Suddenly the dove flew in to the same spot she comes at all times. A minute or so she flew away in the left direction.
- Then? Another dove perched herself in the pole next to the spot.
- The dove flew back and sat on top of the pole.
- A few seconds and the dove flew to the spot looking my way.
- I watched wondering what You were trying to communicate to me.
- Suddenly? The two doves flew away towards the left.
Your Message? …
It came to me You are teaching Your ways to Ahmad. I am not to despair. Only wait. You have given me Your strength to wait (the pole that I never notice before).
Your Strength? …
To wait with patience and composure for the redemption of our bodies from sensuality and the grave, which will reveal our adoption, our manifestation as Your sons. (Romans 8:23.)
- It is now Sunday, June 20, 2021 at 9:56 am.
Here I Am My Beloved Master! Naked In Your Sight …
As in Hebrews 4:13 And not a creature exists that is concealed from His sight, but all things are open and exposed, NAKED and defenseless to the eyes of Him with Whom we have to do.
Search Me And Know My Heart; Test My Thoughts …
Point out anything you find in me that makes you sad and lead me along the path of everlasting life. As in Psalms 139.
- It is now Sunday, June 20, 2021 at 11:23 am.
Master? I Must Take A Break To Reflect And Take Care Of Chores …
Must water the plants. Must fix my eats and eat. All the time I keep my mind set on You. Finished. Now? I find myself at stand still.
- I need to continue the posting, but I sense I am to wait.
What Is It That I Am Waiting For? …
I am waiting for Ahmad’s call with news about the tables. The AC blows right on me. Not pleasant at all. I need the tables to move my sitting arrangement.
What To Do My Master? …
It came to me to call Ahmad to let him know my predicament. I called. It seems that he understood but I am not sure.
- He promised to continue searching for the tables.
- Or to send me help to move my setup away from the AC.
- I wait.
Aha! Now I Know For Sure. My Mind? The Root Of All My Troubles …?
Perhaps that was Your message this morning. Perhaps that dove on the pole meant Ahmad searching for the tables with his strength.
- Ha! I have been at stand still all this time not knowing what to do.
- I did not realize that the goings of my mind were still going on.
- On waking up this morning? My heart constricted.
- The tears began to flow.
- My plead to halt the goings on in my mind.
- Then? I watched the show of the dove.
- I made my own conclusion without realizing it.
- Thus? My mind continued going on about Ahmad’s doings.
- It is now Sunday, June 20, 2021 at 4:58 pm.
What Is The Lesson From It All Today …?
You are teaching me to be direct and to the point. People cannot read my mind or my meaning. And I cannot read theirs.
- It is now still Sunday, June 20, 2021 at 11:19 pm.
- The screen kept jumping big time.
- I quit working and proceeded to take a shower.
- Once refreshed, I contacted AVG support about the jumping.
- It looks like the issue is with Word.
- I need to reinstall the program.
- But the connection comes and goes.
- I cannot contact Microsoft support.
Frustrated! …
Roxana popped with the most unusual email. In searching for info for her family tree she found info about me. She found an ad about my embroidery business in 1962.
- That frustrated me even more because I do not remember ever placing such ad.
- Anyhow? Roxana and I chatted for a while.
- I was able to bent out my frustrations to her.
- She connected with understanding my predicament.
- Then? Hannah. She came bearing a bowl of delicious fruits.
- She left.
- I crashed in bed and slept until about an hour ago.
- I got up to fix me some eats.
Now? Here I Am My Master! I Need You! …
I know You are teaching me to be direct and to the point. At the same time, You are teaching me to be wise as a serpent and mild as a dove, but! It seems to me I am not getting it at all!
