His Purpose For The Saga Of My Life …? Revised …

Hebrews 10:35-39 AMPC+

  • Do not, therefore, fling away your fearless confidence, for it carries a great and glorious compensation of reward.
  • For you have need of steadfast patience and endurance, so that you may perform and fully accomplish the will of the Almighty, and thus receive and carry away and enjoy to the full what is promised.
  • For still a little while, a very little while, and the Coming One will come and He will not delay.
  • But the just shall live by faith, My righteous servant shall live by his conviction respecting man’s relationship to the Almighty and divine things, and holy fervor born of faith and conjoined with it; and if he draws back and shrinks in fear, My soul has no delight or pleasure in him. [Hab_2:3-4]
  • But our way is not that of those who draw back to eternal misery (perdition) and are utterly destroyed, but we are of those who believe, who cleave to and trust in and rely on the Almighty through Yahushua, the Messiah and by faith preserve the soul. End of quote.

Thank You. Once Again You Reveal Yourself To Me In Your Written Words …

It is now Friday, June 18, 2021 at 3:07 pm. as I read Your written words I see the reason for such flag of caution.

  • You command me to look at the proud and that is exactly what I am doing.
  • But only You can take care of the proud and that is exactly what You are doing.
  • Ahmad is in the outs with me because I delivered Your words to him and he refuses to accept those words.
  • So? He has chosen to stay away from me as if that way the words I spoke to him prove to be wrong.
  • In a way that is funny because Ahmad has been trying that trick for years to no avail.
  • I remain steady in all You command me to give to him.
  • So? I am thankful for Your revelation today.
  • Honestly, I cannot be careless with anything I do.
  • But I do not need to fear or doubt whatever words You give me to speak or write. So it is written.


Matthew 10:16-20 AMPC+

  • Behold, I am sending you out like sheep in the midst of wolves; be wary and wise as serpents, and be innocent (harmless, guileless, and without falsity) as doves. [Gen_3:1]
  • Be on guard against men [whose way or nature is to act in opposition to the Almighty]; for they will deliver you up to councils and flog you in their synagogues,
  • And you will be brought before governors and kings for My sake, as a witness to bear testimony before them and to the Gentiles (the nations).
  • But when they deliver you up, do not be anxious about how or what you are to speak; for what you are to say will be given you in that very hour and moment, for it is not you who are speaking, but the Spirit of your Father speaking through you. End of quote.

All In All Everything Is Working For Our Good Beautifully …

It is now Friday, June 18, 2021 at 4:03 pm. A blessing! Yazeed asked to come here to study. I welcomed him. An opportunity for me to demonstrate Your love and wisdom within me. Why?

  • He is studying and I am not disturbing him with empty chattering.
  • I am at my task and he is at his task.
  • Harmony.
  • What a blessing!
  • Thank You.
  • I am not sure on what do You have next for me.
  • I will check to see if the NET connects.
  • Also I need to check on the illustration.
  • The NET is not connecting.
  • I am tired.
  • Yazeed just left.
  • Heading for bed hoping for sleep.
  • Friday, June 18, 2021 at 5:00 pm.
  • Hannah came to visit.
  • It is now Friday, June 18, 2021 at 8:01 pm.
  • Thank You my Beloved Master for sleep.
  • And thank You for the food I just ate.
  • And thank You for Your wisdom not to retaliate.
  • It is now Saturday, June 19, 2021 at 12:10 am.
  • Thank You for the steadfast patience and endurance, so that I may perform and fully accomplish Your will, and thus receive and carry away and enjoy to the full what is promised.
  • Also let it be known the fact that I am taking care to believe in Yahushua without reservation lest there come upon me what is spoken in the prophets.


  • ‘Look, you scoffers and scorners, and marvel and perish and vanish away; for I am doing a deed in your days, a deed which you will never have confidence in or believe, [even] if someone [clearly describing it in detail] declares it to you. [Hab_1:5.’. End of quote.

The Matter Clearly Described In Detail To All To No Avail …

I have clearly described in detail the matter to Ahmad to no avail. That hurts. It makes my heart constrict. The tears flow.

  • It is now Saturday, June 19, 2021 at 1:03 am.
  • I am heading for bed again for I am tired.
  • I will continue editing when back.
  • It is now Saturday, June 19, 2021 at 3:28 am.
  • The computer is jumping again.
  • I can’t figure out the cause.
  • But I am not going to fret about it.
  • And I am not going to fret about anything happening.
  • For my leg is still cramping.
  • I still have not honey or chocolates.
  • I am still itching.
  • I still have no tables needed for setup.
  • No change in Ahmad’s behavior.
  • But You compel me to concentrate on what I have.
  • To forget what I don’t have.
  • So? That is what I intent to do.
  • Despite all the churnings in my carnal mind.
  • I refuse to premeditate what I will do, say or write.
  • I wait.
  • Back to bed on Saturday, June 19, 2021 at 3:58 am.
  • Up on Saturday, June 19, 2021 at 6:39 am.
  • On to Photoshop.
  • To bed Saturday, June 19, 2021 at 12:18 pm.
  • Up on Saturday, June 19, 2021 at 2:00 pm.

Unless You Show The People Something Tangible …

Something tangible to demonstrate Your love and kindness they shall continue on their merry go round road to death. And in death, who shall be there to praise and love You in return?

  • And me? How long am to withstand the suspense?
  • Hannah comes to visit but no English.
  • Even so? You are ingraining Your words within her being.
  • Otherwise? Caution.
  • The enemy is a master of disguise.
  • But You know it all.
  • And You have a purpose for every minute detail in my life.
  • It is now Saturday, June 19, 2021 at 3:18 pm.

