His Purpose For The Saga Of My Life …? Revised …


Represent the creature liberated of the karmic carnal bonds, 80, incarnated in a universe of duality, 2, enjoying the material world without transgressing the Law of the Cosmos – 8 + 2 = 10. It is the harmony in the matter.

Wow! Exactly The Final Conclusion For Us All To Come To …?

So? This is the meaning of my 82nd Birthday. Again, You have brought me to conclude as in Ecclesiastes 12.

  • And now more than ever before I only hear and set in my mind the words which are given as proceeding from One Shepherd.


Ecclesiastes 12 11 14

  • The words of the wise are like prodding goads, and firmly fixed [in the mind] like nails are the collected sayings which are given [as proceeding] from one Shepherd.
  • But about going further [than the words given by one Shepherd], my son, be warned. Of making many books there is no end [so do not believe everything you read], and much study is a weariness of the flesh.
  • All has been heard; the end of the matter is:
  • Fear God [revere and worship Him, knowing that He is].
  • Keep His commandments
  • For this is the whole of man [the full, original purpose of his creation
  • The object of God’s providence.
  • The root of character
  • The foundation of all happiness
  • The adjustment to all inharmonious circumstances and conditions under the sun and the whole duty for every man
  • For God shall bring every work into judgment, with every secret thing, whether it is good or evil. End of quote.

The Adjustment To All Inharmonious Circumstances …?

Still reflecting on my 82nd birthday and the Scriptures above I noticed the time, 12:00 pm. Wow! Exactly what I am to emphasize from now on, The Number Twelve – Governing Order and Rulership.

  • In other words?
  • Governing Order and Rulership or the Adjustment To All Inharmonious Circumstances.

It Is All Fitting Together Amazingly …?

It is the harmony in the matter or the adjustment of the inharmonious that is taking place right now. At the same time the soul liberated of the carnal bonds is now surfacing.

  • Thus, 80=8 for newness and a fresh beginning and 2 for the division which is the result of sin, disobedience, and rebellion.
  • Division of the 2 must take place to begin afresh enjoying the material world without transgressing the Highest Law.
  • Heading for bed can’t keep my eyes open. Tuesday, June 15, 2021 at 6:23 pm.
  • Up now on Tuesday, June 15, 2021 at 8:49 pm

Again. Do You Now Begin To See My Ways Clearly My Child? …

“The Purpose For These Posts To Be Air Out In The World’s NET Is To Enlighten My Children. Even so? O My child, the false teachings rampart for years on end and ingrained on My children’s mind is alarming to you.

  • Regardless! You must continue posting these matters even when you feel so stupid against the might of the human mind.

  • You must continue posting even when your loved ones discard the truth You are exposing to them with your testimony of the work I am and have been doing in your life.

  • For My children despise Me now for lack of rightful understanding.

  • But I am in control of it all despite the arrogance of the human’s mind.

  • And I have a plan to restore My beloved children to the original intent for their creation.

  • And no matter who believes or not despite all odds I will accomplish My plan. End of quote.

  • Another day begins on Wednesday, June 16, 2021 at 12:00 am.

One More Day In Your Presence …?

I want to cry but my eyes are dry. Perhaps You have dried my tears, no need to cry. Hannah. No doubt about it, You sent Hannah to the task just like I asked.

  • How can I cry and weep when I see it all so neat?

Ah! So Neat Your Way Beat …

With You there is no defeat. You said, My precious child now is the time to be direct and to the point about your need for help. Me? I said, Should I activate PayPal Donations?

  • Well? I activated the plug with hopes of money for repairs.
  • Who knows? But!
  • It turns out my help was just down the stairs!
  • Hannah came announcing her cleaning expertise, but!
  • I had no idea of what her Arabic announcement was about.
  • Suddenly! It came to me to ask her help to fix my wobbling setup for a working counter.
  • Wow! What a marvel! Hannah? No English. Me? No Arabic but!
  • The communication?
  • Like magic she understood my instructions with simple hand motions!
  • We covered the heavy blocks—a task that would have brought tears to my eyes in the past.
  • She then proceeded cheerfully to detail cleaning the cabinet and drawers sets.
  • Next? Under the plants. The counters. Everything meticulously and spotless!
  • Me? I finally sat mesmerized to see Your blessings materializing right in my sight.
  • And the PayPal Donations plugin I asked You to confirm for me?
  • O mine! I sense a burst of joy within my heart!
  • I wait.
  • The NET still not working but!
  • No problem.
  • Your joy feels my heart.
  • No room for regrets of any kind.

