimes?
  • Because you do not understand the meaning of bearing fruit.
  • Even so? My precious one, you do not need to understand.
  • The Fact?
  • No matter your human reaction or your lack of understanding you are bearing and giving more fruit than you can ever imagine, but!
  • If there would be no setbacks in all your doings?
  • If I would allow you to succeed by the power of your mind or understanding?
  • You would be shinning the glamourous light to please a world lusting for carnal pleasure.
  • That, My child, will never ever happen.
  • No matter all in the human department?
  • I am sustaining you in My department.
  • Don’t you ever forget it! End of quote.

Aha! So Now You Leading Me To Be Direct And To The Point Again…?

Master? What am I to be direct and to the point now? The last Direct And To The Point post did not fly. But now You are leading me to repeat that headline?

“My precious child now is the time to be direct and to the point about your need for help. Up to this point of your journey in My Presence I have instructed you not to ask for human help. Why?

  • O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart?
  • The human help in the human’s nature is in fact corrupted until My time comes to separate the human nature and My nature within My children.
  • Such separation is a painful cleansing process.
  • But it must take place to uncorrupt the human’s help endeavor.
  • Thus? My children suffer.
  • Even so? The time to end the cleansing process by the power of My love is now.

But Why Are You Still Suffering? …

I recorded this headline but I did not record any dates since 5:39 am.

Ahmad came with breakfast for me.

We communicated somehow but then?

Emergency! Forget all discussed.

His manager had death in family.

Mandatory for him to be with his manager.

He left in a huff and puff attitude.

Have not heard from him since.

I recorded what You gave me after Ahmad left.

Quote:

But Why Are You Still Suffering? …

“My precious child you are sensing My suffering as I see each one of My children entrapped by the powers and principalities in high places.

You are not fighting against flesh and blood even when My children are willfully entrapped by such powers.

The ancestors willfully chose to live by what seem good to them in their mind against My commands.

My children have inherited that human mind from their ancestors.

And that human mind is controlled by the human will.

And I cannot go against the human will.

This is only a brief reminder of what you are now observing that is causing such suffering to you.

Bear in mind that you are a human possessor of a human mind just like the rest of My children.

Therefore? Your human nature is the cause of your suffering as well.

For your human nature prompts you to self-condemnation in hindsight causing you to hurt and despair.

Even so? You are no longer living by the doings of your human nature, so?

No need to condemn yourself because of Ahmad’s reaction to My words spoken by your mouth.

All things are working together for your good and the good of all of your concern.

From this day forth I have prepared for you more blessings that you can conceive despite the fact of this momentary scoffing with your gifted son.

Relax.

The power of My love for Ahmad no foe can withstand. End of Your words.

  • Then? I have been busy checking and answering emails.
  • Also trying to set up the Google Voice number to no avail.

Master? Nothing Is Working For Me Again …?

It is now Monday, June 14, 2021 at 4:43 pm. Just now? I realized that is my birthday and nothing is working for me so far.

In frustration and not knowing what to do it came to me to come to You.

That is when I found out that I had not recorded anything since You spoke to my heart telling me to relax.

I know You mean what You speak to me.

So? This day is not over yet.

Ha! Ahmad just called.

He is out there visiting a friend.

He is beating himself mentally because he did not go to help his manager.

Now? Monday, June 14, 2021, at 5:10 pm.

Master? The Whole World Is A Mad House, But This Area Beats It All …?

Anyhow? I cannot afford to dwell on this matter. You know all about it. Now? Back the subject to be direct and to the point about my need for help.

Should I Activate The PayPal Donations Plugin? …

Master? How am I to introduce this matter? I need Your confirmation to proceed. I will now check how I can activate the plugin.

It is now Monday, June 14, 2021 at 10:59 pm.

Thank You for my blessings of today.

My site is paid.

I should be getting the monies for my AC tonight or tomorrow.

Thank You.

It’s midnight! 12:00 am on Tuesday, June 15, 2021.

My day is over but my coming days are only beginning.

The Internet is not working.

Heading for bed.

It is now Tuesday, June 15, 2021 at 2:19 am.

I will now post these last entries and see what You got in store for me.

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Until next post Your love in my heart remains for all.

My profile. Who am I? Past. Present. 1. Past. A woman with a dysfunctional past big time. No matter what I did or not did? I could not function in the society of mankind. 2. Present. A functional woman—a human being under the care & protection of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings. 3. In the past? A defeated woman saddled not only with the Dysfunctional label but also with the Bipolar, Manic Depressive & Schizophrenic labels. 4. In the present? An overcoming woman by The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky! 5. By The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky? I have overcome not only the Dysfunctional label but also all the labels this world saddles on all unsuspecting human beings. I am now an inspirational writer. I write to give witness or evidence of the Mighty Presence of our Father/Creator.in my heart & in my practical life. Whatever for? What would my witness do for you? Woa! You got me there! But, right before Yahushua was caught up in the clouds to go to the right hand of the Father, Yahushua said, Acts 1:6-8 It is not for you to become acquainted with and know what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power. But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Set-Apart Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My Witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth. … In view of the above Scriptures the writer records the journal of her daily living to give an account—to witness of the work that the Almighty Creator of our beings has done and continues to do in her life. I am a witness of the Almighty Creator of our beings in my heart & soul and in my practical daily existence! This is not a bogus claim but a reality in the life of the Author/Publisher of one of these books or SITES that you are now viewing! Thanks for your kind attention!
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