His Purpose For The Saga Of My Life …? Revised …

To Jolt The Mind And Soul Of Each Individual Child Of His …?

We were all in a building with a main door, but my dead grandson Cory grabbed me by the hand and opened a small door. His young buddy was there waiting for him. The two of them began to urge me to hurry up because the security were after us. We were going fishing in the right spot. I was wearing high top black shoes. We came to puddles of water in the field, but I kept following them. I stepped in the muddy puddles. I could hear my feet squishing the water, but I kept going on. I could see the fishing poles the youngsters were carrying. We came to what it seemed like a cliff. I could see the clear water down from the cliff. The youngsters ready to fling the fishing poles. But I thought to myself, how no big fish could be in what it seemed to be just a creek not even a river. And I woke up.

On To The Next Post. What Will It Be? My Natural Or Carnal Mind?

The Root Of All My Troubles. It is now Sunday, June 20, 2021 at 6:37 am. I finished posting in the main site but I am sleepy.

  • I will head for bed and continue posting on waking up.
  • Up around 7 am.
  • My heart constricted.
  • The tears began to flow.
  • My plead to halt the goings on in my mind.

I Began To Search For The Dove Through My Window …

Suddenly the dove flew in to the same spot she comes at all times. A minute or so she flew away in the left direction.

  • Then? Another dove perched herself in the pole next to the spot.
  • The dove flew back and sat on top of the pole.
  • A few seconds and the dove flew to the spot looking my way.
  • I watched wondering what You were trying to communicate to me.
  • Suddenly? The two doves flew away towards the left.

Your Message? …

It came to me You are teaching Your ways to Ahmad. I am not to despair. Only wait. You have given me Your strength to wait (the pole that I never notice before).

Your Strength? …

To wait with patience and composure for the redemption of our bodies from sensuality and the grave, which will reveal our adoption, our manifestation as Your sons. (Romans 8:23.)

  • It is now Sunday, June 20, 2021 at 9:56 am.

Here I Am My Beloved Master! Naked In Your Sight …

As in Hebrews 4:13 And not a creature exists that is concealed from His sight, but all things are open and exposed, NAKED and defenseless to the eyes of Him with Whom we have to do.

Search Me And Know My Heart; Test My Thoughts …

Point out anything you find in me that makes you sad and lead me along the path of everlasting life. As in Psalms 139.

  • It is now Sunday, June 20, 2021 at 11:23 am.

Master? I Must Take A Break To Reflect And Take Care Of Chores …

Must water the plants. Must fix my eats and eat. All the time I keep my mind set on You. Finished. Now? I find myself at stand still.

  • I need to continue the posting, but I sense I am to wait.

What Is It That I Am Waiting For? …

I am waiting for Ahmad’s call with news about the tables. The AC blows right on me. Not pleasant at all. I need the tables to move my sitting arrangement.

What To Do My Master? …

It came to me to call Ahmad to let him know my predicament. I called. It seems that he understood but I am not sure.

  • He promised to continue searching for the tables.
  • Or to send me help to move my setup away from the AC.
  • I wait.

Aha! Now I Know For Sure. My Mind? The Root Of All My Troubles …?

Perhaps that was Your message this morning. Perhaps that dove on the pole meant Ahmad searching for the tables with his strength.

  • Ha! I have been at stand still all this time not knowing what to do.
  • I did not realize that the goings of my mind were still going on.
  • On waking up this morning? My heart constricted.
  • The tears began to flow.
  • My plead to halt the goings on in my mind.
  • Then? I watched the show of the dove.
  • I made my own conclusion without realizing it.
  • Thus? My mind continued going on about Ahmad’s doings.
  • It is now Sunday, June 20, 2021 at 4:58 pm.

What Is The Lesson From It All Today …?

You are teaching me to be direct and to the point. People cannot read my mind or my meaning. And I cannot read theirs.

  • It is now still Sunday, June 20, 2021 at 11:19 pm.
  • The screen kept jumping big time.
  • I quit working and proceeded to take a shower.
  • Once refreshed, I contacted AVG support about the jumping.
  • It looks like the issue is with Word.
  • I need to reinstall the program.
  • But the connection comes and goes.
  • I cannot contact Microsoft support.

Frustrated! …

Roxana popped with the most unusual email. In searching for info for her family tree she found info about me. She found an ad about my embroidery business in 1962.

  • That frustrated me even more because I do not remember ever placing such ad.
  • Anyhow? Roxana and I chatted for a while.
  • I was able to bent out my frustrations to her.
  • She connected with understanding my predicament.
  • Then? Hannah. She came bearing a bowl of delicious fruits.
  • She left.
  • I crashed in bed and slept until about an hour ago.
  • I got up to fix me some eats.

Now? Here I Am My Master! I Need You! …

I know You are teaching me to be direct and to the point. At the same time, You are teaching me to be wise as a serpent and mild as a dove, but! It seems to me I am not getting it at all!

My profile. Who am I? Past. Present. 1. Past. A woman with a dysfunctional past big time. No matter what I did or not did? I could not function in the society of mankind. 2. Present. A functional woman—a human being under the care & protection of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings. 3. In the past? A defeated woman saddled not only with the Dysfunctional label but also with the Bipolar, Manic Depressive & Schizophrenic labels. 4. In the present? An overcoming woman by The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky! 5. By The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky? I have overcome not only the Dysfunctional label but also all the labels this world saddles on all unsuspecting human beings. I am now an inspirational writer. I write to give witness or evidence of the Mighty Presence of our Father/Creator.in my heart & in my practical life. Whatever for? What would my witness do for you? Woa! You got me there! But, right before Yahushua was caught up in the clouds to go to the right hand of the Father, Yahushua said, Acts 1:6-8 It is not for you to become acquainted with and know what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power. But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Set-Apart Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My Witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth. … In view of the above Scriptures the writer records the journal of her daily living to give an account—to witness of the work that the Almighty Creator of our beings has done and continues to do in her life. I am a witness of the Almighty Creator of our beings in my heart & soul and in my practical daily existence! This is not a bogus claim but a reality in the life of the Author/Publisher of one of these books or SITES that you are now viewing! Thanks for your kind attention!
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