So Much Is Happening! …

It is now Wednesday, June 16, 2021 at 4:09 am. I slept from about 8:30 pm until around 10 pm. last night. Then food came. I ate. Then?

  • The Internet connected with a voice mail from an unknown Webroot Antivirus requesting confirmation of $9.00 charge.
  • That quickened me to get in touch with my AVG subscription.
  • All in all AVG support remote assist me with the computer jumping.
  • I reported the Webroot as span.
  • Then I called Joyce to find out how things were and if she had sent the money.
  • She sent the money yesterday, but I never got the email.
  • She resend it.
  • I got it this time.
  • Hopefully, I get the AC today.
  • Now? I should go to bed but I am not sleepy.
  • What to do?
  • Master? Ah! sleepy now just at the mention of Your name!
  • Wednesday, June 16, 2021 at 4:25 am.
  • Up on Wednesday, June 16, 2021 at 7:21 am.

Crossing Muddy Waters To Go Fishing. Dream …

  • We were all in a building with a main door, but my dead grandson Cory grabbed me by the hand and opened a small door.
  • His young buddy was there waiting for him.
  • The two of them began to urge me to hurry up because the security were after us.
  • We were going fishing in the right spot.
  • I was wearing high top black shoes.
  • We came to puddles of water in the field, but I kept following them.
  • I stepped in the muddy puddles.
  • I could hear my feet squishing the water, but I kept going on.
  • I could see the fishing poles the youngsters were carrying.
  • We came to what it seemed like a cliff.
  • I could see the clear water down from the cliff.
  • The youngsters ready to fling the fishing poles.
  • But I thought to myself, how no big fish could be in what it seemed to be just a creek not even a river.
  • And I woke up.

Ha! Back To The Meaning Of Numbers In Your Written Words …?

Three sets of numbers to begin this 2nd day of my 82nd birthday. In the meaning of these numbers, I am to find the meaning of such dream. First thing I noticed in those numbers is the number 2 in all of them.

  • Another day begins on Wednesday, June 16, 2021 at 12:00 am.
  • Wednesday, June 16, 2021 at 4:25 am.
  • Up on Wednesday, June 16, 2021 at 7:21 am.
  1. 12:00=Number 2 followed by double zeroes. Meaning? Imperative! Division or separation of the two natures within us. The division which is the result of sin, disobedience, and rebellion of the carnal nature against the Creators nature must take place to begin afresh enjoying the material world without transgressing the Highest Law from the Creator.
  2. 4:25=Number 2 followed by the number 5. Meaning? Number Five for Grace and Preparation emphasis on what I am to do.
  • The happenings of the last few weeks since I posted last have been quite disturbing even to the moment of the night before last.
  • Baffling!
  • Perhaps my computer is compromised.
  • Perhaps the necessary monies to take care of needed things continue lacking.
  • Perhaps the summer lags on.
  • Perhaps my body continue to trouble me.
  • Perhaps the repairs on this building continue on hold.
  • Perhaps the harmonizing of Ahmad and family and my own children still in the making.
  • Perhaps there is so much that I do not have.
  • Perhaps. Perhaps!!!
  • No matter what?

What Is Next My Master? I Asked And You Emphatically This Time Responded …

“Concentrate on what you have to overcome what you do not have My child.”

Continuing with the quote for number 82 …

  1. 7:21=Number 2 followed by the number 1. Meaning? The number One meaning Unity. One or ‘1’, is unique in the sense that it contains none of the other numbers, but it the source of all the other numbers. Removing it from each number would make each number somewhat less than what it was designed to be. This is one reason (pun intended) that God is one. None of His creation is part of Him per se, for He is spirit, but He is the source of all that there is. When you remove Him from any part of His creation, (perhaps because of sin?) then each part is less than it was designed.
  • God is one, this is clear. He does not need us, but we need Him. Earlier, I stated one of the interpretations of “in my flesh I shall see God”.
  • We see in our own bodies the reason why God is one. End of quote.

Next Number For The Day? Money: 557 JOD …?

  • Number Five for Grace and Preparation emphasis on what I am to do.
  • Wednesday, June 16, 2021 at 6:46 pm closing for AC installation.