What Are You Teaching Me Now? …

  • “My precious child, I am demonstrating My doings and My ways with every single doing and reactions of yours.
  • Fear not.
  • I know the toll of the ominous suspense of the moment.
  • I know the hurt from the evil around you that I have compelled you to observe and write about.
  • Regardless! Fear not!
  • The bubble of My joy within your soul shall soon take place of the ominous suspense troubling you now.
  • Go on My precious thiaBasilia.
  • It won’t be long.
  • I am with and for You.
  • You shall never be put to shame.
  • I am teaching your spiritual children as I promised I was to do.
  • But it takes time to convince each one of My children to give up their ways.
  • Notwithstanding? It is all working as per My timing and discretion.
  • You have now My power to wait with patience and composure for the fruition of My plan to restore My creation to the original intent for their creation, and?
  • No human or devil can ever thwart such plan.
  • My power no foe can withstand.
  • The voice of the turtledove is heard in your land.
  • I have brought you to My banqueting house, and?
  • The banner of My love is over you.
  • And now? Prepare to post as I will lead you to do.
  • Saturday, June 19, 2021 at 3:44 pm.

Promises. Promises. Nothing More …

Ahmad promised to get for me the much-needed honey and chocolates. Nothing yet. But then again? On their time they might bring me whatever they think I need not what I asked for.

  • That is the way it is.
  • No need to trouble myself with lofty expectations.
  • Almost finish with the editing but I am tired.
  • I guess my sugar is out of whack again.
  • There is so much the medical field has to offer to alleviate or regulate one’s body sugar, but!
  • I am not interested at all.
  • Let the world continue with the advances of the medical field.
  • Let the people depend in such advances.

Me? My Dependance Is In You …?

Whether You chose to heal me or not? Your grace is sufficient for me to withstand or enjoy myself in whatever state I find myself in.

  • Heading for bed on Saturday, June 19, 2021 at 5:14 pm.
  • I could not sleep.
  • I am hot for a bit.
  • Then? I am cold.
  • I am thirsty.
  • I got up to help myself to some water.
  • It is now Saturday, June 19, 2021 at 6:23 pm.
  • Ahmad claims somebody is coming with honey and food.
  • Whether they come at whatever time no matter.
  • It really of no consequence for me anymore.

My Request? Let Your Words Take Over It All …?

Your banner over me is love. Your love is the reality of my life no matter whatever the world can hand to me as my life on these grounds remains.

  • Thank You.
  • It is now Saturday, June 19, 2021 at 7:35 pm.
  • Food. Honey. Chocolates.
  • I did not have to wait until midnight.

Honest? Your Prepare A Table For Me In The Presence Of My Enemies …

Will now head for bed and hope to sleep underneath Your everlasting arms. Saturday, June 19, 2021 at 9:11 pm.

  • Saturday, June 19, 2021 at 11:54 pm.
  • Up still on my 7th Day of Rest in You.

Midnight Again. Another Day To Bid Your Will On The Spot …

Sunday, June 20, 2021 at 12:05 am. Ha! Today is the ANNIVERSARY of my journey in Your Presence. Wow! Thirty-six years of Your loving protection and care for this little girl of Yours!

  • I guess I sound silly, but!
  • In my heart and mind and in my Heavenly Father’s sight that’s what I am, a little girl.
  • Yes, my mind has been heavy laden with 82 years of pain and misery.
  • Profusely the tears have flown but!
  • You have put those tears in a bottle.
  • Whatever for?
  • To water the garden of Your Presence within my being.
  • Ah! the fishing dream!
  • The meaning of numbers in my journey.
  • It all culminating in the amazing message on the onset of my 82nd birthday!

My Response? Same As Your Creation …?

The creation responds to the Creator by producing fruit, shining light, and providing just the right atmosphere for Your ultimate act to flourish.

  • This same creation is waiting for its new body just as we are.
  • What a marvel!

Your Ultimate Act To Flourish? Indeed! …

Your Ultimate Act is written quite clear in more than one passage of Your written words. And Your written words are coming to pass exactly as those are written.

How Appropriate To End This Post Quoting Your Ultimate Act To Flourish …

Sitting up on this 4th flour, I watch all things with Your sight. The things that others do now are the same things I used to do.

  • In the span of forty-four verses of Scripture You showed me the horror of my rebellion and the immensity of Your mercy in the last portion of those 44 verses.


My profile. Who am I? Past. Present. 1. Past. A woman with a dysfunctional past big time. No matter what I did or not did? I could not function in the society of mankind. 2. Present. A functional woman—a human being under the care & protection of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings. 3. In the past? A defeated woman saddled not only with the Dysfunctional label but also with the Bipolar, Manic Depressive & Schizophrenic labels. 4. In the present? An overcoming woman by The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky! 5. By The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky? I have overcome not only the Dysfunctional label but also all the labels this world saddles on all unsuspecting human beings. I am now an inspirational writer. I write to give witness or evidence of the Mighty Presence of our Father/Creator.in my heart & in my practical life. Whatever for? What would my witness do for you? Woa! You got me there! But, right before Yahushua was caught up in the clouds to go to the right hand of the Father, Yahushua said, Acts 1:6-8 It is not for you to become acquainted with and know what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power. But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Set-Apart Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My Witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth. … In view of the above Scriptures the writer records the journal of her daily living to give an account—to witness of the work that the Almighty Creator of our beings has done and continues to do in her life. I am a witness of the Almighty Creator of our beings in my heart & soul and in my practical daily existence! This is not a bogus claim but a reality in the life of the Author/Publisher of one of these books or SITES that you are now viewing! Thanks for your kind attention!
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