Yes! I Am Disgusted Full To The Brim …


He answered, I was sent only to the lost sheep of the house of Israel.

  • That being acknowledge we come to Isaiah 40:1-5.


  • COMFORT, COMFORT My people, says your Almighty.

  • Speak tenderly to the heart of Jerusalem, and cry to her that her time of service and her warfare are ended, that [her punishment is accepted and] her iniquity is pardoned, that she has received [punishment] from the Master’s hand double for all her sins.

  • A voice of one who cries: Prepare in the wilderness the way of the Lord [clear away the obstacles]; make straight and smooth in the desert a highway for our Creator! [Mar_1:3]

  • (4)  Every valley shall be lifted and filled up, and every mountain and hill shall be made low; and the crooked and uneven shall be made straight and level, and the rough places a plain.

  • And the glory (majesty and splendor) of the Lord shall be revealed, and all flesh shall see it together; for the mouth of the Master has spoken it. [Luk_3:5-6]. End of quote.

Well? Master? You Have Enliven Those Words Within My Being …

You must increase. I must decrease for Your message to get a hold of Your people.

  • It is now Monday, July 19, 2021 at 10:59 am.
  • I am waiting on You, but!
  • I am beginning to lose my patience.
  • For nothing is happening.
  • No one seems to be interested.
  • No calls. No emails. No Ahmad. Nothing!
  • And my belly? Still inflated.
  • Don’t know what to drink or eat.
  • I wish I could sleep but!
  • Sleep? Not a pip!
  • Maybe I should shut down/unplug computer to do some rearranging.
  • I’ll see. Now is 11:29 am.
  • Ha! It came to me to check the deal with Windows 11.
  • Then? Check for updates.
  • I installed the latest update.
  • It looks the computer is improved.
  • Will check some more on Windows 11.
  • Time? 11:56 am.
  • Well? I am back from tweaking my workstation.
  • It is now Monday, July 19, 2021at 2:55 pm.
  • Ha! A two and 55 or double five?
  • The Number Two – Division.
  • Division is the result of sin, disobedience, and rebellion. It must take place to begin afresh.
  • The Number Five – Grace and Preparation.
  • Biblical Meaning of 55
  • Biblically, the number 55 is a connotation of the double influence of the number 5. Number 5 symbolizes God’s goodness, grace, and kindness.
  • Therefore, 55, symbolizes the intensity of the Grace that God has for all His creation.
  • Date and time now? Monday, July 19, 2021 at 5:27 pm.

Master? What Am I Waiting For? Help …?

All numbers and dreams point to prepare for Your perfect government.

  • Governing Order and Rulership is to be set not only within but for all practical purposes of my daily affairs as well.
  • I sense I must wait before I post, but! I do not know what is it that I am waiting for.
  • I keep waiting for Ahmad’s promised visit, but it is not happening.
  • I sense whatever You are doing in Ahmad’s heart is the key for me to post.
  • Even so? I haven’t got a clue as to the delay for his visit, and?
  • Is getting to me!
  • But You know it.

What To Do Under The Circumstances …?

What am I to think my Master? I cannot take things in my own hands. I can do nothing without You. You know it.

  • But all indications tell me that Ahmad is deceiving me.
  • If that is the case, then?
  • All written to this point and time shall be for nothing.
  • All my highest expectations shall turn out to be just wishful thinking.
  • Pie in the sky.
  • What can I write to honor You if all that I have written is not a fact?
  • Such possibility is disturbing me big time.
  • Unless You intervene?
  • We shall all perish!
  • That is a horrible possibility.
  • A possibility I have been fearing for longer that I can remember.
  • Even so? You never give me any more than what I can take.
  • It is now Monday, July 19, 2021 at 9:00 pm.
  • No change. Not even in the way I am feeling.
  • I am ill but so is Joyce and Mike and many others.
  • The valley of death.
  • But this is what is called life in this deluded world!
  • I wish You would send me an angel to lift me up!
  • Up close to You. Away from this pit of miry and froth.
  • HELP!

Well? I Continue In The Fog …?

It is now Tuesday, July 20, 2021 at 6:41 am. I slept on and off until around 2:30 am. Since then, I have been trying to figure out the posting status.

  • It turns out it is a confusing mess.
  • I cannot figure out how it got in such mess.
  • I guess it is only to add to my troubles for the moment.
  • There is no change between Ahmad and me.
  • Maybe You are fixing a good surprise for me.
  • Or? It could be a bad one.
  • Whatever! I leave it all in Your hands of mercy and justice.
  • On to the roof.
  • Maybe You change my mood once I eat some chips and drink some coffee.
  • Well? did my mood change? Yes! It intensified!
  • Not only intense but now it makes sense.
  • It came to me to post the matter.
  • No more waiting for Ahmad’s whims.
  • No more feeling sorry for myself.

I Am Your Messenger. It Is My Job To Air It All Out …?

Phew! What a relief! Surprise? Indeed! Your response to my cry for help.

My profile. Who am I? Past. Present. 1. Past. A woman with a dysfunctional past big time. No matter what I did or not did? I could not function in the society of mankind. 2. Present. A functional woman—a human being under the care & protection of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings. 3. In the past? A defeated woman saddled not only with the Dysfunctional label but also with the Bipolar, Manic Depressive & Schizophrenic labels. 4. In the present? An overcoming woman by The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky! 5. By The Power Of Love From On High up above the sky? I have overcome not only the Dysfunctional label but also all the labels this world saddles on all unsuspecting human beings. I am now an inspirational writer. I write to give witness or evidence of the Mighty Presence of our Father/ my heart & in my practical life. Whatever for? What would my witness do for you? Woa! You got me there! But, right before Yahushua was caught up in the clouds to go to the right hand of the Father, Yahushua said, Acts 1:6-8 It is not for you to become acquainted with and know what time brings [the things and events of time and their definite periods] or fixed years and seasons (their critical niche in time), which the Father has appointed (fixed and reserved) by His own choice and authority and personal power. But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Set-Apart Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My Witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth. … In view of the above Scriptures the writer records the journal of her daily living to give an account—to witness of the work that the Almighty Creator of our beings has done and continues to do in her life. I am a witness of the Almighty Creator of our beings in my heart & soul and in my practical daily existence! This is not a bogus claim but a reality in the life of the Author/Publisher of one of these books or SITES that you are now viewing! Thanks for your kind attention!
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