AC Installed. What A Blessing! …

It is now Wednesday, June 16, 2021 at 9:38 pm. AC installed. Thank You. But I am very tired. Will head for bed and hope for sleep.

  • Up around 1:30 am on Thursday, June 17, 2021.

Victory And Resurrection …

First number to my notice on this day is the Number Seventeen which represents victory and resurrection. Your victory over my wicked nature for sure.

  • It is now Thursday, June 17, 2021 at 2:36 am.
  • I have been sharing my wonderful AC blessing on the phone with Joyce, Denise, Roxana, and Diana.
  • The jumping problem?
  • So far this great machine has not jumped.
  • I turned off the browser.
  • Maybe it’ll jump now.
  • Crazy happenings in the digital amazing arena.
  • No jumping. Maybe AVG is sleeping. Maybe no one is cooking me. Maybe it happens when the notifications come on. I’ll be on the alert to see what makes the machine jump. I wait before I get back to AVG TECH.

In The Meantime? I Just Want To Say Thank You …?

Thank You my Beloved Master. You are making a believer out of me. I have never realized before but! I am an unbeliever just like the rest of Your beloved children.

  • In my dream? I could not believe there was big fish in such small creek, not even a river.
  • Even so? The picture of the boy’s fishing poles is vivid in my mind.
  • Meaning of a fishing pole? Your strength within my being.
  • So? Regardless all my thinking and feeling, and unworthy suspicions about Your faithfulness to all of us, Your strength propels me forward no matter the muddy water in my black shoes.
  • Going forward with Your message just like You compel me to do.
  • And my late grandson Cory and his buddy? Signifying the purification of my being is dead or finished existing on this earth.
  • For I am now cleansed and ready to begin afresh enjoying the material world without transgressing the Highest Law from the Creator.
  • But mainly? That muddy water and black shoes represent Your victory over my carnal nature before I could become a fisher of man.

Wow! There Is The Meaning Of My Dream In A Nut Shell!!! …

Ah! My Beloved Master? Is this to be my next post to jolt not just my children and family’s mind and soul but also each one of Your children’s mind and soul as well?

  • Where to begin? Ah! the illustration! Guess I’ll hunt for a fishing background.
  • It is now Thursday, June 17, 2021 at 3:21 am.
  • Hunting or fishing here I go on to Pinterest!
  • It is now Thursday, June 17, 2021 at 8:07 am.

Ha! The Hour And Minutes Of The Moment Of Time As We Know It …?

Today a new fresh day that 8 number for newness and cycles appears again for newness and a fresh beginning.

  • Then Zero that is so large in scope or content as to include much: Affording unobstructed entrance and exit; not shut or closed. Containing all components. The quality or condition of being infinite. Unbounded space, time, or quantity. An indefinitely large number or amount.
  • And to conclude on this today for me? The Number Seven – Completeness and Rest You do marvelous things in the earth with this number.

Emphatically! You Are Doing Marvelous Things In The Earth …

Only thing is that those things You are doing are nothing at all the way I had figured it out. It all falls into the category of what came first, the chicken or the egg? Questions without answers.

No Matter. No Need Rack My Brains Looking For Answers …?

On this Thursday, June 17, 2021 I find myself relaxing in Your Presence just as You compel me to do. Thank You.

“Do You Now Begin To See My Ways Clearly My Child? …

Do you see why I compelled you to record the date/time in all the words I would give to you to record in the journal of your daily living?

  • The dates/time are the steppingstones in the crossing the river of your life.”

Newness And Cycles? Psalms 139 Comes To Mind …

Psalms 139 comes to mind along with the most devasted day of my life—the day my second husband abandoned me. Even so?

  • Along with Psalms 139 You ingrained Isaiah 54 within my being, and?
  • That is the gist of the recordings for the last 30 plus years of my journey in Your Presence under Your loving control and protection.
  • It is now Thursday, June 17, 2021 at 10:03 am.
  • Coming now to the post for today.

This Saga Is Not Meant For The Multitude. It Is Only Meant For That One Soul …?

That one soul under the Creator’s heavy hand of judgement. That one soul still entrapped by the human’s understanding of everything under and above the sun.

Me? thiaBasilia Licona? Me? …?

A liberated soul by the power of Your passionate love for me and for us all! Ahmad just left. He came unannounced bearing a healthy breakfast for me.

