So be it.
Your crystal pure love now in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.
- Do not search and investigate and pore over the Scriptures for eternal life in the Kingdom of Heaven.
- Search your heart.
- The kingdom of heaven is within your heart. (Luke 17:20-21).
It Does Not Get Any Easier …?
In fact it gets harder and harder as the days and weeks and months go by dealing with irresponsible people.
But You know it my Master.
Perhaps it is just my perception of it all.
Help me my Beloved Master! Help me!
This day is ending without any evidence of change.
Midnight. Friday, June 11, 2021 at 11:55 pm.
Again, Ahmad promised to be here this morning, but!
Neither he came nor he called or answered my calls until now he mumbled he is sleeping.
Master? It Hurts! Help Me! …?
And the tears flow. One more 7th Day of Rest. I am resting on You without any reservations whatsoever. These tears are Your tears.
- Thank You.
- Working on the PDF helped me out.
- I am now heading for bed on Saturday, June 12, 2021 at 3:31 am.
- I am up. Hoping for Your embrace today.
- Date and time? Saturday, June 12, 2021 at 6:45 am.
- I pray today to forget the ills of yesterday.
- I pray today to go on and on with the eternal bliss of Your morning kiss.
- It is now Saturday, June 12, 2021 at 1:38 pm.
- I talked to Ahmad.
- He will talk to me later about his problem now.
- That’s OK with me.
- It help me to quit the suspicions churning in my mind.
- Now? I have not been able to set up the PDF booklet.
- Perhaps there is conflict with my pasts setups.
- I will now shut off/unplug the computer to see if that clears any conflict.
- Windows needed to update.
- Update is downloaded but not installed.
- Intel drivers updated.
- Office 365 updated.
- It is now Saturday, June 12, 2021 at 3:22 pm.
- I am calm despite all the setbacks.
- Thank You.
- Waiting to see where to go next.
- Perhaps setting up a new document.
- 4:05 pm restarting for Windows big update to install.
- I worked and worked and waited and waited to hear from someone to no avail.
- I finally went to bed around 9:30 pm but did not record anything here.
- It is now Sunday, June 13, 2021 at 4:52 am.
- In an email to my girls I gave an account of what happened.