  • It is now Thursday, June 17, 2021 at 3:30 pm.
  • Spent this day working on the illustration for the post and visiting with my new friend Hannah.
  • I headed for bed around 8:30 pm and slept.
  • Woke up around 10 pm. Hot food. I ate some of it then?
  • Back to bed and slept until around 3:30 am on Friday, June 18, 2021.
  • Cramps in my left leg quickened me to get up and see about eating something salty.
  • Ah! The bread chips I fixed last night.
  • Well? The chips were not crispy, I did not cook those enough.
  • Back to the fire with them.
  • Nice! I ate until I was satisfied.
  • Cramps gone!
  • Salt is a good remedy for cramps.
  • I only learn that matter here lately.
  • It is now Friday, June 18, 2021 at 4:38 am.

Ready Now To Bid Your Will On The Spot …?

What will it be? Ah! Get in touch with Microsoft support with the jumping issue. Then, finish the illustration then post if the Net connects.

  • That should fill a good part of my day.
  • Open for whatever You have in store for me next.
  • On to the task.

Scary Moment …

It is now Friday, June 18, 2021 at 7:36 am. Ha! Since 4:38 am I connected with support to fix the jumping issue. When the session ended and I went back to work, big scare!

  • First? I lost the file I had worked last.
  • Then? My external will not come on.
  • Then the computer would not come on as well.
  • I feared it all had crashed and I had lost my lifetime’s work.
  • Near panic! But I kept pleading for Your help.
  • I came down. Relaxed.
  • Plugged and unplugged external.
  • Shut off and unplugged the computer.
  • Checked surge protector stick.
  • Finally? The thing I should have done first, the computer power cord!
  • The power cord is the problem!
  • Big jump right now.
  • It is now Friday, June 18, 2021 at 7:51 am.
  • I will shut off/unplug and change the power cord again.
  • But it came to me not to change the power cord but to secure it so it won’t move.
  • I did, in fact I secured all cables.
  • So far that seems to be the solution.
  • It is now Friday, June 18, 2021 at 10:02 am.

Well? Again! You Led Me To Resolve The Problem …?

I will take a break for breakfast, will record all I did to resolve the problem on coming back. Will turn off the computer again and see if the problem is in fact resolved.

  • Friday, June 18, 2021 at 1:13 pm.
  • So far so good. Will see.
  • It is now Friday, June 18, 2021 at 1:44 pm.

Master? I Am Now Sensing Much Caution In All I Do, Say, Or Write …?

What is going on my Master? No one seems to know anything. Perhaps that is the way it always been and only now You are revealing such matter to me.

  • One thing I know for sure, I refuse to doubt Your faithfulness to Your written Word.
  • I also know for sure that absolutely all I interpret Your written Word to mean was wrong no matter who agrees or disagrees with such statement.

Therefore? Such Flag Of Caution I Believe It Comes From You …?

You compel me to be mild as a dove and smart as a serpent. What I am observing seems to be the same as You commanded the Prophet Habakkuk to observe. (computer jumped when I misspelled that word, I will see if it happens again.)

  • I need to refresh Your command to the Prophet Habakkuk quoted in the Book of Acts.


My profile. Who am I? Past. Present. 1. Past. A woman with a dysfunctional past big time. No matter what I did or not did? I could not function in the society of mankind. 2. Present. A functional woman—a human being under the care & protection of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings. 3. In the past? A defeated woman saddled not only with the Dysfunctional label but also with the Bipolar, Manic Depressive & Schizophrenic labels. 4. In the present? An overcoming woman by The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky! 5. By The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky? I have overcome not only the Dysfunctional label but also all the labels this world saddles on all unsuspecting human beings. I am now an inspirational writer. I write to give witness or evidence of the Mighty Presence of our Father/Creator.in my heart & in my practical life. Whatever for? What would my witness do for you? Woa! You got me there! But, right before Yahushua was caught up in the clouds to go to the right hand of the Father, Yahushua said, Acts 1:6-8 It is not for you to become acquainted with and know what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power. But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Set-Apart Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My Witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth. … In view of the above Scriptures the writer records the journal of her daily living to give an account—to witness of the work that the Almighty Creator of our beings has done and continues to do in her life. I am a witness of the Almighty Creator of our beings in my heart & soul and in my practical daily existence! This is not a bogus claim but a reality in the life of the Author/Publisher of one of these books or SITES that you are now viewing! Thanks for your kind attention!
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